Be Yourself,that's how I want you to be

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Date: August 9, 2014 (4 years ago)


Noon ako'y binata pa,katatapos lang sa kinuha kong kurso sa kolehiyo ay na enkuwentro ko ang 1 imbisibol na pader.Ang ibig kong sabihin ay may humahadlang sa aking buhay.At dahil doon ay nagka depression ako.Napuna ito nang aking kasintahan na tila nawalan daw ako nang buhay.Kasi sa mga pinapagawa sa akin na projects nang aking tiyo ay hindi kasing ganda ang resulta.
"Ano ba ang problema at dahilan."
Paano ko ba sasabihin sa kaniya na ang humahadlang sa akin ay ang pagka lamang nang mga karibal ko sa kaniyang puso at damdamin.Imagine ako naka bike lang o kakarag karag at kalawangin nang van.Habang ang mga karibal ay naka pormang tsekot.Tapos mga loaded pa ang wallet.Nag cocomute papasok o papauwi galing sa projects,ni hindi ko nga maihatid o sundo siya tulad sa ginagawa nika karibal.Ang pinaka masakit ay minsan bumisita ako at naabutan na andoon ang pinaka mahigpit kong karibal sa kaniya.Hindi na sana ako tutuloy pa pero nakita ako nang kaniyang mga kapatid at tinawag siya para harapin ako sa labas nang kanilang bakuran.
"Pasok ka,andiyan nga pala si Andy.Kausap si daddy ko."
Pataaaay!Ang ama niya na aking kinatatakutan noon dahil sa may impluwensya sa komunidad namin ay kausap nang karibal ko.Mag papaalam na sana ako pero ayaw niya akong umalis na hindi ako nakikita nang kaniyang ama.Laban man sa aking kalooban ay pinagbigyan ko siya.Pasok kami umabot sa pintuan,sa may sala andoon ang kaniyang daddy at si Andy.Naguusap,nagtatawanan ewan kung ano ang kanilang paksa pero sigurado ako kasali ako.
"Daddy si M."
"Kamusta iho?Halika maupo ka at sumali sa usapan naming 3."
"Salamat po,ahhh...hindi na po ako magtatagal may sinabi lang ako sa anak nyo.Sige po salamat po ulit.Una na ako..."
"Pare,ingat sa daan,iba na ngayon ang panahon."
Ngumiti na lang ako at sinamahan ako nang akin kasintahan sa gate nang bakuran nila.
"Sabi ko sa inyo hindi yun uupo na katabi ako.Outclassed po siya sa akin.Ha!ha!ha!"
"Ha!ha!ha!Ikaw talaga Andy nahiya lang siguro sa akin."
Narinig ko yun,at kita ko ang reaction niya namumutla na nahihiya.
"Pasensya na,ha?"
"Ok lang."
Doon na nag depresyon ako,nahalata at kinumpronta ako niya.Sinabi ko ang aking saloobin sa aking pagka alanganin sa kaniya lalo pa sa karibal ko si Andy.Tiningnan niya ako maige at malumanay na sinabi niya sa akin ito.
"M,mula nang sagutin kita alam mo na hindi kita minahal dahil sa may pangalan ang apelyido mo,ang may kotse o pera ka.Tinangap kita kasi natutunan kitang mahalin sa kung sino ka at hindi sa kung ano ang mayroon ka.
Be yourself,that's how I want you to be."
Mula nang sabihin niya...

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kayecee
August 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

sir M ikaw nga ba yan?may pinapahiwatig ba ito?hahaha,anyway it is hard to find true people whom you just met virtually but camaraderie is built even if you deny it and must i say that as gullible as i am i have learned to trust people whom ive met here.I am just so hoping that just like what you  blurted out,i hope they are true enough to be called friends :)

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Mr.M
August 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

Kayecee,you know i'm trying my best to be.

