Feeling so broken and so down......

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Date: July 9, 2014 (4 years ago)


Life is unfair, especially to me. I have been suffering a lot, I think. My parents didn't want this, neither my choice. I know that life is a gift from God; but of all people, bakit ako pa ang nagkaroon ng kakulangan na ito, or should I say kapansanan na ito. People say that i am smart, sweet, loving, fun to be with, etc etc. Lagi nilang sinasabi na napakamasayahin ko. According to them, i can see thee goodness in everything and from everyone but they do not know that i am hurting everyday, suffering everyday. I am too broken inside, di ko lang pinapahalata.

Di ko naman kasalanan na naging ganito ako. Sino bang may gustong maging ganito? Feeling ko lahat ng failures that happened to me is because of this. Feeling ko kung iisa isahin ko lahat ng yon, mauubos ang araw ko. But i'll cite some examples. At my previous job, we were asked to make presentation about something and then discuss it. I am so sure that i did well, far better than my colleagues since i very well know every core, all the aspects of that thing. But because i am this, i was not picked for the job promotion. During my school days, i only got average scores for the reporting. Why? Because of the same reason.

Then kapag may mga nakakasalubong akong rude people, todo todo manlait, ipaparinig talaga sa iyo. Bullshit di ba?I always tell myself, im used to it na. Sanay na ako. Pero akala ko lang yun, hindi pa pala. All these years, di pa rin ako immune sa pain, sa panliliit.Masakit pa rin, sobra. Pls, hindi ko ito ginusto. I have speech deficiency, may hairlip ako, in short, ngongo ako. Inborn ito, inoperahan lang.

Sabi nila count your blessings daw. But im so tired of all this shit, im so pissed off of all those rude people. I am so tired and i do want to give up of this fate. It's so hard to think of all the blessings i have received in times like this. Di ko alam saan at sino susulungan ko. Sorry kung dito ako nag-eemo or nagvevent ngayon. Ayoko namang kaawaan niyo ako. Gusto ko lang mailabas itong pain na ito, punong puno at down na down ako at this moment.

Gustong gusto kong pumunta sa EB dito pero afraid at shy ako. Though friendl...

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Forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but HAPPY. Falling down is a part of life, getting back up is living. :)
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You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.
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Mr.M
July 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

Mga walang kuwentang tao sila iha.Love thyself always.As for your job,ganoon talaga minsan even if you presented it complete and precise some look into the physical but not of the subject which you have just discussed.God sees your life,impossibleng walang naka laan sa iyong buhay na mamahalin ka as to of who you are and what you are,as a WHOLE not of just physical.If we always went for the physical,would such unions last?Lahat natanda lilipas pero kung mahal ka ay dahil sa PAGKATAO at hindi sa ANYO.

ISO certified DOM and ATC(Ako'y Talagang Cute!)

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

We can't please anybody nga po, andyan talaga yung discrimination sa iba.
I am lifting all these things to God, siya na talaga bahala.
Again, thanks Mr.M.

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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Sweet.ak47
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July 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

Try us Ms. cryptic.starr as far as we are concerned we don't care about how a person looks or talk. As long as they would treat us nice and jive with our craziness, it's a reason to be friends and meet us in our GEBs.

If guys don't like you for who you are, they are not worthy of you. Time will come, someone will like and fall in love with you for who you are.

Dare me and I'll make you pay.

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Thanks sweet.ak, ayoko naman ipagsiksikan sarili ko sa mga taong can't accept me for what I am. Marami namang dyang open-minded pa rin na tulad niyo :)

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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somebodyuused2know
July 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

Madalas sabihin na "para yan lang,"  "mas marami pa malala sa pinagdadaanan mo,"  "bilangin mo na lang ang blessings mo," pero sa totoo lang, it is always easier said than done.  And no one really gets immune with the pain, one just learns how to hide it well.

Pero no matter how hard it is to deal with your situation, dapat icongratulate mo ang sarili mo kasi lumalaban ka pa rin araw-araw. At walang masama kung paminsan-minsan ilalabas mo ang hinanakit mo sa buhay mo. As long as you vent it out in a way that would make you more of a better person just like what you did now. You've used the power of writing to release your pent-up emotions.

Sabi nga ng mga naunang comment, kung hindi nakita o hindi pa nakikita ng mga tao sa paligid mo ang kagandahan mo inside and out, then its their loss not yours.

