Matagal ng Tigang

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Date: January 21, 2018 (8 months ago)


May halos dalawang taon na din kaming hiwalay ng asawa ko, or should I say, ex boyfriend. Mahabang story, kasal kami sa huwes pero hindi rehistrado. So legally, single pa din ako.

Nagsama kami ng ilang taon. Ni minsan hindi ako nagloko. Iniwan nya ko.
Ang tagal ko din bago nakamove on.

May nagparamdam sa akin, pero siguri andun ako sa point ng buhay ko nun na hindi ko pa kaya magmahal ng iba. Kasi naman naisip ko agad baka magsex agad agad baka hnd ko pa kayang humalik ng ibang tao. Dahil sa loob ng maraming taon, iisang tao lang ang kasex ko. At iisang tao lang ang minahal ko ng ganun. Sa kanya lang ako nakaranas ng tunay na orgasm. Bibalik ko naman ung favor dahil sya lang hinayaan kong magcum sa bibig ko and swallowed it. Many times.

So, after a few years, tumaba ako, dunalabg ang sex. And if magsex man, hindi na enjoy kasi rough na sya and ang tagaaaaaal nya bago labasan. so I felt sk insecure. And lalo lang akkng tumaba. defense mechanism i guess? kain lang ako ng kain.

Ngayon, after some time, nararamdaman ko na gusto ko na u...

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Jackkamo
January 21, 2018 (8 months ago)

Yan ang isang problema ng mga babae na broken relationship.idadaan sa kain.magpaganda ka ibalik mo datihan mong katawan.stay healthy. And have a relationship  using 50% mind and 50% heart para d ka masaktan.madami dyan na mahihigitan ung unang orgasms na nalasap mo. Go with safe sex lang.

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hiwalaysaasawa
January 21, 2018 (8 months ago)

thabk you. Yung sa magpaganda at ibalik ang katawan, starting na. narealize ko din nung sabi ko gusto ko ng magkarelasyon. hahaha

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Jackkamo
January 21, 2018 (8 months ago)

Go for it.pakita mo na sorry sya.stay healthy.a man loves to have a healthy partner esp a sports minded lady.ibang dating pag ganun

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hiwalaysaasawa
January 21, 2018 (8 months ago)

marami nga ako guston itry na activities, kaso wala ako g kasama. Gusto ko ding icross out sa bucket list ko ang mountain climbing.

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Jackkamo
January 21, 2018 (8 months ago)

Soon magagawa mo yan.when the wheel start moving sa life mo magagawa mo yon

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jjamppong
February 27, 2018 (7 months ago)

pwede kita samahan

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rider75
January 22, 2018 (8 months ago)

focus ka sa bagay na gusto mong gawin then start it up. di madali sa umpisa pero pag nasimulan mo na tuloy tuloy na yan.

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starst1949
January 22, 2018 (8 months ago)

try to be back in  shape for yourself esteem and health reason...  the rests, including having a partner should come in second.

strong discipline , determination and will power..excercise, DIET..meaning eating right.not starving and depriving  yourself..
and be patient...you build up that fat  for along time...it takes as long to  shed off that fat.
meantime, enhance your positive traits.. and try  to shun  negativity..

good luck.

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hiwalaysaasawa
February 2, 2018 (8 months ago)

im sorry if i didnt reply to your comment. but will honesty, naappreciate ko lahat ng sinabi mo. i could say na yan ang reason why i started keto because its the diet where i wont feel deprived. it doesnt mean that i dont appreciate the kind words na pinarating sa akin dito.

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atkhenz
January 23, 2018 (8 months ago)

tara travel travel tayo minsan. may alalay kna, may photographer kapa hehe

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hiwalaysaasawa
February 2, 2018 (8 months ago)

thats nice.. we could try that. ill get back in shape and ill get back to you. 😘

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User Not Found
January 23, 2018 (8 months ago)

You’ll be fine. Just take your time molding yourself back to the point that you feel happy and contented for yourself and well-being. Self rehabilitation is hard and full of struggles but eventually, when you come to the point where you just instinctively smile about yourself, you’ll feel that all the struggles and hurt will be worth while. Just hang tight and keep going! Power!!! Haha

Captcha: ungual

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SirJon
January 23, 2018 (8 months ago)

Focus ayusin ang sarili mo from within. Pag ready na ang mind your body will follow..

