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The One I Have To Let Go

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Confession: True Story, Tagalog · Categories: Romance · Tags: ,
Date: September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)


Dear You,

I wanted a clean slate, though at first we weren't all that open specially in unraveling our naked truths with our realities I assure you I was real to you. I told you my pains, those things that haunts me, my funny thoughts, my not so perfect life, things that irritates me.. my daily life. YOU have become my diary, my sanctuary.

You have to told me many times, "masyadong mabilis, wag muna." And I couldn't agree more. Pero siguro kaya ganon kasi may "siya" pa na nag iexist sa life mo. Obviously.

I know what it is like to have a heart that does not know how to stop burning, to have hands that want to give until they have nothing left. I know what it feels like to have firewood for fingers, what it feels like to want to touch every cold soul you see, what it feels like to want to reignite every bone in a body. I know what it feels like to be misunderstood within thisβ€”to be loved and unloved because of your heat; but you cannot give up on yourself, you cannot ignore all that surges within you. If the world does not understand the way you burn, do not hide yourself away. Instead, set it on fire. Show them what you can do with all of that hope inside of you. That was exactly what I feel for ...

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Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.
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Mindgasm
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

challenging isn't it? i hope that you both find a way to make that connection last and go to the next level and then some.

We are here. We are waiting. - Optimus Prime

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cyxsy
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Hello po. Yes challenging po pero hayaan nyo na po mahirap po mag resume ng charot charot lang daw po.

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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hazelnutpiee
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Why naman may mga ganito dito? Masyado naman kayong mapanakit dito.πŸ₯² Pero teka parang response to ng confession na nabasa ko kanina ah. Response nga ba to?
Cy, love is hard talaga. Fight lang po. Napapa long sigh mo ako. Ang deep mong tao. Mga words mo tagos sa bones. Be strong po. Complicated po talaga ang lahat.

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cyxsy
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Thank you po. Don't worry sabi nya charot lang daw po yun lahat sakanya.

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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Loyal19
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Sadness makes everyone strong. Though it hurts a lot to think na kaya mo kahit hindi naman pala. N kahit sobrang seryoso idadaan mo nalang sa biro para mapagtakpan yung sakit na nararamdaman mo πŸ˜”πŸ’”

Fear, Doubts lahat ng negativity kakainin ka dahil sa sakin but one thing for sure. Naging totoo padin sa lahat. Naging matatag t patuloy na lumaban πŸ˜”β€οΈ

Ilalaban paba kung sumuko na πŸ’”

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blairann08
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

awts saklap if charot lang yun mahirap mahulog sa bitag ng pagmamahal matagal ma fall out of love especially sa ating mga babae. Be Strong and keep on smiling

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cyxsy
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Kumakapit pa ako.πŸ₯ΊπŸ’”

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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Loyal19
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Laban tayo 😒
Higpitan mo pa πŸ˜”
Kayanin natin ✊

Imissyou πŸ˜”

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cyxsy
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

In a short span of time you have rocked my world from top to bottom, you have shaken my entire being, my all.. but what if I told you.. that wasn't the real me? What if hindi ako yung nakita mo? Would you still feel the same? That love uou uave confessed would still be the same?

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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Loyal19
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Then go all the way. Take all the risks if its the reason to feel the happiness we are looking for. The happiness that everyone always asked for, the happiness that last long✊

One thing for sure, if its just a dream then may this dream come true ✊

Lahat yun totoo. Walang halong kemikal purong natural lang. San ka punta? To the moon? Nope, papunta ko sa puso mo πŸ˜€πŸ˜”

Imissyou beeeeeh πŸ˜”πŸ’”πŸ˜’

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cyxsy
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Saan ba ang nagustuhan mo saken? Kelan mag start? Alin ba dun? Yung itsura ko ba? Trabaho ko? Alin dun? Para alam ko kung paano mag start.