Remember girl, when life throws you lemons, then make a grape juice out of those and watch the world wonder how you did it. Better yet, grab a vodka and ayain mo na lang kami body shot!

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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graccubus
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

well, it feels like i'm obligated...

to click "like"... i made it a three for u...

@cryptic... i borrowed ur star, i put it here...ok?

if you frequent fss...you have less time for sex...unless, you're in it now...

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somebodyuused2know
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Aga-aga mo ko napa-smile Sir Grac. Having liked my two-cents' worth ba could mean you'd join us sa body shot na di matuloy-tuloy? :-D

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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MidLifeCrisis
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sis, dapat damihan natin ang prospects para sa body shot para kapag may nag backout ay may matitira pa :D

And.I.Care.Not.

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somebodyuused2know
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Lols. Ilan na ba sis? Moaning!

At ang captcha eh probes talaga.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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MidLifeCrisis
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Mag-start tayo ng bagong list, sis, kasi natakot kay sisg yong mga nauna eh, suka at sili ba naman ang gagamiting pang body shot :D

Si graccubus ang una sa listahan natin ngayon :D Tingin ko papayag yan kasi matagal na din daw di nakasilip sa bukana ng langit yan eh hahaha! Peaceeee, graccubusss :D

Ef-ef, ano ok ka na? Sunod ka na namin sa listahan :D

Si casanova pala dapat isama din natin, puro lang daw tayo salita eh :D Gusto talaga matikman ang kamandag ng mga matrona :D

:D sis, wag naman sana kapareho ng "probes" ang makakapa natin kapag ni-body shot na natin sila :)

And.I.Care.Not.

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

:) graccubus

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Nice some :) Life is an everyday challenge for me. Napuno lang talaga ako nung time na yan, kaya todo outburst. Thanks to you guys, im feeling better na.

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Nice some :) Life is an everyday challenge for me, and yun nga, kelangan lang maging strong talaga and accept the fact that not all people can understand my situation.
Thanks to you guys, im feeling better na :)

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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mushyXmushy
July 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

hi cryptic.starr,i know it took a lot of courage para ipost mo dito yung nararamdaman mo and i admire you for doing that.as i read line by line feeling ko parehas tayo. im not giving you advice pero share ko lang yung ginawa ko.sabi nga nila love yourself first,i know its not that easy to take all those shits na sinasabi ng ibang tao but walang ibang tutulong syo kundi sarili mo. love the people na nagmamahal syo at nagbibigay importansya syo kase at the end of the day sila lang talaga ang karamay mo.tandaan mo we are awesome in different ways.we are all created beautiful. keber sa mga high standards ng ibang tao. YOU are awesome.

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Indeed mushy, nakailang 'save as draft' nga ako before hitting the 'submit' button.
Pinush ko na kasi i know naman na ooen-minded mga karamihan dito.
Yes, yan lagi kong sinasabi paki ko, but its easier said lang pala. Iba pa rin kasi pag may nakaksaluha kang makikitid ang utak.
I am keeping the faith na makakaya ko ito. Thanks sa advise po. You Rock! :)

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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mikaela
July 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

hi mis cryptic try mo mag punta nang EB mababait lahat nang andun promise :) mahalin mo ang taong nag mamahal sayo lalo na ang family mo lahat nang pain natin may kapalit na kaligayahan yan basta wag ka mag give up maging matatag ka sa lahat nang bagay at ipa sa diyos mo ang mga taong nanlalait sayo tandaan mo lahat nang sakit at pag hihirap mo nakikita nang nasa taas yan  basta maging matatag ka sis :)......okey lang dito ka mag emo para gumaan ang nararamdaman mo mas maganda ishare kesa dibdibin....atleast marami ka makakausap para gumaan ang narramdaman mo.... salamat sa sharing sis basta if gusto mo umattend EB sama ka lang ang enjoy :)

learn to love your self before you love others...

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cryptic.starr
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Siguro later mikaela. Try ko muna makibond sa inyo dito sa site. Iipon pa ako ulit ng lakas ng loob para umattend sa Eb. Thanks girl :)

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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Bebeko
July 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

Diyan makikita na immature ang society natin. The only way for now is to learn to accept the fact na ganyan talaga sa Pilipinas or to live somewhere else like in the US if talagang nahihirapan ka na (if given the opportunity)

Good job!

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cryptic.starr
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

:) thanks po ulit sir

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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antoinette
July 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

If there is one thing i've learned, you cannot control what other people think of you.  The problem is it will affect what you feel. You cannot control what you feel either.  But you can control the events in your life.  Join or do activities that will make you feel good about yourself.  

