Silent Killer

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Date: March 18, 2018 (7 months ago)


Gusto ko lang malaman...

Gusto ko lang malaman kung anong pakiramdam 'pag nang-bubully ka? Gaanong saya ang nararamdaman mo sa tuwing may inaasar ka? Pakipaliwanag naman kung ano yung feeling kapag nakikita mong napapahiya na yung binubully mo o kaya naooffend na?

Masarap ba?
Masaya?
Nakakaproud?
Nakakataas ba ng tingin sa sarili?

Explain mo naman para maintindihan ko. Para sa susunod na aasarin mo ako, alam kong worth it naman kasi may nagiging benefit naman sa mental and physical health mo. :)

Kasi ako, bilang inaasar mo, hindi na ako natutuwa. Di na enjoy, kumbaga. Ang hirap kasi makiride nalang palagi sa mga biro mo, na para sa akin parang hindi nalang basta "biro." Siguro nga nag-eenjoy ka, syempre marami kayo e. Mukhang tama at masaya kapag marami kayong nagsama sama ' 'di ba? Pano naman ako? Isa lang ako, so pag naoffend at nasaktan ako, kj at pikon na 'ko? Hindi ba parang ang unfair? Pero sige, dahil enjoy kayo, go kayo. Wala kayong pake. Wala kayong pakikinggan. :)

Pero sana naiisip mong hindi lang basta biro yung ginagawa nyo.

Nakakasakit na.
Nakakasira na ng kumpiyansa sa sarili.
Nakakababa.

OA ba? Hindi. Subukan mong ikaw yung lumugar sa kinalalagyan ko. Subukan mong ikaw yung dumanas nung mga naranasan kong pambubully simula pagkabata, sige nga? Saka mo sabihing kj, pikon, maarte, o oa ako.

Ang hirap na gabi gabi mumultuhin ka ng mga mapanghusgang mga boses ng nakaraan mo, dagdagan mo pa ng mga tila perpektong taong nakakasalamuha mo sa kasalukuyan, nakakaiyak. Nakakabaliw. Minsan napapaisip nalang ako kung nasa akin ba yung problema? Dahil ba hindi ako marunong sumagot at lumaban? Kaya kinakayan kayanan ako? Sige. Di pa rin ako lalaban. Hindi ito yung paraan ko ng pakikipaglaban.

Pero, salamat.

Salamat sa pagpapakita nyo sa akin ng totoo nyong kulay. Salamat dahil nakita ko kung sino yung totoo sa hindi, kung sino yung dapat irespeto sa hindi. Salamat. Dahil sa...

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jemem
March 18, 2018 (7 months ago)

Oh ung mga bully diyan lalo na sa chatroom :DDD

Imagination mo ang limit.

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User Not Found
March 18, 2018 (7 months ago)

Good read though. Nice output. At least alam mo pano mag break ng stanza's. Pano ang mag emphasis.

Which is good Based sa given standards.

Oh and I love the italics.

"Virtual is like everything else. Assume nothing. Only then can you truly see what you're dealing with." - Quellcrist Falconer , Altered Carbon

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Bebeko
March 18, 2018 (7 months ago)

Hindi po maganda ang nambubully or nagpapabully. Kung may bully po ay pakireport lang sa admin ng site. Respect is always expected pero hindi rin maiwasan na ang biruan ay hindi nasasakyan ng iba o mula sa biruan ay napupunta sa pikunan.

Kung mangyari ulit ay malaya naman na ireport o maglog-out muna para magpalanlmig. Our site is supposed to have fun reading stories at magkaroon ng way na magkausap, magkakilala at iba pa, all in the name of fun. Bullies here won't be tolerated.

Good job!

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User Not Found
March 18, 2018 (7 months ago)

I beg to differ.

Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced. -Soren Kierkegaard

"Virtual is like everything else. Assume nothing. Only then can you truly see what you're dealing with." - Quellcrist Falconer , Altered Carbon

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User Not Found
March 18, 2018 (7 months ago)

May Ignore option naman. It is there for that purpose.

