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Story Of My (Sex) Life

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Date: October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)


I'm Sam. Married. Maagang nag-asawa. 21. Virgin. Bago ako ikinasal sa husband ko, isa lang ang naging boyfriend ko. And we did what most young couples do, necking, petting, make out. But I was scared to go all the way with my first boyfriend. Siguro dahil subconsciously, I don't want to spend the rest of my life with him. At dahil pinalaking hindi pinaguusapan ang sex sa pamilya, alam kong isusumpa ako ng mga magulang ko kung madidisgrasya ako habang nag-aaral pa. Aside from that, I was so idealistically stupid that I vowed not to give away my virginity to any man unless I'm sure na siya na talaga ang makakasama ko for life.

Until I met my second boyfriend. Totoo pala talaga yun, you'll just know if that person's the one. The first time I saw him, alam ko, ayoko nang magpaligaw pa sa iba. That I want him to be my forever. Ganun ako ka-atat sa kanya. At yung pagiging naive ko ang dahilan kung bakit siguro nangyari sa akin ang mga nangyari a decade after.

I love my husband. Walang duda dun. Kaso lang, dahil walang pagkukumparahan pagdating sa kama, just a few years into marriage, hindi ko na ma-appreciate ang mga romance pocketbooks na paborito kong basahin nung mga panahon na yun. I've been married for a few years already and yet, I still have to reach that big O I've been reading in those stupid pocketbooks.

Hindi ako nagi-enjoy. Even during those times na inuumpisahan naman niya sa foreplay, it used to irk me. Nasasaktan kasi ako pag hinahalikan niya ako sa ibaba. Madalas, yung libog, nauuwi lang sa inis until I just told him not to do it ever again. So hanggang halik-halik na lang sa mga suso, kapa-kapa sa kepz, mga ilang minuto, and then he'll fuck me. Kaya lang, just as I hate how he eats me, even the way he kisses my boobs feels sloppy. So kapag pinasok na niya ako, tuyo pa halos, and just when the momentum starts to build up, pfft, here comes the raging warrior. Sadly though, the warrior never waited for the damsel to share the ride with him. Ending? I was always left wanting.

Still, it was not a big deal. Inisip ko na lang na overrated ang salitang orgasm and that it happens only in fictional stories. Kahit naiinis din ako minsan pag tamang libog na libog din pero di pa yata aabutin ng ilang minuto ang pagbayo, tapos na, I did not complain. Una, nahihiya ako sabihin sa kanya na parausin naman ako. Secondly, ayoko siyang mapahiya pag sinabi kong hindi ako nakakatapos. I don't want him to be insecured with his ability in bed.

Pero yung pagpapakamartir ko sa sex, di ko akalaing magbabago dahil sa isang pangyayaring ang sakit pa rin sa puso at pride pag naiisip ko. Ang magaling kong asawa, hindi na nga ako nakakantot nang maayos, ang bwusit, nakuha pa lumandi sa iba. That chapter in my marriage really did a huge damage in my self esteem. Pangit na ba talaga ako? Dahil ba tumaba ako kaya nagkagusto siya sa iba?

For years, those questions remained unanswered. Because I didn't ask him. I was too insecured that I can't even start a confrontation with him, afraid he'd confirm my fears.

Fast forward to 2012. I came across an erotic site. Dun ko din natisod ang lalakeng nagpabalik ng tiwala ko sa sarili ko bilang babae.

Koyah made me feel I am beautiful. That I am still desirable. And I felt that my life has just started.

He was expert in bed. Sa kanya ko naranasan lahat ng hindi ko naranasan sa asawa ko. Siya yung nag-alis ng sexual inhibitions ko.

Naaalala ko, there was this one time na naka-check in kami. He was fucking me at the bathroom. Doggie, on all fours, nalulunod ako sa shower at sa sarap nang pagbayo niya. Yung tigas ng titi niya, yung haba, yung laki. The dirty talks. Habang sabay na nilalamas ang mga...

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Km_sese27
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Sayang. Pinag tagpo pero hindi tinadhana.

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somebodyuused2know
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

KM, thank you for reading and leaving a comment. 😘

Gusto ko isipin magtatagpo pa rin sila someday. 🙂

"You are my lesson learned"

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Takiyomi
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Is this story a fiction? Looks like a real story to me.

Mahirap talaga kalimutan at masarap baunin ang alaala ng taong nagbigay sa atin ng value at kaligayan. Kaya tama lang na alalahanin mo ang mga good memories.

Good memories are like treasures you want to keep it in your chest. That's why your heart is inside of your chest.

I don't need a lot, just a few who truly cares.

