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Glass Forest - Real Story, Real Events (Part One)

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Story: True Story, Tagalog · Categories: Mature, Romance · Tags: , ,
Date: July 3, 2021 (1 month ago)


When it comes to romance, masasabi kong wala ako masyadong karanasan. Sa katunayan, noong high school ako wala akong naging decent relationship. Halos lagi akong naba-basted kapag nanliligaw ako. Kung may nagugustuhan man ako, I would always be the guy who is there in the shadows either lurking seeing the girl having the greatest smiles with the person she chose, which is obviously, hindi nga ako yun.

Simula noon, I've always been silent and very closet-minded when it comes to dating, relationship, love and obviously, sex. I guess that was given. Since, my feelings are always in the shadows, naging tahimik ako kung patungkol sa mga bagay na iyon. kung mayroon man oras na magsasalita ako ng tungkol sa pag-ibig, well, it would be my failures.

Lagi kong ibinibiro sa aking mga kaibigan na, para akong isang retired war general na marami nang sinuong na digmaan, which in this case, ay ang panliligaw at maraming beses akong bumagsak, pero bumabangon parin. I guess that's how it was for me for many years. Sa totoo lang, hindi naging makulay ang high school life ko. Kaya mali ang sinumang singer ang nagsabi na ang highschool life ay masaya. Bakit? While most maybe enjoyed it, hindi naging masaya para sa akin. My only escape back then when I was already in fourth year was writing. Nagsimula akong bumalik sa nakahiligan kong gawin simula noong bata ako. Ang pagsusulat ng mga kwento. Nagsimula kasi akong magsulat noong grade five ako, kasagsagan na nagkaroon ako ng interes sa paggawa ng kwento, para maibahagi sa aking mga kaklase ang mga naglalarong imahinasyon sa aking isipan, sa genre ng fantasy. See, I've always been a fan of high fantasy, medieval eras and stuff like that. I had no time to go on and enjoy my elementary days either.

Para i-elaborate ko sa inyo, I was just that ordinary person when I was younger. Ano lang ba ang alam at kaya kong gawin noon para man lang maimpress sa akin ang babae na nagugustuhan ko? Wala. I wasn't at the time a very sporty person. So I am not a famous basketball player, o kaya charming volleyball player. Hindi rin ako isang enigmatic baseball player para pagtilian ng mga kababaihan. To be honest with you guys, I'm just an ordinary man. Hindi ako yung klase ng tao na mapapa-wow ang kababaihan kapag naglalakad ako sa daan. In fact, I was the one who is always the ignored one.

This has been my life until I reached the age of 22. Bente anyos ako nagsimulang magtrabaho. Nawalan ako ng oras para sa sarili at nasubsob ako sa pagtatrabaho. Sa totoo lang, nagkaroon din naman ako ng mga babae sa buhay ko pero hindi ko parin makita na iyon yung masasabi kong "well received" na romance. I was after all, looking for a romantic relationship that I can call I am proud of. The women came and went, halos lahat nalang talaga masasabi kong fleeting romance. Walang nagtatagal.

At that time, I found a little bit of recognition in my writing skills. Nagkaroon ako ng mga kaibigan, mga taong nakakaintindi sa kaisipan na meron ako, mga taong kahit hindi ko pa nakikita ay nagkakaroon kami ng mga meaningful na conversation, kahit sa Facebook lang. Sa totoo lang, nasa early age ng social media ang panahon kung saan nagsimula akong magvisualize na magsulat sa internet. Nang magsimula akong magsulat sa internet, hindi pa gaanong bigatin ang Facebook. Friendster palang noon ang uso, at kung gusto mo talaga ipakita sa mundo ang mga mumunti mong mga gawa, you would either make a website or a blog para lang doon mo mailabas lahat ng iyong mga natatagong galing sa pagsusulat. It was the very escape that I had, but at the same time the very passion that I only had at that time.

