Poems 681

Isang sulyap, isang imahe.
Ng babaeng kinuwestyon ang sariling pag kababae.
Ako'y di ba sapat? sambit sa sarili.
habang nasa isip ang lalaking Itinatangi.

Isang sulyap, isang babae.
Puno ng luha ang sariling imahe.
Sa bawat pag patak sakit ay di mailarawan.
Ng pusong nagmahal subalit nasugatan.

Isang sulyap sa pag ibig na wagas.
Pag ibig na inakalang walang katapusan.
Binuo ng pangarap, tiwala at pag mamahalan.
Ngunit sa isang iglap, sisirain ng paglilinlang.

Isang sulyap sa mapait n kahapon.
Pusong sinubok ng pait ng panahon.
Isang sulyap, isang imahe
ng babaeng natutunan namahalin ang sarili....

Pighati at Ngiti

Sa likod ng bawat ngiti
Ay pagluhang dalamhati
Mula sa yong pag alis
Sa buhay kong puno ng hapis

Di malaman, san isusuling
Mga paninging kay dilim
Pagkat sa balintataw ko'y
Mukha mo ang nakapaskil

Mga paa'ng pagal di ko na nga maihakbang
Papunta sa kaliwanagan, nang isipang puno ng karimlan
Saan hahantong ang panimdiman?
Sa napipintong kamatayan!!

Ako sana'y muling gabayan
Nang sintang kay tagal inasam
Na makapiling at makasama
Nawa habang nabubuhay

excerpt from Pluma At Papel
series 1997...

W/N: This haiku is in respond to the last line in missE's Aguinaldo: Bago

Am I not enough?
You long for another's touch
It makes me so sad

Am I not enough?
That you kiss him with passion
Does mine so lacking?

Am I not enough?
You miss someone's company
Mine's inadequate

Am I not enough?
You think about him right now
That it gives me pain

Many thoughts inside
Does our love's so half empty
That it breaks my heart...

W/N: This haiku is inspired by missE's Aguinaldo: Bago

Come and take my hand
We will go so faraway
Only two of us

Come and take my hand
We will make new memories
Replace the bad ones

Come and take my hand
We'll forget the recent past
And make a fresh start

Come and take my hand
I'll enclose you in my arms
Never let you go

Come and take my hand
I'll kiss your lips tenderly
A sign that I'm yours

Come and take my hand
I'll say I love you so much
So happy inside

As our love blossoms
Know that I'll always be here
We are meant to be...

Where were you back then
When I was in so much pain
That it crushes me

Where were you back then
When I was crying so much
Drowning in sorrow

Where were you back then
When I felt so much alone
No one beside me

Where were you back then
When silence is deafening
That I cannot speak

But its too late now
Because I'm now too far gone
My life has left me...

Asan ka na???

Asan na ba ang saya
Ngayong tumalikod na
Ang damdaming sigla
Noong tayo pa

Asan na ba ang ligaya
Kung mga mata'y luhaan na
Pano nga ba sisigla
Kung ang lakas ko ay wala na

Pagal na damdamin
Saan nga ba ibabaling
Kung sa bawat paglingon
Ngiti mo ang salubong

Pighati at lungkot
Muli sa aki'y babalot
Na kahit na manikluhod
Sa harap mo'y parang tuod

Kayanin nawa ang siphayong eto
Pagkat kung hindi, di alam san ang tungo
Ibayong lumbay pumuno sa damdamin ko
Sukat ikaparam, malagot ang hininga ko

excerpt from Pluma at Papel... s.1997...

It started with a hi,
Talked about our desires,
Both of us were high,
With lust I can't deny.

From sexual,
it went personal.
Those sweet convos,
seemed too natural.

From 'just for fun',
it went to 'happiness'.
Just a simple text,
could ease my sadness.

Days have passed,
months and even years.
The person behind,
is still unseen.

The excitement,
continued.
The enchantment,
were blissful.

But in just one night,
everything ended.
Confusion were high,
pain is unexpected.

I may seem okay,
but inside I'm wasted.
Still thinking so hard,
where this is headed.

I wanted to ask 'why',
I wanted not to cry,
I never intend to fall,
but now this is the call.

Finally I have decided,
acceptance is what I needed.
Just like other stories,
ours is no different.

Realization com...

- This is just a fictional short poem mixed up with story. Sinubukan ko lang ulit sumulat, mabilisan lang. Sana'y magustuhan niyo. Enjoy and salamat!

Di ako gwapo pero ako yung napansin mo.
Di ko alam kung dahil may pogi sa tabi ko o sadyang pasira lang ako ng view.
Gusto ko sana mag sorry pero napanganga nalang ako, ayan kasi, papalapit ka na!

Nag "hi" ka sakanya, napayuko ako. Nag "hi" ka ulit, napatingala ako, ako na pala kausap mo.
Pasensya na, di ako nakasagot kaagad. Nanlaki pa mga mata ko, nagulat ako e.
Napangiti ka, ang tamis! Nakatalikod ka na nung nakapag-"hi" ako pabalik sayo, pero syempre, ako lang ang nakarinig ng hi ko. Langya talaga....

Lumipas ang dalawang araw, sa mismong upuan na yon, katabi kong muli ang kaibigan ko.
Hinihintay ka nanaman niya, pero bakit ako kasama?
Hinihintay ka nanaman niya, pero bakit ako yung excited?
Hinihintay ka nanaman niya, pero ako, hindi ko alam.
Bakit ko kasama 'to...

Continuation of Part 1

The door just opened,
He might know what happened,
I almost reach my climax,
But this duke ruin the fuck!

My King groans with anger.
And I smell a little danger,
The Duke's eyes are wide open,
He just entered the Lion's den.

They stared with each other.
And the two of them started to gather.
Their faces dimmed like fucker,
And my clit is ready for another.

I don't remember how it happened,
But I'm fucked by two men,
And the bed was full of semen,
I woke up and realize, it was a dream.

How's the ending?

Bitin?...

Hail to the new Queen!
Hail to the new King!
Those who wants to reign,
The rulers just came.

No one, nobody know.
No one, nobody saw.
Just the two dropped jaw,
Saying moans and "oh!"

The truth is, I saw it all.
And my knees started to fall.
I heared the groans in the hall.
So my fingers started to roll.

Then, I closed my eyes.
Imagining those guys.
The feeling was so nice.
I'm not even minding the size.

Of course, I'm that Queen.
And I'm with my King.
We're in the bed of shame.
But someone just came!

TO BE CONTINUED......