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Nathan The Start Of Our Second Chance

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Date: July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)


If I were to end a good dream... I cant do it without revisiting how it started. This story was made long before the others were published.

From the Chronicles of Antoinette


November 2012
Two months ng tigang si Nathan
"Bakit mo pa kasi hiniwalayan. Hayan tuloy zero ka!" I was telling Nathan on the phone.
"Makikipagbalikan ako sa kanya just for sex?!!"

"Ewan ko sayo. Malaki ka na."
"Punta ka na lang dito."

"At ano?"
"I don't know. Basta hintayin kita mamaya."

Hayysst si Nathan talaga. At 6:45 pm I found myself knocking at his door. Lumiwanag ang mukha ni Nathan ng makita ako. Tinabihan ko agad sya sa bed, alam ko kasi na wala mangyayari kasi di pa lifted yong platonic friendship namin. Niyakap nya ako ng mahigpit at ibinaon nya yong mukha nya sa buhok ko then sa leeg ko.

"Stop smelling me. Nahihiya ako, amoy daan ako"
"Ang bango bango mo kaya."

To be with Nathan is the most relaxing thing. We calm each others storms. We are just content lying in bed staring at the wall.

"Nathan yong phone mo tumutunog."
"Ay teka lang tingnan ko."

"Nathan, okay ka lang? Sino ba yan textmate mo?"
"Si ex. She is on her way to see me." Tinapon na ni Nathan yong phone at yumakap ulit sa akin.

"Pinapunta mo ako dito tapos dadating din sya, ano yon?" Napatayo ako sa bed.
"Sabi ko wag na sya pumunta."

"Sana sinabi mo kagad para dumiretso na lang ako umuwi. Gusto mo makita nya tayo dito sa kwarto mo? Masasaktan yon."
"Sorry. Gusto ko ikaw kasama ko."

"Nathan, wag mo akong gamitin para masaktan sya. Uwi na ako at wag ka ng tumayo I can find my way."

Nakatulog ako ng mahimbing katabi si Ron.

Kinabukasan, umaga pa lang tumawag na si Nathan. Ni lock ko yong room ko sa office at sinagot tawag nya.
Me: O bakit?
Nathan: Hi! Good morning.

Me: Bakit ganyan boses mo? Ano balita?

Nathan: Sorry hah. Gusto lang naman kita kasama last night. But she insisted to come. She offered sex. I took it. She begged na magbalikan kami. But I told her it is over.

Me: Hala, I don't know what to say Nathan. Hindi ako expert sa relationships. Pero ang sama hah! One last fuck bago tuluyang nakipaghiwalay. Sge catch up with you later na lang. Busy ako eh.

After two weeks, I told Nathan I need to pickup something in Malate. Pwede ko naman ipadeliver sa akin yong item…. But I choose to pick it up so I can spend time with him.
Tamang tama sa may UST sya nagstay for the holidays. From work in Ortigas nagtaxi na lang ako papunta doon. Sinundo nya ako sa may hypermarket.

"Ey bakit parang ang tahimik dito. Tayo lang ang tao dito?" kung hindi si Nathan yong kasama ko malamang panic mode na ako. Takot ako sa mga old and dark places.

"Umuwi sa province yong nakatira dito kaya dito na lang muna ako. Kumain ka na ba? May niluto ako."

Nathan seemed so near and yet so far. Nakakatense din pag kayong dalawa lang ng guy sa isang malaking bahay.

"Hmm mukhang masarap… Nagluto ka pa pala ng pasta!?" I like carbonarra, spaghetti, soba noodles, basta anything pasta.

"Kain muna tayo bago natin puntahan yong place." Sabay abot ng bowl & fork sa kamay ko.

"S-sge.. Thanks Nathan". I gave him a reserved smile ganun kasi ako pag medyo reserved yong guy…opps uminit bigla yong mukha ko hindi alam ni Nathan na dildo yon e-pi-pick up namin.

"Nathan, sure ka di ako istorbo? Pasensya na hah sa abala." Ayoko maging istorbo maski kanino.

"Hindi, okay lang. Wala din naman akong gagawin." Ang bait talaga ni Nathan.