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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Loyal19
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Lahat gusto ko sayo. Yung ikaw mismo. Lahat yun gusto ko. Iisipin ko pa kung anong diko gusto sayo, siguro pag tinutulugan moko πŸ™„πŸ€£

Kelang mag start? Should i say na una palang nagsimula na? Klig yarn, hooooooooy ano ba πŸ™„πŸ€£

Sa itsura πŸ€” hmmmmm pwde nadin char 🀣 ganda ganda mo. Di ako nagsasawang ulit ulitin sayo yun. Alam mo yan β€οΈπŸ™„

Trabaho? No comment ako, basta always mag ingat kasi kung kinakabahan ka mas kinakabahan ako πŸ˜”

Dimu naman need mag simula pa kung pwde naman ituloy kung ano yung una πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈβ€οΈ

Please be safe my queen ❀️
Imissyou πŸ˜”

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hazelnutpiee
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Halaaa! Anong kaguluhan to? Sabi na nga ba ihh! Connected mga binasa ko! Hoooyyy! Grabee dito talaga nag palitan ng mensahe at hayagan sinasabi ang mga damdamin nyo. Part ako ng story na to may karapatan akong malaman lahat haha

Cy, ano ba kasi yang sinasabi mong kung di ikaw? Alin ba?ano ba? Like nag panggap ka ba? Kung ako sayo be true po rekta mo sabihin para di magulo.

Grabe deserve ko talaga malaman saenyo sinubaybayan ko to!

Loyal, paka loyal ka lang. Kapit ka babae yan. Kung alam mo na ang tinutukoy ko.

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Loyal19
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Pano po yung kapit πŸ€” char 🀣
Hirap pag me toyo mga ghorllls, suka nalang adobo na charot 🀣

Thankyou β€οΈπŸ˜‡

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September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Nawindang naman ako sa palitan ng comments hahaha di ko ineexpect.

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Loyal19
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Isang malalim at jsang mababaw πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈπŸ€£

Be happy po always πŸ˜‡
Thankyou ❀️

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cyxsy
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Ang hirap mag pa lipat-lipat nag lo-load ulit. Kanina pa ako nasa inbox andito ka lang pala. Hayyy ngayon pa talaga hirap ng signal dito.πŸ˜‘

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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Loyal19
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Puro kasi tampo πŸ™„
Padelete delete pa ng account eh ang tagal ng loading pag mahina signal.

Btw. Smile pretty πŸ™ƒ

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blairann08
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

haypp na yan kinikilig ako sa inyong 2 bumabalik ako sa pagka teenager habang binabasa ko to. Gosh !!!

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hazelnutpiee
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

Seeee? Miss Cy and Mr Loyal hindi lang ako ang nawindang! Kanina lang nasimulan ng mapanakit ang araw ko nung mabasa ko ang confession mo tapos dumagdag to na tagos to the bones ang bawat salita. Ang deep. Tapos ngayon hayagan na ng feelings! Grabe mga revelation nyo. Jesus may mga pa love pala dito. Grabe naloka ako sanyo. Sana malaman ko buong kwento nyo. At please sana naman maging okay na kayo maawa kayo sa amin mag susubaybay. Nasimulan ang araw na mapanakit sana mag tapos na masaya. Update us please lang mga ate at kuya.

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Loyal19
September 22, 2022 (15 days ago)

San yung masakit? Yung sulat ko o yung sulat nya? HAHAHA
Luge ako english speakinin si ate mo cy eh πŸ™„πŸ€£

Ay bet ko po yung to the bone ❀️ diba ate mo cy ❣️🀣

Isang malalim at isang mababaw bow 🀣

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rednaxel947
September 22, 2022 (14 days ago)

Somewhere Down The Road
We have the right Love at the wrong time -- these statements mostly encircle our life here on earth. Mostly we stepped at wrong path, wrong partner even we tried to be ok with it but still same,nothing change and life goes on on separate ways until someone dearly came....that's life.

rednaxel947

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September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Ang kyut nyong dalawa πŸ˜‚ I-dedelete ko na ba β€˜tong posts nyo para sa labas na kayo mag-uusap? 🀣 Naiinggit na kami eh 😈