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emilia_jane
August 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

I tried before to be true not only to myself but also here even at my own risk. I trusted a lot of people, told them who i really am. I have been known to be skeptical about other people's intention but in order to be trusted, i must learn to do the same. Our words and our actions really reflect who we are as a person.

I found friends here, my sisters, trusted confidant....for that am grateful and thankful that i took a chance...

Seduce my mind and you can have my body...find my soul and I am yours forever...

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kayecee
August 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

it is true EJ that trusting people is taking chances.should you fail 1 time charge it to expi as they say,there's always a second time and by then we already learned something from what had failed us previously....its never a lost to find new good friends right sir M?

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pilyangpasaway
August 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

"it's better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for what you are not"

You never know how Strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.

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emilia_jane
August 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

Too true, pp...

Seduce my mind and you can have my body...find my soul and I am yours forever...

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Mr.M
August 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

That's what I like about you EJ.Your not backing down,your coming back.

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Mr.M
August 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Mahahalikan kita nanaman,humanda ka pag makita kita.(1minute kiss)

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lowlife-06
August 9, 2014 (4 years ago)

Roger sir. :) Thank you for sharing this experience of yours :)

We're all fighting growing old

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somebodyuused2know
August 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Aside from being yourself, pinakaimportante rin is to challenge your own self to become a better person, to overcome your insecurities and to transform your weaknesses into blessings in disguise. Afterall, "being simply yourself" won't actually get anyone anywhere, its the effort to improve his individuality.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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Mr.M
August 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

My girlfriend my muse my inspiration that drove me to do good.

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sloooo
August 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

tatandaan ko rin yan ser m..

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katie_16
August 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

wow c mr m naba ito hehehe,... love it,... tma yan sir m... be yourself no matter how and what,...

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BBKfss
August 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Panyero, magandang aral sa lahat yang mga sinabi mo.

Wag seseryosohin!

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Mr.M
August 13, 2014 (4 years ago)

Lesson I learned was its not the what you have.Its the what you can do as long as you have the skills and opportunity to make it happen.I just never expected that she would go much further than supposed to be.A simple edging and pointed in the right direction.

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antoinette
August 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sir m mukhang in love kayo ah!

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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Mr.M
August 13, 2014 (4 years ago)

Noon pa naman inlove ako.

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LibrongUod
August 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

I always have insecurities. May mga nagkakagusto sa'kin, pero kapag pagdating na sa babaeng gusto ko, I always find myself not worthy for her. Haha. My insecurities hamper me from getting to know her. Ayoko namang mag-settle lang sa second choices and have a relationship on one of those na nagkakagusto kahit hindi ko naman gusto. So I ended up being "torpe." I have this hasty generalization on the standards of women, which adds up to the level of insecurity that I am feeling.

But I am trying to overcome these insecurities  - always challenging myself everyday. Not a one-time-big-time shot, but just small steps, little by little. Sawa na rin kasi ako being engulfed by that invisible wall. I may have gone far kung noon ko pa tinibag ang pader na iyon. As for my generalization on what women wants in a relationship? Well, it's time to put a "conditional" label on it. Sometimes, it's N/A for some.

I Master, I Universalize, I Believe.

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LibrongUod
August 10, 2014 (4 years ago)

Thanks, Mr. M, for enlightening me more. You've just made me realized that there will always be a silver lining.

I Master, I Universalize, I Believe.

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Mr.M
August 13, 2014 (4 years ago)

Ahhh...Bookworm let this person give you inspiration because she believes in you.The small steps will go further as leaps.Just remember when you fly make sure you know where you land.It maybe rough but she's there always to dust off the dirt on ya.don't go silver or gold,go platinium!

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LibrongUod
August 13, 2014 (4 years ago)

Now that's inspiring! Give me five, Sir! Haha. Thanks! :))

I Master, I Universalize, I Believe.

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Fiction-Factory
August 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Mr.M

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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Natsumi_Hikaru
October 5, 2016 (2 years ago)

:)

Don't Trust Anyone

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