"Sge Nathan, magkwento ka lang. I'm here to listen. Bakit pala naiisipan mong makipaghiwalay sa kanya?"

"Masyado na syang dependent sa akin." Then he explained some more… hindi ko actually ma gets yong reason ni Nathan and I don't want to implore too much. Looks like naging needy yong girl. Whatever that means.

Tahimik lang ako nakinig sa kwento nya. After an hour of listening to him, I was lost. His lips are still full. His teeth are still white and looks good. Nauhaw ako bigla. I was so tensed and my insomnia last night doesn't help.

"Ui! Okay ka lang?" concerned na tanong ni Nathan.
"Nathan, so sobrang excited ko na magkita tayo today, hindi ako nakatulog." I smiled at him.

"Merong room sa taas if you want to sleep."
"Ayoko. Takot ako sa haunted house."

"Ngek! Hehe. Kung sabagay di tayo pwede magtagal dito. Baka matukso tayo. Kanina pa kita gustong halikan eh."

"Hala!!??? Sabi mo di tayo pwede maghalikan." Hindi naman lifted yong platonic friendship namin. Nathan has no reason to kiss me.

"Dare??" Tanong ni Nathan, and there is that naughty twinkle in his eyes.

"S-sge I dare you to kiss me." Itinaas ko yong mukha ko. I am one haughty female.

Nilapit ni Nathan yong mukha nya sa mukha ko. Sa sobrang lapit napapikit na ako. Naramdaman ko na lang yong pagdampi ng labi ni Nathan sa labi ko. Shit! Kilala pa rin ng labi ko ang labi ni Nathan. Hanggang sa nakalimutan ko na kung bakit ako nagpunta doon. Or baka naman ito talaga ang ipinunta ko?

Lumalim na yong halikan. Ramdam ng puso ko yong halik ni Nathan.

"Antoinette, we need to get out of here in 15 mins or else baka anong gawin ko sayo…" Inangat na nya yong mukha nya. Ayokong matapos yong halikan namin.

"Sge 15 mins pa naman ... kiss me more, Nathan." I reached for his lips again. Hindi naman ako binigo ni Nathan. We kissed again. Few seconds before 15 minutes, I lifted my head and said "Tara lets go na."

"Ang daya mo naman!"

"Bakit? I didn't came here for sex. Let go."

Nathan just smiled.

Sumakay kami ng taxi at binaybay ang daan ng old Manila. Pagkatapos namin bumaba itinuro kami kung saan-saan hanggang sa tuluyan na kaming nawala.

"Legal ba na company yong pinag orderan mo?" Takang tanong ni Nathan.
"I don't know. I only found it in the net. Shocks! Sayang yong 2400 pag nagkataon. Huhu."

Magkahawak yong kamay namin habang iniisip kung paano makalabas sa mga maliliit na kalye doon. Buti na lang may dumaan na tricycle, the driver was kind enough to help us.

We kissed again while we're inside the tricycle.

"Hinahanap hanap ko rin yong mga halik mo, A"
"Me too. I like kissing you."

"Nathan, can I ask you something?"
"Ano yon?"

I just have to ask him this. Afterall baka hindi na maulit na magkasama kami.

"For the days in those years, did you think of me too? Curious lang naman ako. Baka kasi noong times na naisip kita, naisip mo rin ako. Alam mo yon."

"Naintindihan kita. Oo. Lagi naman kitang naiisip. Naiisip ko kung ano na nangyayari sayo."

"I see. Thanks Nathan"

Gusto ko sabihin kay Nathan na nag go-glow sya. He is just so easy to read. But hmmm maybe I glowed a little too.

Nakarating din kami sa address. There is a small note that the store is closed for the holidays but they have other outlet in QC. O hah! Parang puzzle yong pagpick up ko sa Dildo.

"Ay, hindi successful yong lakad natin today." sabi ni Nathan, he is just a typical guy. The solution is important. Hindi nya alam may hidden agenda ako.

"Okay lang. I will get it next time. Kailangan ko na pala bumalik Ron is waiting for me."

"Okay. Ano ba yong kukunin natin dapat?"
"Secret"

"Sge na wag ka na magsecret. Bibilhan na lang kita nun, sa isang desenting place." (alam kasi ni Nathan na kuripot ako. Inisip nya nagtitipid ako kaya ganun na lang ang efforts namin sa pagpunta sa place na yon)

"Don't buy binayaran ko na yon. I ordered some dildo."