In my case, i go to somewhere quiet like a church na walang katao-tao.  I just stay there, tambay lang.  If there is somebody who wont judge you and can see through your beautiful spirit, nag iisa lang yon.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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graccubus
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

hmmm, i could have seen u at the church...

i was at the gate...

if you frequent fss...you have less time for sex...unless, you're in it now...

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cryptic.starr
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Yes po, same po tayo, din ako lagi pumupunta esp kung gulong gulo isip ko. There are times na i just sit there in silence. I always find peace at that place.
Thanks po sa advise :)

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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unresponsive
July 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

I know what you feel..
even if you are the best in what you do even with all your faults..
they will see your faults and not what you have done good..

My proffesor in college once said I can't go into court cause they will hold me in contempt since i did not pass the norms..
One of the reasons I was determined to get a law degree and tell everyone "screw you" I am freakin awesome..

I was born a god.. raised as a king.. i bow down to no one..

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cryptic.starr
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Korek ka dyan unres. Goodluck, you can do it :)

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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kuyawagpo
July 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

Res lalaim nun nosebleed ako hahaha. Lahat ng sinabi nila agree ako dun. Dito sa fss mababait mga tao at freindly kahit na malilibog ang mga ito maasahan mu din naman. Ang kapintasan n nakukuha mu sa iba gawin mung inspirastion. Alam mu ba lahat ng mga kagaya mo sobrang love ni god gifted nga tawag ko sa mga ganyan dhil sa innio naibigay ni god ang hnd nya kayang ibaigay sa iba. Maganda nga useless nman hahaha sori sa tinamaan lolz

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cryptic.starr
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Yun na lang iniisip ko kuya gwapo, hmmm parang pakonswelo? Pero sa positive side na lang ako, gifted child ika nga :) thanks! :)

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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Boy_Bastos12
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

...kriptik star, lahat ng nsa itaas ko ay tama at mukhang nasabi n nila lahat! ako, cge push kita, kung nid mo pansamantalang bf sa mga okasyon, pede ako magpanggap! at kung may iba pang kailangan sa esang partner, wag lang sa pera! hihihihi!...

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heaven0729
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Nice ha.. ako din need ko din pansamantalang bf sa mga okasyon.. pwede ka po ba pero wala bayad ha.. wala ako pambayad

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cryptic.starr
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahahaha, boy, honestly, wala na rin sa isip ko yang bf bf na yan. Bahala na si God. Yung pretend bf, ok na rin kahit wala hahaha, papakatotoo na lang ako kahit ulanin ako ng tanong :)
Salamat sa payo, bb. In fairness, napatawa mo ko dun :D

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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Boy_Bastos12
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

@heaven - d po aku nagpapabayad, may pera po ako! hihiih!
@kriptik - tama, magpakatotoo kahit anu pa man, maging sino ka man!: )

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dina76
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Mababait talaga ang mga tao dito.. eto ang inaabangan ko lage, ang mga advice ng mga taong di mo nga kilala pero mararamdaman mo yung concern. Ms Crytic Star sana ok na pakiramdam mo..

I don't think that you even realize the joy that you make me feel when I'm inside your universe.

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cryptic.starr
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Thanks girl, ok na ako. Babaunin ko itong mga comments niyo lagi, your comments will always be a reminder for me. :)

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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Fiction-Factory
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Alam mo kung ano'ng TUNAY na problema? IKAW! oo, ikaw mismo.

Kulang ang salita para maliwanagan ka, kailangan TANGGAPIN MO MUNA ang sarili mo!

Pipintasan ka nga ng iba kung IKAW MISMO pinipintasan mo ang SARILI mo!

Stay what you are, stay who you are, stay in God's arms.
PANGAKO balang araw, magkakaroon ka ng magandang mapupulang labi at mala-anghel na boses sa Kingdom of God. :)

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Ff, tanggap ko naman, di lang maiwasan mahurt sa mga nangyayari.

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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pilyangpasaway
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

i agree with sir Fic-Fac... sa mga tulad natin na may mga kapansanan is acceptance, hindi lahat ng taong NORMAL, maging kamag-anak pa natin sila ay tanggap ang ating sitwasyon. Pero kung sa una palang eh tanggap na natin ang ating kalagayan, mdali na natin ma overcome ang pangungutya ng ibang tao, why hide for what's God's given to us, kung may ibubuga naman tayo.