Marami akong nakilalang mga kaibigan sa Facebook nang panahong doon na ang mas kinilalang platform sa pagsusulat. Sa totoo lang, marami akong nakaka-chat noon at mga nakakausap na talagang kahit magdamag ay hindi kayo nauubusan ng topic. Dito ko rin natagpuan na hindi lang pala ako ang nag-iisang hindi masaya ang naging buhay niya noong high school, romantically, that is.

I will be honest and say na I was also driven into a lot of sexual things in Facebook. Likeminded people will always have the time to enjoy their times together. Dahil wala akong girlfriend at wala namang parang naliligaw na babae na gusto akong maging boyfriend, parang, nawalan ako ng pag-asa na magkakaroon pa ako ng magandang experience man lang o makulay na romantic experience. There was nothing I can do, I was only bound to gain confidence through something I want and can do. Since wala nga akong karanasan, sa social media ko nakita ang isa pang escape sa sexual frustration ko. When I had sexual talks and chats with women online, para bang at least naiisip ko na maybe in person, I can be that confident. Masasabi kong until now, there is this one woman who is my closest friend na naintindihan ang sitwasyon ko. Anyhow, that was my escape. My only way to be able to show my confidence, my desire or my urges. You know, people say they go to pilgrimage to ease their stress, or some people go to vacation to release all that stress from the bustling noise of the city or the hard labor that their bosses give them at work. I consider mine the same. Kapag nakakausap ko ang kaibigan kong iyon online, when I undress and show her my thing, cum online and basically do all the stuff I can – it kinda makes me relieved, happy and as if my stress is all but gone. You might be thinking, I must be a pathetic person if I consider doing that as releasing stress. But you can't blame me, and the others who may have done it. We are the percentage of people who are always the unwanted or hindi naman napapansin sa mga bagay na pang-relationship.

This is the sum of my life until I found out the heavier parts of the world. This is pretty much the introduction to an entry of escapades that I will tell you. This is my GLASS FOREST.

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I have wondered a lot of things nang magsimula akong masubsob sa pagtatrabaho. Nawalan ako ng oras sa sarili kong kaligayahan. Naging ganoon ang buhay ko for almost six years. Over and over I was thinking, sana may panahon na hindi naman ang kamay ko lang ang magbibigay sa akin ng enjoyment when it comes to sex. After all, as if wala na talaga akong choice, na parang ganun nalang palagi.

Sisimulan kong ikwento ang simula nang lahat ng aking mga naging memorable escapades, pero at the same time, has made me a really different person right after everything has gone low.

It was four years more when I knew this woman. I won't mention the name, but we've always called ourselves with an endearment, which is so common, "babe". Our relationship started on Facebook, and we were connected with an interest that we had in common as well. Napaka-simpleng rason na naging kami ay dahil siguro sa marami kaming interes sa mga bagay bagay na sa totoo lang ay masasabi ng iba na kulang para magestablish ng pagmamahal sa isa't-isa. Ako man, hindi ko rin halos maimagine na magkakaroon ako ng ganoong klase ng girlfriend. Bakit? Because she was hot. I'll describe her as a woman who isn't that well-endowed sa dibdib, but she was really something. Eve...

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Writing real events that happened in my life and some fantasy sex stories in my head.
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Tagahanga
July 3, 2021 (1 month ago)

Its gonna be fun author

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GlassForest369
July 3, 2021 (1 month ago)

Salamat. May four parts pa. Sa totoo lang nagdadalawang isip ako ipost pero here it is. real story eh. hahah.

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User Not Found
July 3, 2021 (1 month ago)

Tuloy mo lang author πŸ’ͺπŸ½πŸ‘πŸ½

Tall, dark & ripped.

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GlassForest369
July 3, 2021 (1 month ago)

Salamat, Alpha! Hoping to see some more replies itutuloy ko talaga.

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Addy_Lanzon
July 3, 2021 (1 month ago)

Oh wow, a promising story, very intricate kahit first part palang. A great start author, keep the momentum. πŸ‘

"ain't gonna give a crap to dummies"

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alexdj
July 4, 2021 (1 month ago)

nice story.

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kuatog
July 4, 2021 (1 month ago)

haha talambuhay ng buhay ..πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘

basta masarap go !!!

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