"Seriously??!!! Kaya pala hindi si Ron pinasama mo. Sge umuwi ka na. Late na o."
"Yup. Thanks Nathan. Merry christmas."

On January 2013, we meet again to finally get that package. Nagkita kami sa may Shangrila. Ibang outlet na lang ang pupuntahan namin. Pagdating ko, ngumiti lang sya politely. I was with a reserved guy again. I have to remind myself that he is not the same person I used to love.

"Para sayo pala to." Meron syang inabot na book, we both love to read books.
"Thanks hah. Wala ako Christmas gift for you. Sorry." sabi ko.

"Okay lang yon. Tara puntahan na natin yong package mo. May work pa ako ng 9pm."
"Ganun ba? Wag na lang natin kunin. Pasyal na lang tayo dito." ( the package was just an alibi, almost 1 year na yon di ko kinukuha)

"E paano na yong package mo?"
"Pwede naman padeliver yon eh."

"No, kunin na natin nandito na rin lang tayo."
"Sige ikaw bahala. Ano fastest way to get there?"

"MRT"
"Okay"

Hindi kami sumasakay ni Ron ng MRT. Pinag aawayan namin lagi yong dibdib ko. Hindi mahilig sa PDA si Ron.

Sobrang sikip ng MRT. Nathan embraced me and held me tight. He also planted kisses on my forehead.

"Nagkita pala kami ni ex, last Christmas." (so that explained why he seemed distant and reserved)

"Hmm. Musta, nagkabalikan kayo?"
"Hindi."

"Naghalikan?"
"Hindi rin."

"Nagsex lang." volunteer ni Nathan.
"Ano?!!!"

"Jowk!" (Sabay ngiti na pa cute)
"Talaga? Tapos nakayakap ka sa akin ngayon. Lumayo layo ka nga!!"

"Joke lang. Selos naman to. Wala kami ginawa nag usap lang kami. Then she asked that I hug her. So I hugged her."

Syempre babae lang ako. Nagseselos ako. Pero pag nagselos ako nagiging reserved and distant.
Mabilis lang ang transaction ng dildo. I showed my proof of payment, the guy gave me the package.

"Sge Nathan. Salamat. Magtaxi na ako pauwi. Mukhang di naman traffic sa edsa." then iniwan ko na sya sa QC. Ang sama ko. Pero di nasira sa selos yong friendship namin.

Everyday nang nagpaparamdam Nathan at nilalandi na nya ako.

"Halika sa bahay samahan mo ako." paglalambing ni Nathan. Siguro horny to.
"Ano gagawin ko dyan?"

"Ikaw kung ano balak mong gawin."
"Really! Pero busy ako now. Bukas na lang. I'll come over."

"Sige. What time?"
"5am"

"Huh? That early?"
"Oo. Gusto ko katabi kita pagsika...

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graccubus
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

nathan is your object of desire all along...?

if you frequent fss...you have less time for sex...unless, you're in it now...

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antoinette
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Passenger - let her go. Same lang? Graccubus i dont know the answer. This part is the start of nathan series. Feb 2014 nalaman ni ron..

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Kamusta na kayo ni Kuya (makakuya naman) Nathan? Officially kayo na ba? (wink, wink)

They said my head is big. I asked them back, "Which HEAD?"

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miz.ria
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

toni, maki second the motion na rin kay scie, so kayo na ba? officially or unofficially? bakit nde pa kasi maging kayo? mukhang kayo naman tlga dapat hanggulo!...lol

teka basahin ko nga yung ibang nathan stories...:-)

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antoinette
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Ang lalim naman nito Ria.  The answer is walang gustong umamin.  So what is in the story... yon lang. Nathan 3 nandun yata yong overview.  Thanks for reading

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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antoinette
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Hi scie, pag nakikita ko name mo i remember my younger brother. Officially hindi.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Baka ako yung kapatid mo, Ate Antoinette! WAHAHAHA! 'Wag na kasing magpatumpik-tumpik pa, you're just ruining your lives eh pwede namang maging masaya. Naalala ko sa inyo yung past experience ko eh - na ang gulo ko na hindi mo malaman kung ano ba talaga yung gusto. Tapos hindi ko rin maintindihan yung babae. All the while, may internal conflict with myself and with her. Eventually, after the recovery, I learned my most valued lesson: SIMPLIFY LIFE. ;)

They said my head is big. I asked them back, "Which HEAD?"