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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cyxsy
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Ahhyy hahaha sorry amin maam kasalanan namin.πŸ₯² Kasalanan mo to kuya Loyal.😁

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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Loyal19
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Sorry po maam admin. Ang lalim nya kasi, I'm bleeding my nose HAHAHAHA

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hazelnutpiee
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Pa dami na kami dito ate at kuya haha ano na po update? Wala man lang balita kung naging ok ba kayo. May karapatan naman siguro kaming mlaman hahaha

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Loyal19
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Okay na po kami at pananatilihing okay po πŸ˜‡β€οΈ

Thankyou po sa pagbabasa. Malay nyo, sundan ng part 2ni ate mo cy πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ€£

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blairann08
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

lintek kilig kami sa love story nyo. So happy for both of you po.

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Loyal19
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Halaaaaaaaaa naol πŸ€—πŸ€£
Thankyou po πŸ˜‡

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hazelnutpiee
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Atleast may breaktime tayo sa lahat ng kalibugan dito. Masarap kaya mag dirty talk pag mahal mo. Ah may dirty talk kaya tong dalawa? Ano kaya intro mga conversation nila? Sana may update atekuys. May karapatan na talaga kami malaman dahil yung kilig namin walangmapg lagyan ☺️ Kuya loyal yung confession mo grabe hayagan ng mahal don. Ang deep nyo!!! Sana alllllssss talaga!!!β˜ΊοΈπŸ˜„πŸ˜ so mahal mo nga talaga kuys loyal? Ate cy ikaw mahal mo ba?

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Loyal19
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

HAHAHAHA anong klase ba ng dirty talk? Yung gentle na medyo wild or all the way? Pag maayos na signal na ni cy sya na magrereply dito 🀣 as of now busy pa po sya πŸ˜‡

Actually impromptu talaga yung sulat na yun, as in natripan lang isulat bago mag deact dito sa site πŸ€£πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈ

Tbh dahil sa comment mo dun sa confession ko nalaman ko na me rebutt pala si ate mo cy πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈπŸ™„πŸ€£β€οΈ
So thankyou. Isa ka sa reason pano ko pa nahabol at paano pa namin naayos πŸ˜‡πŸ˜˜

Once naman nag stay ang tao eh dahil gusto nya. One of the many reasons is love πŸ’• so love ko talaga πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈπŸ™„β£οΈ

Thankyou ulit πŸ˜‡πŸ€—

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hazelnutpiee
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Hoooyyyy kuyaaaaa loyaaaalll! Putek gumulong ako sa kilig! Hoyyyy di nasa sasakyan ako di ako maka tili hoooyyy sheeeeettt kuyaaaaaa! Bow down ako sayo sa love mo na yan. Sana allllsssss talaga. Dumi lang talaga ako sa mundo hahaha hayuuufff sana haalllsss may mag mahal ng ganito!
Ate Cy!!!! Sana paramdam ka sa amin. Nakaka baliw ang love story dito.
So may dirty talk nga kuys? Harooot! Dun ba nag start kuys? Hahaha abangers akooooo!

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Loyal19
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Raulo HHAHHHA
Okay kapa πŸ€”πŸ€£

Actually hindi dun. Maganda start ng convo namin, diko nalang sabihin kelan nag start 🀫

Gaya ng sabe ko sa confession ko, ang ganda ng flow as in talaga. Nakakagaan sa pakiramdam eh buryuhin paman din ako kaya kung mapapansin nyo man sa lobby ang bungad ko lagi eh ganito😴.
Then nasundan na ng nasundan yun, di maaalis dirty talk dun pero syempre wag biglaan, respeto parin. Di naman ako yung direkt agad dun juskoooo. Hiya hiya padin kahit common dito sa site yung ganun πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈπŸ€£

Pakitang tao munsa syempre bago mambastos charot HAHHAHAHA basta ayun na nga. Hanggang sa nagtuloy na πŸ’•

