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Her One That Got Away - 2

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Story: True Story, Tagalog · Categories: Erotic Couplings, Mature, Romance · Tags: , ,
Date: July 13, 2022 (1 month ago)


Sinundo ako ng pinsan ko sa airport, and he said na sa Paranaque nalang ako tumuloy instead sa family house namin sa Cubao, but I insisted na gusto ko sa bahay namin. Si manang naman ay napunta sa kanila sa Paranaque nung umalis ako. Kaya ngayon, siya ulit ang mag aasikaso sa akin habang andito ako sa Pilipinas.

My first order was to meet my girl friends from my old school. Actually, nagtatalo ang isip ko if I should meet Liam agad agad, or hindi. Bigla akong natakot, just the thought of his reaction. Madaming pumasok na what ifs sa akin noon, and ang ending siya pa ang nawala sa priorities ko.

I thought, nag mature na ako mentally, pero pag naiisip ko yung galit niya sa akin dahil sa ginawa ko, natatakot talaga ako. After meeting my friends from my old college school, I decided to make a trip to our hometown sa norte. I want to do it on my own. Dati kasi pinag da drive ako ni Liam, rode trip kaming dalawa. Those were happy memories. I asked my cousin to bring me my car sa Cubao and told him my plan that I am going to visit our hometown. He refused, kasi sa makalawa na daw yung get together.

I mustered all my courage just to ask kung pupunta ba si Liam. My ever annoying cousin just smirked on me and showed his most annoying smile, leaving me irritated. But at the back of my head, I was really hoping he'd come. Before the get together, I was encouraging myself to be brave, brace myself for anything that might happen.

On the day ng get together, puyat na puyat ako. Di ako nakatulog ng maayos sa anticipation. Andun yung excitement, takot, lungkot at saya. Syempre, I am excited and happy to see him after more than two years. I was sad because I am afraid of what may happen. Baka hindi niya pa ako napapatawad, likely naman na hindi pa, I told myself.

I was having a hard time choosing my outfit for this get together. Since highschool naman, eh may pagka fashionista naman na ako. Nung kami ni Liam, he would sometimes choose my outfit, minsan yung mga easy access dress, minsan naman yung normal polo shirt tops at short shorts, or jeans, basta litaw yung curve daw ng katawan ko. Hindi rin naman siya nakikialam madalas, unless it was too revealing at hindi ko siya kasama, ayaw niya. Nonetheless, I respected that side of him naman din.

My cousin picked me up sa bahay namin at around four in the afternoon. Inside the car was his girlfriend, so I took the back seat. As per my cousin, three cars will be in convoy and confirmed that Liam will be there. Though, sabi niya din, wala daw itong alam that I am here in the Philippines. We parked in front of CBTL sa Gateway Mall, and sakto na andun na yung first car which consists some of our friends. Pinsan ko nalang ang bumaba, while me and his girlfriend stayed nalang sa sasakyan, rolled down our windows and greeted them. As per them, we were just waiting for the last car. I was looking for Liam that time, pero di ko siya nakita. Nagkwentuhan nalang kami ni ate Denise inside the car while waiting for the last car. Siguro mga five or some more minutes ay may nag park sa harap ng sasakyan namin. May bumaba sa passenger side at isa sa mga barkada namin iyon. I was really nervous that time because I was really anxious and anticipating him.

My world literally stopped, my mouth opened and my jaw dropped when Liam stepped out from the driver side. All I can say is ang gwapo niya that time, para siyang si Chris Evans, when he transformed from that skinny soldier to that mouth watering Capt. America. I was like, totoo ba, si Liam yun, I thought to myself. Gusto kong bumaba ng kotse that time to hug, and kiss him right there and then. Si ate Denise naman ay naka tingin na pala sa akin at nakangiti. She snapped her finger to me which brought me back to my world and my senses. Tumango lang siya as if telling me na kung gusto ko bang bumaba. I know, you might be telling now na medyo depressed ba ako or desperate at that time, pero pinigilan ko ang sarili ko. I checked my outfit, nag ayos ng buhok and checked how is my make up.

After their quick talk, umalis na din kaming lahat, we were heading south, sa 19 East daw kami. My cousin gave a quick look bago kami umalis at naka ngiti siya as if telling me, did you see that? Did you see Liam? Oh my goodness, my cousin really knows how to annoy me. Medyo matagal ang byahe and I talked so little, afraid that I may say something na hindi dapat. I let my cousin and his girlfriend do all the talking to themselves. I started to get nervous halfway through the ride. Yung kabog ng dibdib, sobrang lakas, parang lalabas na yung puso ko. Then ate Denise looked at me with a warm smile.

Pagdating namin sa venue, nauna nang dumating sila Liam and it is around six thirty na. He was standing sa harap ng sasakyan and talking to one of our friends. My cousin and ate Denise, nauna na silang bumaba, di ako mapakali talaga. I was checking my outfit, and rechecked my make up. I was waiting na umalis na si Liam sa harap ng sasakyan para makababa ako. Maya maya pa ay kinatok na din ako ng pinsan ko, signalling that I should get off the car. I had no choice, bumaba na ako ng kotse, hoping he will not look at my direction, it was too late, the moment I opened the car door, he was already looking, anticipating kung sino ang bababa. There and then, our eyes met, locked for seconds. He was stunned to see me, napayuko nalang ako, not sure kung napahiya ba ako or was it just I can't handle his stare. People around us were observing us kung anong next actions namin. Liam looked around him in confusion. Buti nalang one of our friends called him and the rest of us to get inside the bar.