Oo, kung minsan masakit ang mga pangkukutya ng iba hindi ito ang dapat humadlang sa mga pananaw natin maging sa ating mga adhikain at pangarap. BAKIT MO IITINDIHIN ANG SINASABI NILA, kung ikaw naman sa sarili mo ang mas nakakaintindi sa mga taong tulad nila.

Ms Cryptic.starr i been there at nararanasan ko pa din ang discrimination na ating tinatawag. Huwag panghinaan ng loob, make this an inspiration :)

You never know how Strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.

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graccubus
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

there's nothing left to say...

full throttle inspirational...

if you frequent fss...you have less time for sex...unless, you're in it now...

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Fiction-Factory
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Maswerte ka dahil nakakarinig ka pa at nakakapag-salita, yung bunso namin Hearing-speaking impared! Pero nagpapasalamat pa rin ako kay God na ganon lang sya, kase putcha matalino pa sa'kin yon! Hehe  naiyak ako dito. :'c

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Yeah ff, thanks po

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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somebodyuused2know
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Punas ko luha mo Sir FF, lika, yuko, wala ako panyo at tissue eh, yung dulo ng tshirt ko pamunas ko. Eh pag tinaas ko baka mabosohan mo ko kaya kaw na lang yumuko. -:))

Touched ako sa sinabi mo bout your sibling, I felt your love.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

I agree. Mahal na mahal niya yung kapatid niya. Sarap maging kuya ni ff. Cheer up na po.

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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Fiction-Factory
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sumb! Sumb! Payakap Sumb! Kita ko pa lang ikaw, ok na ok na ako! Mwah

may rayuma ako sa balakang! Hindi makayuko! :D hihi thanks

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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somebodyuused2know
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Tsk. Palusot, gusto mo lang yata makaboso talaga eh, punas na nga boso pa. Lels.  Naks naman tunay ba yan, pangalan ko pa lang nakikita mo eh, pinagloloko mo na naman ako. :-D

Captcha ni sis midz: killer daw hehehe

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Fiction-Factory
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

O sige binabawi ko na! Hehe
Sumb, totoo yan, kasing totoo na hindi ko pa nakikita pangalan mo, ni hindi ko nga alam eh. Hmm.. Anu ba first letter ng name mo? Hulaan ko nalang. Hehe

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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somebodyuused2know
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Toinks, username I mean. Hulaan mo. Pag nahulaan mo libre kita kwek-kwek. Bahala ka na sa sago.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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Fiction-Factory
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Fortunata? Ahg! Hindi,hinde! Hefepania? Woinks! :) anu nga first letter? Pwede bang swek-swek na lang? Ako na bahala sa sogo! Hihi piz

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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Fiction-Factory
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahaha natatawa ako sa selfie ko. Sumb, hindi ko talaga mapigil, Dante ba? Whakokok

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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somebodyuused2know
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahaha ang dami kong tawa, sira ka talaga. Sige hula pa, malapit na.

Yoko sa Sogo, masyadong obyus dun lels.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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MidLifeCrisis
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hehe siss, kanina ko pa gustong mag-comment but due to technical issues d ako makacomment :D

Sino ba patayin natin? Me rayuma na nga si Ef-ef eh tas papatayin pa natin :D

And.I.Care.Not.

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somebodyuused2know
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Me technical isyus pa talaga? Aba eh ewan ko kung bakit "killer" sis, wala ako balak pumatay, puera lang kung ipis o lamok lang. :-D

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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MidLifeCrisis
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

:D binartolina ang sarili kaya ganun sis ;)

And.I.Care.Not.

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Fiction-Factory
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sige lang! Patayin nyo ako! Willing victim lang, basta ba patayin nyo ko sa sarap! Wag nyo lang bitayin si plankton, baka pugot ulo eh! :D

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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AudiR8
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Self-confidence ang damihan mo para malagpasan mo ang lahat ng yan.  

Naalala ko yong yaya dati ng anak ko, may harelip din sya pero umaapaw ang self-confidence nya. Sobrang daldal pa. Wala syang paki kung ano man sasabihin ng ibang tao eh.  

Keri yan, tiwala lang :)

Fast cars ~~~ Fleeting romance ~~~ =/ Obsession

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Fiction-Factory
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Alam mo sa twing nakikita kong nagsa-sign language ang kapatid ko, tapos hirap na hirap sya na ipaintindi sa'kin ang nais nyang sabihin, talagang umiiyak ako... :'(

alam mo yon? Ako yung nasasaktan para sa kapatid ko, na sana sa AKIN na lang napunta ang karamdaman nyang yon.

