My Mon Amour
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Confession: True Story, English · Categories: Mature · Tags: Ching
Date: August 22, 2023 (1 month ago)
I want to take this opportunity to express my gratitude. I have decided instead of hating you for hurting me, to leave you with these last two words.
Thank you.
I wont lie.. at first i felt really mad that you decided you were somehow better off without me. I cried, i threw my temper tantrum, and i did hate you for not even contacting without even giving me any updates. I hated the fact that in the end it was so easy for you to just walk away.
Hating you felt good. It felt like the more i hated you the more i could count all the ways in which you did not deserve me. I could let you go easier and slam the door shut behind you as you left. Hating you felt like salve to my open wounds. But i soon found that hating you was actually poisoning me..
If i am truly being honest here.. the only person i really hated was myself. I hated the fact that i was forced to feel so many uncomfortable feelings. I hated that i was forced to make you a stranger in what i thought was going to be the most epic romance of my life.. I hated that I did not love myself more fully.
So thank you.
Because of you i decided to make the unfamiliar familiar. I decided that love stays and that meant, in that time of wanting i instead chose to stay with myself. It...
Thank you.
I wont lie.. at first i felt really mad that you decided you were somehow better off without me. I cried, i threw my temper tantrum, and i did hate you for not even contacting without even giving me any updates. I hated the fact that in the end it was so easy for you to just walk away.
Hating you felt good. It felt like the more i hated you the more i could count all the ways in which you did not deserve me. I could let you go easier and slam the door shut behind you as you left. Hating you felt like salve to my open wounds. But i soon found that hating you was actually poisoning me..
If i am truly being honest here.. the only person i really hated was myself. I hated the fact that i was forced to feel so many uncomfortable feelings. I hated that i was forced to make you a stranger in what i thought was going to be the most epic romance of my life.. I hated that I did not love myself more fully.
So thank you.
Because of you i decided to make the unfamiliar familiar. I decided that love stays and that meant, in that time of wanting i instead chose to stay with myself. It...
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August 22, 2023 (1 month ago)
👍👍👍 thats good move on love those who hurts u. Someone will make their life miserable. And u will be bless. A life that u wont be expecting soon keep loving using your heart AND mind.
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