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Sabi nila, kapag daw nawala sayo ang isang tao, dun mo lang mas maa-appreciate yung value sayo nung tao na yun. And then you start remembering how you were so happy when you still have that person in your life. Of course, hindi naman applicable sa lahat ng sitwasyon ang ganung scenario. Lalo na siguro kung hindi ka prepared na mawala siya sayo. It's either you get lost in the pain, wallow in bitterness and just wish that everything never happened, trying to block all the memories out.

Sa kaso ko, kahit sobrang sakit, andun na agad yung acceptance, kasi alam ko, no matter how it ended, he loved me too. And even if I try to remember the endless arguments, the hurtful words, the betrayal, walang pumapasok sa isip ko kundi yung mga masasayang alaala.

Bigla, naalala ko nung nag-beach kami. Pagdating namin sa resort, yung cottage na nabigay sa amin was adjacent to a bigger one na may mga lalakeng nag-iinuman. Eversince, he loved to imagine that another man is watching while he's fucking me. Libog na libog siya dun. So what he did was placed the bottles of beer at the veranda. Umupo lang kami dun. Maya-maya lang, pinatayo niya ako at isinandal sa may wall. Ipinatong niya ang isang binti ko sa may upuan, lumuhod siya sa harapan ko, at dun sa veranda, kinain niya ako habang nakatayo ako at anytime puedeng matanaw ng mga guests sa kabilang cottage. He was lapping at me like a thirsty pup. Nanginginig ang legs ko sa sarap habang kinakain niya ako and all I can do at that moment was to moan endlessly. Halos hindi na rin siya makahinga sa diin ng pagkakahawak ko sa ulo niya na nasa pagitan ng mga hita ko. And he didn't stop until I came.

After that, we agreed to eat at the resto of the resort. Maganda kasi yung view from the terrace. Nauna na siya dun to order our food while I freshen up. After a few minutes, tinawagan niya ako, and told me not to change my dress anymore pero tanggalin ko daw ang bra ko. Since may built in bra naman siya, I did what I was told. Pagdating ko sa resto, nasa terrace siya. Walang ibang tao dun except a few maintenance guys na nasa far side at parang may tsini-check sa hindi ko alam kung koneksyon ba ng water pump or kuryente. There were three guys, napansin ko lang, yung pinaka-matangkad dun, at parang yung in-charge was good looking. Nung uma...

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BellaVictoria
November 4, 2022 (28 days ago)

There are two types of men talaga (or probably more) but those that I know are either kagaya ni guy sa story na nalilibugan kapag pinagnanasaan ka ng iba and the orher naman is yung territorial, halos ayaw nila na napapansin ka kasi competition sa kanila yun.

Both has their own quirks kasi at least for me I like see their reactions sa different situations.

Thank you for sharing this story! Gusto ko na ulit bumalik sa beach tuloy.

Sometimes we put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down.

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somebodyuused2know
November 5, 2022 (27 days ago)

Thanks Bell. I had the chance to see his reaction on both situations. In the end, wala pa ring wenta hahahaha. Hugs pretty.

"You are my lesson learned"

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Takiyomi
November 5, 2022 (27 days ago)

Ganun naman talaga kapag mahal mo ang isang tao. Idaan na naman natin to sa kanta.

All of me, loves all of you,
Love your curves and all your edges,
All your perfect imperfections

Kahit anuman ang hulma mo at anyo, sa mga mata niya ika'y marikit. Kaya hindi bulag ang pag-ibig. Bagkus ay pinalilinaw pa niya ang pagtingin mo sa tunay na pag-ibig.

I don't need a lot, just a few who truly cares.

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somebodyuused2know
November 5, 2022 (27 days ago)

Ang dami kong tawa dito. Yang kantang yan isinusumpa ko na hahahaha. Reminds mo of the romance I never had😜

Thanks Taki! 🤗

"You are my lesson learned"

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Takiyomi
November 5, 2022 (27 days ago)

Aww ahahaha. Hindi ko naman alam eh. Sorry.

I don't need a lot, just a few who truly cares.

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MisterU
November 5, 2022 (27 days ago)

So intense! 🥵

Pinagpawisan ako literal, just by reading it.

Relate ako kay ex..ba't ganun? I can feel meron kaming similarity in some ways.

Let it go! Let it flow..Yaan lang, time heals all wounds, and sometimes...the memories. 😊

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somebodyuused2know
November 5, 2022 (27 days ago)

Feel mo may similarity kayo, like what, parehas magaling sa ghosting? 😜 Peace✌️ Salamat sa pagdaan.

"You are my lesson learned"

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November 5, 2022 (26 days ago)

Hahaha! Sistah, wag ganun uy! Tapos na undas, tapos na daw ang undas pat na iwanan :D

Hay naku! Nakailang basa na ako pero di ko pa din alam paanong matinong comment ang susulat ko. Hirap pala kapag kilala mo both parties, naiimagine mo pati yong itsura / porma ng kainan :D Ayokong mag sana ol pero yeah, nakakamiss din noh? :D

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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somebodyuused2know
November 6, 2022 (26 days ago)

Sistahhh, wag mo na imaginine, hahaha. Para kang yung isang friend ko din dito, sabi sa akin weird daw ng feeling, naiimagine niya pano ako kinakants hahahaha, bwusit.

Kung kelan wala na sistah, dun mo hahanap-hanapin. Akala ko kasi por layp, akala ko lang pala yon🤣🤣🤣

"You are my lesson learned"

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November 6, 2022 (26 days ago)

Malay mo, babalik yon, sistah 😈 Ang bait ko talaga noh? 🤣

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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MisterU
November 6, 2022 (26 days ago)

Honestly, I am not into ghosting, I haven't ghosted anyone yet so somebody is still safe with me.

Speaking about the "real" ghost, I could have helped you out by putting up a candle and utter some incantations to scare off the ghost, if you know what I mean.😁

Sayang..lumagpas na undas tuloy and...doing nothing at all.

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