Kaya huwag kang MAGPAPAKITA na pinanghihinaan ka ng loob, lalo na sa mga taong nagmamahal sayo. Kase MAS masasaktan sila kapag nakita nilang nasasaktan ka.

Cheer up! Live a stress free life!
Naiiyak ako ngayon dito SWEAR!

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Ako rin po, tulo luha at uhog ko sa mga comments niyo. Opo, mahirap pero kinakaya. Be strong din sa kapatid mo po. Thanks sa inyo.

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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Fiction-Factory
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Putcha naman hindi ako maka get over oh!

Nag-aaral ngayon sa isang SPECIAL school ang kapatid ko, IKAW nag-aral ka ba sa special school? Hindi diba? Dahil sa normal tipikal na eskwela ka nag-aral!

May special gadget(hearing aid) sya, ikaw meron? WALA rin!

Mas maraming bagay ang dapat na ipagpaSALAMAT kaysa mga bagay na IREKLAMO.

Pasensya ka na ha? Ayaw tumigil ng luha ko eh. Punas muna. Huhu :'( hik

Naalala ko si Daffodil, nasa'n ka man ngayon daf, gusto kong malaman mo na, hindi lahat ng SPECIAL ay masarap.

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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somebodyuused2know
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

LOLS. Ano ba kasi yung special na masarap? Ampon wernayu, pakisagot.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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daffodil
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Moms ang masarap na special ay special hopiang munggo, putubungbung at special ako.. Hahaha, ewan ko kay ff ano pinagsasabi, dragging my name. :D

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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somebodyuused2know
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Wehhhh! Misyu!

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daffodil
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Miss you too moms! Magbalik loob na kayo.. :D

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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MidLifeCrisis
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahahaha dafffff kating-kati akong magcomment kaso naka bartolina at ngayon lang pinalabas :D

Tatanungin ko sana si Ef-ef kanina kung ano ba yong special, hotdog ba o embutido? O si plankton pa din? :D

Pero seriously, dadamayan ko sana sya kanina eh.  Masyadong mabigat kasi yong nailabas nyang emosyon :(

And.I.Care.Not.

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somebodyuused2know
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Daff, magbalik-loob ako? Saan? O kanino? Intrigerang anak, hala, dapa! :-))

Sis Midz, nagkita na kami ni inang, ansaya, lalo na siguro kung kasama ka. Nauubusan kc ako ng baon eh hehe.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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MidLifeCrisis
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Waaaaahhh! Eto kasing trabaho istorbo sa chat lalong lalo na sa gala :(( ... Dapat sumabay ako sa bff ko pabalik dito kaya lang di ako pwede gumala kapag mga ganitong araw :(... Next time nalang uli, hopefully end of this year kita kits na naman, sis...

At dapat meron na talagang ibobody shot nun ;)

And.I.Care.Not.

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cryptic.starr
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

No dun sa mga tanong mo ff. Yup, tama ka, mas maraming dapat ipagpasalamat. Let's just look at the brighter side of life.
Kalma na po, sorry napaiyak ka pa sa post ko. Be strong kasi isa ka sa pinaghuhugutan niya ng lakas.

You are responsible for your own happiness. If you expect others to make you happy, you will always be disappointed.

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HONEY_7
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

That’s our society, hindi ko sasabihin na tanggapin mo nalang kung ano ang meron ka, dahil kahit pagbalikbaliktarin mo man ang mundo masasaktan at masasaktan ka pa rin sa mga maririnig mo.

Hindi ko alam paano ko itataas ang self-confidence mo kasi kahit ikaw sa sarili mo minsan naiisip mo na kawawa ka dahil hindi ka nila katulad, minsan alam ko nagseself pity ka dahil kahit anong effort ang gawin mo hindi nila maaapreciate kahit alm mo sa sarili mo na naibigay mo ang lahat.

A piece of advice, wag mong hanapin ang perpektong magmamahal sayo para hindi ka umasa na kaya ka nyang tanggapin kasi yung mga taong hindi ka kayang tanggapin sila yung mga kawawa kasi bulag sila sa katotohanan na hindi lahat ng bagay ay magaganda.