Ang saya, yung feeling na napaka safe at gaan mo sa tao (sana same feeling no, hi cy baka naman beh mwaaaaaps 😘) mag oopen ka ng site na excited or sa ibang soc med na masaya. Mapapawi yung pagod mo from work dahil sa mga unwanted or unexpected messages sa inbox mo 😍🀣❣️

Yung dirty talk. Samin nalang yun 😜🀣
Basta respeto padin kahit ganito pa tong site na to πŸ˜‡β€οΈ

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cyxsy
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Hi Hazel! Thank you sa comment mo, ng dahil dun nabasa nya to. So thank you so much.

I haven't got the time to response all the comments here because I'm so busy. To be honest I am more of the backstage person, a private one pag dating sa personal life, so I got overwhelmed and the same time nervous because this confession has been made from my deepest thoughts, urge of feelings and unraveling my whAt I truly feel. So this is the very first time.
I cannot comprehend the exact right words and to be honest I don't know how to answer those questions here. Siguro si Loyal na lang bahala dun.(namigay pa ng resposibilad noh?haha) mas okay po sya mag kwento kesa saken. Mas mararamdaman mo yung feelings pag sya. Totoo yan. I know kasi like you gumulong rin ako sa kilig sa lahat lahat I mean lahat talaga ng sinabi nya saken.☺️

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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Loyal19
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Wag ka nga mag english nasasapawan reply ko eh πŸ™„πŸ˜€πŸ€£

Pass na sa replies, im bleeding my nose na 🀣

San yung sample nung pag gulong πŸ™„ pag yan wala ka sinend sakin tamo 😀 char 😘

Ako pa sinangkalang nento πŸ™„ lana ko ma say beh, super drain na πŸ˜΄πŸ˜”

😘

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cyxsy
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

And sa tanong mong mahal ko ba? Siguro familiar ka dito..
Of all the ones that begged to stay
I'm still longing for you
Of all the ones that cried their way
I'm still waiting on you
Maybe we seek for something that
We couldn't ever have
Maybe we choose the only love
We know we won't accept
Or maybe we're taking all the risks
For something that is real
'Cause maybe the greatest love of all
Is who the eyes can't see, yeah
Take me home, I'm fallin'
Love me long, I'm rollin'
Losing control, body and soul
Mind too for sure, I'm already yours
Walk you down, I'm all in
And hold you tight, you callin'
I'll take control, your body and soul
Mind too for sure, I'm already yours.. πŸ˜‰

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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Loyal19
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Bat me pagkanta πŸ€”πŸ˜
Lakas siguro ulan dyan 🀣

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cyxsy
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Thank you po ma'am πŸ₯° kung kinilig po kayo ano lang po ako.πŸ˜πŸ€—

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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cyxsy
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Dirty talk? Halaaa hahaha πŸ˜… to be honest ang gentle ni kuya loyal (awh pano ba gentle po hahaha) tanong nyo po sya (namigay na anamn ng reaponsibilidad hahaha). So far no offensive words or I felt na bastos in a very odd way. (Hahaha ang showbiz hahaha)Β Β Ganto na lang po..

One touch and I was a believer
Every kiss, it gets a little sweeter
It's getting better
Keeps getting better all the time, girl
They don't know about the things we do
They don't know about the I love you's
But I bet you if they only knew (they don't know)
They would just be jealous of us

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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Loyal19
September 23, 2022 (14 days ago)

Eh di dont HHHAHAHA
Naol gentle πŸ™„β€οΈπŸ€£

No comment nako. English na eh, i kenat 🀣

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Patti
September 25, 2022 (12 days ago)

πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š

"We write to taste life twice, in the moment, and in retrospect." - AnaIs Nin.

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cyxsy
September 26, 2022 (11 days ago)

Thank you po.πŸ’•

Sometimes, words aren't enough to describe how much you burn for someone nevertheless I write anyway since I am apart from that someone who never ceased to rock my whole being everyday.

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