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antoinette
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Scie so ano dapat gawin to simplify life? You are my brother Scie in FSS.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Know what makes you happy and go for it. ;)

They said my head is big. I asked them back, "Which HEAD?"

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nikeair6996
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Nice story, di talaga makakalimotan si Nathan super special lucky guy...

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antoinette
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

If there is such a thing as soul mate.  maybe thats what we are.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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Boy_Bastos12
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

...gusto naman ang isa't isa pero bakit hindi pede maging kayo? dahil sa laro natakot mag commit, sana may chance pa, mahirap makipagtinikling kay pag ibig, ang balik nyan is matinding paghihinayang...

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antoinette
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Boy bastos salamat sa comments.  Akala ko apoy ang pinaglalaruan, pag-ibig na pala? Sa kwentong ito hindi pwedeng haluan ng pag ibig kasi lalo masasaktan lang sila. Kung pwede lamang ang isang wagas na pagmamahalan sa ibang katauhan, why not?  Pwede naman maghanap ng ibang taong mamahalin... na kagaya ng taong minahal mo.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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Boy_Bastos12
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

...p.s. ang galing ng pagkasulat, ang sarap basahin, story teller ang pagkadelivery...

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User Not Found
July 15, 2014 (8 years ago)

I agree with BB...

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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dina76
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

masakit sa dibdib yung set up nyo, magaling ka author.. next na, now na hehe..#atat

I don't think that you even realize the joy that you make me feel when I'm inside your universe.

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antoinette
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Hehehe thanks Dina.  Mukhang malapit na mabuo ang kwentong ito.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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misssweetangel
September 20, 2018 (4 years ago)

Hindi na mabubuo kwento na toh i assume happily married na si nathan

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antoinette
November 30, 2018 (3 years ago)

Affected? Ehhehehe.  Thanks sa pag basa sa kwento na to.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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Fiction-Factory
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

The chronicles of Antoniette! Cheers!

"Women are not crazy, you just need to know which lips to talk to."

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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antoinette
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Hehe nice one Fic-fac... now you know why women feels while the men thinks? why there is no reasoning with the lower head?  how a woman's word can make or break a man?

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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antoinette
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Hindi pa pala ako tapos say fic-fac... the lesson here is you should always understand your woman.  Make her feel that she is your queen.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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somebodyuused2know
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Lam mo Tonet, post mo na nga lahat ng links ng stories mo bout Nathan. Hehe. Kasi nakaka-relate ako pero even if I get the gist, nalalabuan pa rin ako bakit hanggang ganun lang yung naging set up nio. Kakainlab kaya siya. :-))

"Go find someone else to feed your ego. I'm busy."

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MidLifeCrisis admin
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Yan din ang comment ko sa previous "Nathan" stories, sis.... Kakainlab sya...

Tonet, kelangan mo ng sagutin ang tanong namin, "Bakit si Ron? Bakit hindi si Nathan" :( Sulat na 'yan ;)

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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antoinette
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Thanks Sam and Mids for reading. This is the reason why I write these stories.  So I can read it for myself, express my thoughts, then I can analyze what I feel, then I can decide what to do.  The events for the last months are important but I didnt have the time to write them.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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MidLifeCrisis admin
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Follow your heart, tonet ;)

Hehe! Alam ko it's one of those things na easier said than done but you can do it :)

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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misssweetangel
September 20, 2018 (4 years ago)

Ganyan set up nila dati kasi may asawa yan si tonet i assume

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User Not Found
July 15, 2014 (8 years ago)

yah, tonet, para mas accessible, insert mo na dito yung links ng previous stories mo.. parang gusto ko ring balikan yun, kaso mobile lang use ko now at WiFi na nasa labas ng bahay namin ang signal, di ako pede tumambay ng matagal...

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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jameskevin470
December 2, 2017 (4 years ago)

Wala ng kasunod?

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