"Virtual is like everything else. Assume nothing. Only then can you truly see what you're dealing with." - Quellcrist Falconer , Altered Carbon

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atkhenz
March 19, 2018 (7 months ago)

wag kasi kayong ganyan. nakaka iyak :(

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Filipiniana
March 19, 2018 (7 months ago)

Just to clear this out, this Confession is not against this site or the people enjoying it. This is just purely my thoughts and emotions not intended to sound like against anyone of you. I can delete this if that's the best and the last resort. Thank you.

Mahirap maghanap ng taong pangmatagalan sa sitwasyong pangmabilisan.

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Hector1972
March 19, 2018 (7 months ago)

Your post sounded differently to readers if you’ll notice the comments. And this is better to be referenced under the Blog section. Thoughts and emotions are always welcome to read.

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Filipiniana
March 20, 2018 (7 months ago)

Yeah. But I wasn't able to wait for hours before I can post another Blog, as this is the rule of this site, so I chose Confession. Either way, that's a personal experience I want to share as well as the thoughts and everything. It both fits I guess.

Anw, I'll take note of that. :)

Mahirap maghanap ng taong pangmatagalan sa sitwasyong pangmabilisan.

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DadiNoli
July 24, 2018 (2 months ago)

it can still be considered a confession, i believe..

tulad mo, naiisip ko rin kung ano ung nasasaloob ng mga bully sa kanilang ginagawang pananakit..hanggang sa narealize ko eh empty na ang kanilang kalooban..naging manhid na sa sakit ng sarile nilang kawalan ng konsensiya..

carpe diem!

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sexymom07
March 20, 2018 (7 months ago)

Nakarelate nman ako dito ha ha ha

Im a sweet person n sincere to be ur real friends....

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SeniorCitizen50
March 20, 2018 (7 months ago)

A BULLY is defined well as a COWARD.Sisiga siga pero pag mag isa na yan ewan kung may tapang pa

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User Not Found
March 20, 2018 (7 months ago)

I beg to differ. No one can be bullied.  Until he succumbed to be bullied.

"Virtual is like everything else. Assume nothing. Only then can you truly see what you're dealing with." - Quellcrist Falconer , Altered Carbon

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buratilyo
April 24, 2018 (5 months ago)

i love your blogs and shares...totoong totoo dating sa akin. ramdam kita. parang nakikita kita na naka smile, naka simangot, naka pilya na ngiti.  idk.parang I know u from where or when i duno know. Cguro dahil honest ka sa mga sinusulat mo.. thanks. sulat pa more😊

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Filipiniana
April 24, 2018 (5 months ago)

Aw. Thank you, sir. I love your comments! Hehe. Malay mo magkakilala pala tayo, o kaya nagkasabay na somewhere, o baka nagkasama na pala. We're just hiding behind our user names which put thrill into it. Right?

Enjoy reading! :)

Mahirap maghanap ng taong pangmatagalan sa sitwasyong pangmabilisan.

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DadiNoli
June 8, 2018 (4 months ago)

"he/she who humbles him/herself will be exalted..he/she who exalts him/herself will be humbled!"

may araw din ang mga nambubully!..sometimes 'silent treatment' towards bullies can be your 'best weapon' against them..try it..it will give you the greatest peace of mind & the worst feeling for the bullies of your life..=)

carpe diem!

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Filipiniana
June 9, 2018 (4 months ago)

I did. And I always do. It never lose its effectiveness to shut them up. Haha.
Thank you, Sir! :)

Mahirap maghanap ng taong pangmatagalan sa sitwasyong pangmabilisan.

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DadiNoli
July 24, 2018 (2 months ago)

i've reread this as i recalled in our whis.chat that u'r d very first i've read here in fss..=)

carpe diem!

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Filipiniana
July 24, 2018 (2 months ago)

Hehe. Thanks. Enjoy reading. :)

Mahirap maghanap ng taong pangmatagalan sa sitwasyong pangmabilisan.

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