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MangMael
January 23, 2018 (8 months ago)

Kalimutan mo na yan. Sige sige maglibang. Hahaha

Matitiis mo ang hapdi, ang kati hindi.

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agentspy06
January 25, 2018 (8 months ago)

You deserve to be happy... past is past kalimutan m na lahat ng mga mapapait na nakaraan.. move on.. life is short.. enjoy life...

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hiwalaysaasawa
February 2, 2018 (8 months ago)

yes naman magpapapayat ako at dudurugin ko silang lahat charr

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Fiction-Factory
January 25, 2018 (8 months ago)

Ang wasak na puso kayhirap nang buuin,
True love hirap nang hanapin,
Nakakaduda na rin ang forever,
Back to zero, back to start,
Pero hindi alam saan mag-start.
Alam mo na ang danger zone,
Kaya lagi kang nasa safe side,
Kung paano ka nagmahal noon,
Tiyak hindi na yun tulad ngayon,

Natuto ka na,
Lalo na sa sex,
Noon takot ka,
Ngayon parang gusto mo pa,
Parang chocolate na lang,
Gusto mong kainin pag nag-crave,
Wala lang... Hehe

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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Fiction-Factory
January 25, 2018 (8 months ago)

*back to sero*

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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SeniorCitizen50
January 26, 2018 (8 months ago)

May karapatan kang maghanap nang iyong personal na kaligayahan,yun nga lang may pag aalinlangang.Wag kang matakot sumubok muli dahil hindi mo maatim ang iyong hinahanap kung hindi gawain.

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Udeng07
January 28, 2018 (8 months ago)

Hi mam. Try nyo po mag hike 😊 ako po hikers at event organizer  mas masaya mag hike. Malay mo ma loce at 1st hike ka din hehe

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hiwalaysaasawa
February 2, 2018 (8 months ago)

pwede naman. kaso malalaman m identitiy ko hahaha

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bubblepop
January 28, 2018 (8 months ago)

Be one of us? Mag keto diet ka lol... but to be honest love your self first before loving others

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hiwalaysaasawa
January 28, 2018 (8 months ago)

you read minds noh? i just started keto hahaha

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pepe-007
January 29, 2018 (8 months ago)

tanong lang... when he left you, naapektuhan ba ang confidence mo?
ito kasi ang normally nasisira kaagad sa character ng tao (talking by experience of course); kasi before, sya ang nagbibigay ng validation sa'yo, pero ngayon wala na sya, wala nang magli-lift ng confidence mo, you have to do it by yourself....
ang tanong... do you know how?

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starst1949
February 1, 2018 (8 months ago)

sana naman sagutin mo ang mga comments. selective reply ang ginagawa mo.

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trent0232001
February 5, 2018 (8 months ago)

haha

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Viper0411
February 10, 2018 (8 months ago)

If a man really loves u kahit ano pa looks or figure mo dapat tanggap nya..

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jamesyap23
February 10, 2018 (8 months ago)

Sinsagot lng ni mama ung mga sikat hehe

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Brochador_6988
February 11, 2018 (8 months ago)

oo naman maski mataba ka BBW ka naman dapat makasama mo mula mataba hangang pagpayat d ba . email me

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09471886415
February 26, 2018 (7 months ago)

Kung ano NASA puso mo sundin mo d2 LNG ako para sayo. Just txt mi.

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riotakatsukiz
June 3, 2018 (4 months ago)

find another one sarap po namg sex promise ang you can explore,,,masarap magswallow db? makakahanap k dn

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dandy34
July 27, 2018 (2 months ago)

ts musta kna pmayat knb :)

GILF hunter

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Juncureg
July 30, 2018 (2 months ago)

Gawin mo qng ano ung nakakabuti pra syo makakakita ka rin ng magpapahalag syo anumang ang itsura mo

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