I'm what society calls a strong, independent woman, although I won't bore you with my credentials. On top of that, I'm a self-proclaimed advocate of women. So it gets tricky every time I get horny because I like imagining myself na pinuputa. Yung ginagawang parausan at minamanyak ng mga kalalakihan. Yung binabastos. I love masturbating to dirty talks. Mas bastos, mas gusto ko.

And there's another catch.

I had my fair share of experiences wherein minanyak ako during commute. Nung first time, I was on the bus to work. I usually take the window seat and sleep or just close my eyes and relax. May malaking guy na tumabi sa akin, and after just a few minutes, nararamdaman ko na yung fingers nya sa side boob ko. Feeling ko naka-cross yung arms nya tapos nakatago dun yung kamay nya. I was hugging my backpack that time kaya may easy access sya sa side boob ko. I was frozen. Pinapakiramdaman ko talaga kung kamay nya yun or imagination ko lang. Hanggang sa umabot na sya sa nipple ko. And fuck, napatayo nya yung nipple ko kahit takot na ako nun. I pretended to wake up and sakto naman malapit na ako bumaba.

When I made a move to get up, tinanong nya "Bababa ka na?"

I couldn't even look at his face. I was so disgusted.

But as days passed by, I started imagining a different ending to my experience. I imagined na hinayaan ko sya hipuan ako and bumaba kami nang sabay and pumunta ng condo ko where he fucked me. Yun yung fuel ng masturbation ko for the next few days.

Ang dami pang sumunod na pangmamanyak sa akin: sa FX, sa MRT, sa jeep. Lahat...