Hello po!

I'm 27 year old from Bulacan.

Paano ko ba uumpisahan ito? Hmm.

Oh yeah!

Let's start with the word, "In denial". Laging dine-deny natin sa mga sarili natin ang mga bagay na ito. Or, kung hindi man, we don't want to accept the fact that we like the idea of it.

Cuckold. Cheating. Outdoor sex. Gangbang. Being an exhibitionist and into voyeurism. And so on.

Like me, lagi kong sinasabi na ayaw ko ngunit kapag nandoon na ako sa lugar, "gora" or "go". Nawawala ang katiting na pagpipigil sa sarili.

Let me reminiscing the past. I already done video chatting with someone, a month ago. Feeling ko that time, noong una okay lang. But as the minute passed, I started playing my boobs. My nipples. Parang may something sa loob ko na lumabas.

I don't know the answer pa that time. Now lang nasagot. And maybe will be added to my fantasies or baka naisama ko na, unconsciously.

Today, April 24, 2022, around 12 nn.

Pinaunlakan ko ang imbitasyon ng video chat. Shoulder lang naman daw. Well, nagpalit pa ako ng damit since I was wearing a shirt.

I don't do video chat after the incident months ago. Lagi akong nagsasabi ng ayaw ko. O, tumatanggi ako. Mahirap naman kasi. I don't have a privacy sa house. Anytime, may maaaring kumantot kahit nakalock iyon. Hindi rin ako pwedeng magcum sa room. Why? marami ako kung labasan.

So, let's go back on my video chat with someone double my age. Lol.

First I did was set my camera. May stand naman ako. I wore a facemask to hide my face, for precautionary measures.

I changed my clothe sa gray sando. Tinanggal ko na sa pag hook ang bra ko. Kaya ng magstart ang call, first, i thought my audio. Sayang. Lol.

Tinanggal ko bra. Sunod gray sando. Sasab...