I felt relieved.

Mula nang pumasok kami sa loob ng bar, I was trying to peek at him. Ewan, nag assume ako na he would also look at me, pero bigo ako. I was thinking that time, galit nga siya sa akin, and of course, dapat lang siyang magalit sa akin, nag eexpect ako na after ko siyang iwanan nang walang ni ho ni ha, he would be excited at my presence. Di ko na naiintindihan ang kwentuhan nila, I am in my own bubble that time, wishing na sana di nalang ako sumama that time and made a separate meet up with him. My bubble burst when someone called me.

"Kailan ka pa nakauwi, Lanz?"

I was hesitating to answer, and before I did, tumingin ako sa direksyon ni Liam. He was already looking at me, na agad ko namang binawi agad and turned to our friend. Ayoko na ulit tumingin sa direksyon niya. But in my peripheral view, I can see na nakatingin pa din siya sa akin and waiting for my answers. Eto yung ayoko sana eh, feeling ng naka hot seat.

Nagpatuloy pa ang kwnetuhan namin at yung question and answer portion. Lumingon lingon ako sa paligid at wala na siya sa table namin. I felt the panic, di ko alam kung bakit and I didn't like the feeling at that time. Nang makahanap ako ng tyempo, tumayo ako at pumunta sa rest room para umihi at mag retouch na din. I was hoping to see him na din kung andun ba siya sa area. Habang nakapila, tumingin tingin ako sa table namin, checking as well kung bumalik na ba siya. I pulled out my phone and checked my myspace, and yes, myspace pa ang uso nun. I checked my email as well.

Pabalik na ako, pero wala padin siya sa table namin. Dumaan ako sa bar and ordered a bottle of beer at dumiretso ako sa labas. Natanaw ko na andun padin naman ang kotse niya na ginamit, so I thought hindi pa siya umuuwi. Napatalon ako at ang puso ko nang may humawak sa kanang braso ko.

"I'm sorry." pag lingon ko, si Liam pala. I stared at him, at nakangiti siya. Gosh ang gwapo niya. Ang laki ng pinagbago niya physically.

"O-okay lang."

Dead air.

Wala ng nagsalita sa amin. Nag aantayan kami kung sino ang dapat maunang magsalita. The only time na naging awkward kami was the first time we met and when he asked me to date him. Napipi ako. Nag rehearse pa naman ako kung paano ko siya kakausapin, kung ano ang una kong sasabihin, pero walang lumabas sa bibig ko.

"I am glad that you have moved on." basag niya sa katahimikan. Napatingin ako sa kanya with some sort of amusement and confusion.

"I mean, sabi nila pag daw nagpapagupit ang babae, it's a sign that she moved on or nasa moving on stage.." napanganga nalang ako sa mga sinabi niya. Muntik ko pang maipaligo yung beer ko dahil unconsciously, I was about to touch my hair that time. I used to have long hair and he knows gano ko kamahal yung long hair ko, and nung nasa US ako, nagpagupit ako.

"You must be feeling awkward with my presence, I'm sorry. I am going back inside na."

"H-hon. Liam!" bigla ko siyang hinawakan sa damit niya nang papaalis na siya.

Another silence between us. Parang tumigil ang lahat sa paligid namin when he turned around and faced me.

"I…I…"'

"You…what?"

"I'm…I'm sorry" hindi ko na siya matitigan sa mata this time. Sobra akong nanliliit that time. Rinig ko pa ang pag buntong hininga niya that time. I don't know if it was letting out frustration or what.

"Okay na yun Lanz. It has been more than two years. We both moved on."

"If iniisip mo na galit ako sayo, I cannot answer that, because I really don't know. Napatawad na kita. To be honest with you, marami akong tanong. Pero in that two years, my realizations somehow answered those questions and helped me to move on." dito ko na hindi napigilan ang luha ko na pumatak.

Sure, I made him suffer because of my selfishness. I tried justifying my actions then, kung bakit yun ang pinili kong route for us. I was a coward. But hearing his words then, para akong sinaksak directly sa puso ko. I cannot explain the pain that time. There was this bitter taste in my mouth.

He asked me to fix myself and we should be getting back sa loob baka hinahanap na daw kami. Sa loo...

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caramelmacchiato2022
July 13, 2022 (1 month ago)

OMG. Sobrang invested ko sa story na to. 🥹

💦 Since'98

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unholysaint
July 13, 2022 (1 month ago)

Thank you! Naku baka mapahaba ko ito ng wala sa oras ahahahaha

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Addy_Lanzon
July 13, 2022 (1 month ago)

I knew it, mangyayari talaga ang ganitong scenario, yeah given na yun. They both wanted in each other's arms obviously. Im looking forward on what is going to happen next. Thank you author.

Per aspera ad astra ✨

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alexa112
July 13, 2022 (1 month ago)

shit. im hooked!

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MarkLee21
July 14, 2022 (1 month ago)

Ung ang babae na ang nagpapasya sa mangyayari, nakakatakot... Lol Thnaks author sa update.

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joseph2013
July 14, 2022 (1 month ago)

Ganda. Di lang libog. Di ko nasimulan pero gandang ganda ako sa pagkakatahi ng kwento. May puso. Subaybayan ko Lodi. Sana may kasunod.

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unholysaint
July 14, 2022 (1 month ago)

You can read the first part po :)

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surako
July 14, 2022 (1 month ago)

If only real life was this.  But good guys always lose.  I just don't believe in real love anymore

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Sancha
July 15, 2022 (1 month ago)

Lakas maka wattpad nito. 😁

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