Poems 563

She on top
instead of me,
this to delay
premature ejaculation,
it's better that way,
she satisfied—saying
she loves me—and
me having a sense of
accomplishment, and
that's all that matters....

She was sad and he was lonely
Two mysterious soul meets that night
While the stars are shining so bright
And that begins a very wonderful tragedy...

Once there was a living doll
Who laughs and runs around the hall
She has scars and bruises on her face
Blood spilled all over the place

At night she'll sing a sad lullaby
Tears start falling in her eyes
Singing turns into screaming and howling
Everything went dark, oh God what's happening?

Chanting "I want to live, I want you die"
While smiling from ear to ear
"I'll be happy again, you won't see me cry"
Screaming for the whole world to hear

Knife on her hand as she walked towards me
Looking into my eyes as she laughs hysterically
"Will you let me live?" She asked
I nodded as I reach out to her my hand......

I am a broken man
who, even the mirror
would flinch to see
it's own reflection in me
I am a troubled soul
The first drop of rain
to my internal hurricane
I am a nobody
to the point I question
my own shadow
if I am worth following
I am a loner
I drown myself
in my own emptiness
I offer a feast
to the demons that feed
on my own fears
I am my own beast
that lurks in the shadows
and hides under my bed
I loathe at the sounds
of my every victory
Because they amplify
and glorify my failures
I, too, can be complacent
but with sarcasm and vitriol
is how I give myself compliment
I am afraid of the dark
Because it is there
that I see myself
staring back at me

I am a man
who smiles
when I think
that in every me
is YOU....

Bending my knees as I beg
Chanting a prayer as bow my head
God, if you're there can you hear me?
Unchain me from the darkness, set me free

Anywhere I go I cannot escape
Day by Day I'm losing my faith
Voices in my head are screaming again
Keeps me awake every now and then

I tried to hide the pain when the sun appear
Forcing myself to let go of these fear
But my hands are trembling as the night comes
Trying to run but my feet start to numb

Day and night I am here, I am awake
I'm not sure how much of these I can take
Someone open the chamber and help me
The key is in my eyes, just look you'll see......

Ayaw ko sa panaginip ko
Kasi sa panaginip ay abot kamay ko ang isang tulad mo
Na ikaw ang anghel na sagot sa panalangin ko
At ako naman ang prinsipeng bubuo sa puso mo

Ngunit nauntog na't nagising ako
Nahulog ako mula sa pagkakatulog
At ikaw ngayon ang hinahanap-hanap ko
Nandun ka nga pala sa langit
Na patuloy na nagpapangiti sa araw ko

Ang ngiti mong minimithi ko
Bigay na nang ibang may hawak sa puso mo
Kaya heto ako ngayon nakangiti parin kahit dinurugo
Nararamdaman kong pilit na tinatago

Para sa ngiti mo'y akin nga'ng itatago.
Para di maabala ang paghilom nang puso mo
At mahanap mo na rin ang magpapasaya talaga sayo...

Kring!! Kring!! The telephone you dial is not on service. Please try your call later....
Hay!! Isang tawag naman di sinagot o di nasagot...
Isang patak ng kalungkutan at pag-aalala...
Umaasa masagot ang aking tawag.

Kring!! Kring!! The telephone you dial is not on service. Please try your call later....
Hay!!! Isang tawag naman nasayang sa pag-asa sagotin niya.
Naging tatlong patak ng kalungkutan at pag-aalala...
Umaasa masagot ang aking tawag.

Kring!! Kring!! Tooot!!!! Toootttt!!!!
Ano to! Bakit ganoon! Kinansela tawag ko!!
Ang kalungkutan napalitan ng galit at napalitan ng inis.
Sana sagotin muna tawag ko....

Sa mga oras na yan yun nag halo na ang galit, pag-aalala ,takot ,inis at kalungkutan.
Biglang bumigat ang kalooban at sinabi sa sarili "Kailangan kita paki-usap sagotin muna"
Naisip huli na ba ang lahat? Sagotin mo sana.....
Kring!! Kring!! Kring!! Hello????...

Grabe ka talaga
Galing mong umasinta
Puso kong nakatago na
Tinamaan mo pa.

Saan ka galing na paaralan?
Sa pag-ibig, galing mong makipagbarilan
Pagmamahal ay ipinaglalaban
Kahit isang bala, tiyak puso mo ay tatamaan.

Sa pag-ibig ikaw ay tunay na asintado
Kahit tayo ay magkalayo
Dami kong tama sa puso
Kaya ako ngayo'y patay na patay sayo.

Pag-ibig ko ngayon ay gwardyado
Dahil sa mahal kong asintado
Kaya pag may ibang lumanding tao
Bang! Tiyak basag ang ulo....

Eyes closed, mouth slightly open
As she enter the kingdom of heaven
Two fingers dipped in her inner core
Heat from her body starts to rise like an Indian summer
Slowly moving her fingers in and out
She's loving the feeling, no doubt
Biting her lower lip to stop from moaning
Oh how she love to pleasure herself every morning
"Aaahh!! Fucckk I'm cumminggg!"...

(Tera Patrick was one of my porn heroines, isa sa mga unang nagpausbong ng aking kalibugan. So I made something stupid by writing some sort of tribute to her.)

Who would have thought,
That this girl,
A product of
British taste
And Thai finesse,
Would later be
The queen
Of the red-light district?

The lovely lady
With a wonderful face
And a perfect body,
Who is more beautiful
And displays her from
In her birthday suit?

With her melons of joy,
C-cups to be sure
Kissed and sucked
By big-tooled men
Behind the camera lens.

Her moans and groans,
Her euphoric climaxes
Drives Mars into
Rabid frenzy
She was born
To take
Genetic juice
To her face and mouth.

Little did we know
That this stunner,
A lady of hotness
And elegance,
Could just might be
The Empress
Of the porn industry....