How I Lost My Virginity

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Date: Tuesday, 19 September 2023 (3 days ago)


I came across this site a couple of days ago. I got to read some real crazy confessions and I guess it did sparked something in me to also share a confession.

My name is Cat (not my real name) and I am 30 yrs old.

Today, I want to share what happened to me and how I lost my virginity.

Let me start of by saying that I lost my virginity to my Tito A (my father's younger brother).

Actually, it's not just one but two Tito whom I have gotten acquainted with. So lets call them Tito A and Tito B. There's also Cousin 1, 2 and 3 whom I had sexual relations with.

Tito A is just 5 yrs older than me. He was my first. I also treat him as my Kuya cus we're not far apart in age. I was in Elementary that time when it happened. I can't remember exactly how but I do know he has penetrated me. My mom even found us naked in bed much to her shock. She reprimanded my Tito and me. But she asked me never to tell my Dad about what's been happening between me and Tito cus my Dad will surely go mental so I kept quiet so is my Tito. He stopped trying to act on his urges afterwards. I thought it was the end of it but no.

My Tito B, started fondle me when we were left alone in the room or in the sala. I guess, he is also curious about sex. Maybe he saw me do it with Tito A so he felt I am easy to manipulate. So we did it, there was also penetration. I still remember this one time we were sleeping together. Me, Tito and Tita (his sister). I was in the middle, I forgot who is in left or right. But Tito B guided my hand inside his briefs to touch his private part, we were quiet so as not to wake Tita. I carressed his and he also reached out his hand inside my panties to touch my . vag. When I was wet enough, he led his male member to my then wet vagina and we did the deed. I remember him being so eager. I remembered that it hurt and was afraid I might be bleeding but he won't stop. I can't really cry or shout for fear that Tita will wake up. So I just bear with it till he is satistied. We would do it for several times and we were careful not to be found out. This same thing repeated with my cousins. 3 of them.

Until, I reached Grade 4 when I got my period. I was told that sex will result in pregnancy. That is when I fully figured out that what I am doing with...

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olijames04's Profile Picture
Tuesday, 19 September 2023 (3 days ago)

You must really love them as family members. Bec if it was me in your position, at the age of 30, I'll be in jail for what I'm going to do to them for what they did.

"In the future... if by some miracle you ever find yourself in the position to fall in love again... fall in love with me."

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Tuesday, 19 September 2023 (3 days ago)

I don’t think I love them as much. It was just easier to blame myself for what happened rather than revealing my shame to everyone who knows me. I do hope that I get the courage to speak my truth in the future.

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Tuesday, 19 September 2023 (3 days ago)

You're innocent and curious. You don't know what's happening yet back then. You're not to blame. It's their urge that messed you up.

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Tuesday, 19 September 2023 (3 days ago)

You were a minor back then and you don't have the capacity to know fully what is wrong and what is right. Please see a counsellor para makagabay sayo.

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Wednesday, 20 September 2023 (2 days ago)

It’s sad that they took advantage of your innocence and you cannot blame yourself because you were naive and didn’t know what was sex is all about back then. Hope you heal well and time will eventually do that as long as you let go of your past and don’t let them do that anymore

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Wednesday, 20 September 2023 (1 day ago)

Thank you for the kind comments ❤️

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Wednesday, 20 September 2023 (1 day ago)

I think you're able to process naman what happened with you, I tend to treat sexual desires and actions different from the expectations of society. I hope you find someone who can let you experience the spectrum of intimacy. So while you may feel uneasy in some, think of it lang na you havent experienced other variations that might work better for you. Be kind to yourself and enjoy the journey

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Wednesday, 20 September 2023 (1 day ago)

Ang nakaraan ay nakaraan na.,Wala lang, gusto ko lang magcomment ng tagalog kasi puro englishing mga nababasa ko dito HAHAHAHA.,

Madam manunulat.,ikaw ba ay nakakabasa, nakakasulat at nakakaintindi ng wikang Tagalog?

"Eh sa Wala NGa Akong No Choice"

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