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My Rude Awakening VII

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Confession: True Story, Tagalog · Categories: Erotic Couplings, First Time, Mature, One Night Stand · Tags: ,
Date: September 8, 2021 (18 days ago)


Ch.07 - Hotel Room Window

As my mind starts to bring me back to reality, I thought about what I had just done. Suddenly guilt rushed over me. Feeling ko I'm going crazy kasi half ng mind ko sarap na sarap sa nangyari and the other half was yelling at me for loving it.

I was still sitting on the floor facing the room. I lay my head next to the wall on my right while I close my eyes trying to concentrate and think of any reason to stop this from happening pero wala talaga. Wala na akong kawala. This is really happening and there's no way out of it anymore.

"Alam mo ba katabi lang ng hotel mo yung condo nila Christian?.."I heard him asked. I opened my eyes gently and saw him looking outside of the window.

I know naman na malapit lang sa hotel ko yung unit nila Christian but I wasn't aware na overlooking lang pala yung building nya from my room. Besides, I've been to their place naman na the other day when he invited me for dinner pero as if naman maoorient ko ang sarili ko sa mga confusing road, entrance, and all similar looking condo units nila.

"Hindi ko alam kung saan eksakto unit nila Christian dyan pero alam ko na block nila yan..."dagdag pa nya.

"Yah...alam ko.. malapit lang sila.."i said while my eyes were still groggy and struggling to speak.

Narinig ko nalang na pinupush nya yung curtains side by side para walang sagabal yung view ng window. Then umupo sya sa bed sabay kalikot ng phone nya.

I got up gingerly while trying to find my bearing and then I walked slowly towards the room. Mejo nandidiri ako sa wetness dripping along my legs and I was desperate to clean myself up pero all glass ang toilet ng room ko so there's no other way to do that discreetly. Sya naman ang nasa bed so alangan naman na nandun din ako. I can't go anywhere. There's no place to hide. Wala akong mapuntahan.

I decided na sumilip nalang sa window and check out the view. I couldn't help but wonder kung nasaan nga talaga exactly yung unit nila Christian. I was standing there next to the sofa bed staring outside this huge window, just wearing my top and my very soaked panties. Since naka dim naman yung lights, I know hindi naman ako nakikita from the outside.

As I was looking at the view, I felt like crying. However, at the same time, I didn't. My mind was telling me to just go back to bed and magtago sa sheets or go outside, somewhere far away and cry, cry for being so stupid... cry for being end up in this fucked up situation… cry because matino naman akong babae. Sinasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko na I should, but I just couldn't. My body is not reacting sa mga paliwanag ng utak ko.

All of a sudden, naramdaman ko nalang na nasa likod ko na pala si Dan. He put his left hand sa waist ko then the other hand hawak nya yung phone at may pinapakita sya.

It was their group chats ng mga tropa nya and most of them are cheering him on. Dan hasn't written any replies to them since he shared a photo of us nung nasa gimikan (Clark Quay) palang kami kaya tuloy some of them are already assuming na semplang sya sa akin. Pinagtatawanan nila si Dan. Umaasa pa rin yung iba and kept asking for an update kung ano na ang nangyayari. Just guys being guys. But Christian's replies are the one caught my attention the most;

"Malabo yan. Mataas Standards nya e. kilala ko syota nyan dati haha pero goodluck sayo…."hirit ni Christian.

He's still denying the truth about our past relationship. Grabeh… I don't really know what he's trying to achieve by denying about me pero one thing is for sure, my fuckin insecurities are building up more and more. Shit sya, I am way more attractive than Nathalie. Him denying me as his ex-grildfriend was beyond me. Sya pa talaga may karapatang magdeny. We dated for almost 4 years and he was head over heels in-love sa akin…. and I'm pretty sure na he still cares for me kahit pa hanggang ngayon. What is wrong with him...

Dan was obviously enjoying my reaction and continues to stir the pot pa lalo"Ayaw nya aminin na magsyota kayo dati haha…. "Ngumiti lang ako sa hirit nya pero obvious na asar na asar ako.

"Baka ayaw nya lang ng magkaroon ng awkwardness with Nat…,"I said trying to defend Christian and make myself feel better na din.

Nakaharap pa rin ako sa window while nasa likod ko naman sya. He threw his phone sa sofa bed and both hands nya hinawakan waist ko saka nya sinabing"Baka naman hindi ka nya minahal..."

My ego was hurt by that statement so i decided to put myself forward and let him know how one sided my relationship with Christian is. I told him how much he loved me and how he treated me like a princess when we were together. I boasted na pinaghintay ko sya ng almost 3 years before ako pumayag na makipag"chancing"and sex. I even shared that incident when he tried to slyly touch my boob a...

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darkbahamut
September 8, 2021 (18 days ago)

Anhusay mambitin,more please

TG: @Unknowinged

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genrose21
September 8, 2021 (18 days ago)

nice update..
hahaha kay Dan nya lang kc na feel na may ganung side pala xa. when times na hindi nya na realized / experience ng sila pa ni christian ang magkasama..
grabe..

keep safe

"Were the Captain's of our own Soul. Were the Master of our own FATE".🤗🤗

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jackstone
September 8, 2021 (18 days ago)

Still evokes the same feeling that it did the first time I read this years and years ago.

Your prose, pacing, the way you build up each scene communicates exactly what you were feeling.

Excellent, stellargirl.

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DUDIN
September 8, 2021 (18 days ago)

Uy Stellargirl. I already saw this on reddit. Nice

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Mhandz21
September 9, 2021 (17 days ago)

siguro hot momma na c "j"  ngayon..hahahahha
tagal narin nito

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xecy1203
September 10, 2021 (16 days ago)

One of the best, if not the best, confession-type stories out there!

Malakas lang mambitin, pero deymm, pag nagupdate sulit na sulit naman.

Will be following again here since may minor changes yata.

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