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somebodyuused2know
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Taki, thanks for dropping by. Ala Kris A: "I like you na talaga." 😁

Paninindigan ko fiction to lol.

"You are my lesson learned"

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Takiyomi
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Sige fiction na. Hahaha!

Goodnight.

I don't need a lot, just a few who truly cares.

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BellaVictoria
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Such bittersweet memories but what’s important is that merong lalaki that made you feel like a woman. Sabi nga ni Shania Twain “Man, I feel like a woman!”

Parang yung sinabi ko kanina na, guys - they complete us. Sila yung reason bakit babae tayo. Kailangan natin sila as much as kailangan nila tayo. I am glad na you experienced a mind blowing sex kay Koyah. Sadly, not all women do.

Ps:
Bastos din si Captcha, sabi nya: “Nudity” 🤣

Sometimes we put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down.

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somebodyuused2know
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Alam mo ikaw, nanlalaglag ka eh. Fiction nga to beb. Char! 🤣

Tapos post mo na yung Organized Chaos mo. Yan, pambawi for using first person pronoun sa comment mo🤣

"You are my lesson learned"

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BellaVictoria
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Sorry, I got VERY carried away!

Sometimes we put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down.

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somebodyuused2know
October 30, 2022 (29 days ago)

Nagising ako kasi nanaginip ako na mali ang sinabi ko, pasensya na, should be 2nd, not 1st person pronoun ih 😂

"You are my lesson learned"

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BellaVictoria
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Kaya tuloy akala ko true story, fiction pala. Nag-init nga ako bigla! 🔥🔥

Sometimes we put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down.

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somebodyuused2know
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

🤣🤣🤣

"You are my lesson learned"

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leonard
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Damn. This brings back memories

Leonard,

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somebodyuused2know
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Bittersweet I guess. 🙂 Thank you for dropping by Leonard.

"You are my lesson learned"

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abrasiete
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Thank you for sharing your thoughts. We do feel the lines and the messages in between. Kudos!

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somebodyuused2know
October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

Abrasiete, thank you, glad you felt the story.

"You are my lesson learned"

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QSLeigh
October 30, 2022 (30 days ago)

Sarap talagang balikan yan ganyang mga memories ;)

Ayos tong captcha ko: virgin

For every strength, there is a weakness. You are both

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somebodyuused2know
October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

QS, thank you! Yes, minsan yung memories mismo ang dahilan kaya nakaka-move on ang isang tao. 🙂

"You are my lesson learned"

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Boytibay828
October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

Ganda ng story

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somebodyuused2know
October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

Boytibay, thank you for dropping by.

"You are my lesson learned"

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October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

What a great start to read for a comeback. It's as if I'm reading my lifestory sa first part. I wish I could also meet someone who would make me feel beautiful and wanted. Galing author! Kudos!

Momma

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somebodyuused2know
October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

Aestherielle, thank you, glad you liked the story. Here's to you finding that someone who would make you feel beautiful and wanted. 🥂

"You are my lesson learned"

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Rodriguez
October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

Parang nakaka relate ako..

Lover boy

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somebodyuused2know
October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

Thank you for dropping by Rodriguez. Hope the story made you feel good.😊

"You are my lesson learned"

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Mindgasm
October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

Made me want to fire things up again with the wifey. Years may have gone by but passion can be rekindled.

Thanks for the reminder.

I hope that she, in the story you shared, can find her Koyah or if not, the one who will find her beautiful more and more each day (or night).

We are here. We are waiting. - Optimus Prime

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somebodyuused2know
October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

Lucky wifey.

Or that her husband would make her feel beautiful just like before so she won't have to look for another Koyah. Thank you for dropping by Mindgasm. 😊

"You are my lesson learned"

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denanz
October 31, 2022 (29 days ago)

Nice story... Keep up the good work somebodyuused2know, for us to read more of your story.

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somebodyuused2know
October 31, 2022 (28 days ago)

Hi denanz, thank you for dropping by. 😊

"You are my lesson learned"

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lavandera
October 31, 2022 (28 days ago)

Nice. That was hot. Made me look back on the guys I met here.

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somebodyuused2know
October 31, 2022 (28 days ago)

lavandera, hi, thank you, glad you enjoyed the story. 🙂

"You are my lesson learned"

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lloydspy
November 1, 2022 (28 days ago)

nice one ganda hahahahah bagay sayo mam i want break free by queen

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somebodyuused2know
November 1, 2022 (28 days ago)

Lloydspy, may pa-head bang pa noh, habang sumisigaw "I want to break free, I want to break free from your lies." 😁

Thank you for reading and the comment. 😊

"You are my lesson learned"

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