Sis pag feeling mo down na down ka, umiyak ka at kausapin mo si Lord, it will help sis. Hindi mawawala yung hurt feelings pero gagaan ang pakiramdam mo.

Remember: Happiness is not something ready-made. It comes from your own action.

If you do not know where you are going, you will probably end up somewhere else.

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HONEY_7
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

And as long as you know your weakness and strength, no need to please everyone. Isang kaibigan eh sapat na yun para suportahan ka, hindi mo kailangan ng marami.. JUST PRAY sis.

If you do not know where you are going, you will probably end up somewhere else.

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daffodil
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

If you let them kill you, they will.

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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Fiction-Factory
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Too much love will kill you!

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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daffodil
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

"What is done in love is done well."

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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Fiction-Factory
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Seryows mode? Hehe

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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daffodil
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Oo ff, seryoso ako.. Pahimas!:D

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

-ate hayaan mo n po yung mga taong yun..makapintas naman sila parang ang perfect nila..Think positive ka lang po..Para good vibes lage..May ibibigay naman yan C Lord na para sayo..Wag mo n lang po hintayin kasi maiinip k lang..Pray without ceasing..

-girls just wanna have fun-

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jason_the_jackal
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Kumpleto na ang mga payo Starr, lahat tama. Susunod ka na lang, may party na! Try mo mag-GEB. At kung sino sa mga pumayo dito ang tumalikod sa'yo, pabatukan mo ki Inang.Grasya. (Siya malapit eh, malayo ako hehe). Try mo mag-attend at makisaya. Malay mo? ito talaga ang mundo na pinapuntahan sa'yo, dahil mas totoo ang mga taga dito, kesa ordinaryong mundo kung saan marami ang nagkukunwaring maka-tao.

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pilyangpasaway
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

one thing more ms cryptic.starr enjoy life given to you.... make a fruitful one.... ok lang umiyak paminsan minsan dahil nakakagaan yan sa kalooban, pero sa pag iyak mong yun make sure you'll stand more even stronger as you are..... dito lang kami ms cyrptic. starr willing to be friends a true one, not just to listen to you but also an inspiration and will cheer you up :)

You never know how Strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.

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mortfling
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Dto bawal ang snobers dahil. Dto may parte lahat ang mga ka member "to lisen, to gave coment and sudgestion, to accept what u are before accept what they ate..." ( ano ba tong nasabi ko tamang antok ba or nadala lang ) always welcome ka ms starr dto

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Bebeko
July 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Lufffeeetttttt.., ikaw na Mort!

Good job!

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crelan24
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

nalungkot ako sa post,

tapos babasahin mo yung mga comment natawa naman ako dun, naglandian pa hahaha

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somebodyuused2know
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Pangit naman ng term "naglandian pa," it was all in the spirit of fun po. Hindi ba puedeng "nagkulitan lang" muna. Kelangan talaga landian agad-agad? Hehe.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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MidLifeCrisis
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahaha siss, matagal na kasi atang naghibernate si crelan kaya nawindang sa kulitan sa comments :D

Crelan, dalasan mo naman kasi ang pagbisita dito para updated ka sa trend :D At thank you din pala sa pagpost mo ng story... Haven't read it pa but I will later..  At sana madami pang story ang i-se-share mo...

And.I.Care.Not.

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mortfling
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

I seserch na yan... ng mabasa din hahah.. sir bebeko un nmn kc ang napapansin ko kaya happy lagi ang main rh hahah

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Premiere
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July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Wag mo ikahiya kng ano binigay sayo ng nasa taas malay mo blessings din yan kng nde man ngaun eh in a ryt time dn.sa mga humuhusga sayo eh tingnan muna nila sarili nla bago sila mamintas dahil lahat tayo may kapintasan din.di naman lahat eh perpekto.
Yan yun nakakainis yun mga makapamintas kala mo kung sino na.kng ano man sabihin nila ilabas mo lng sa kabila mo tenga.iignore mo lng.life must go on.may mga tao nmn na andyan para sayo at tanggap ka kung ano ka.di naman mahalaga kng pangit ka o mgnda..ang mhlga dyan un ugali mo.wla silbi yan gnda kung sobra nmn pngit ng ugali mo.

Just be  yourself..

Sa Eb nmn try mo sumama at makibonding sa mga member mababait at friendly naman lahat eh.mgeenjoy ka sa kakulitan nla..

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red...
August 2, 2014 (4 years ago)

cryp...ngayon ko lang nabasa 'to...lika nga dito, pa-hug...

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