My Rude Awakening IV

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Date: August 19, 2021 (1 year ago)

We are in lockdown and bored to death. I hope its okay to repost some of these missing chapters here :)

The following events occurred right after My Rude Awakening I-III.


I got back to my hotel room with a heavy heart after learning about Christian's new girlfriend. I have no right to be upset pero hindi ko ma-control yung bigat ng pakiramdam ko. I went to check Nat's FB page and dug deep into her timeline and then I found several photos of them together posted 2 years ago, this was around the time Christian and I parted ways. A lot of scenarios are running inside my freaking head;Did he cheat on me while we are still in a long-distance relationship? Is she the reason why we broke up and why Christian decided to let me go?...At that time I just wanted to be far away with them as much as possible. They made my decision a lot easier... there's no way I'm coming back here in Singapore. I am fully decided na sa Dubai nalang talaga ako.

While browsing through my phone, message notifications pop into my screen and it was Dan sending me some of my photos he took earlier. Kinakamusta nya ako and typical me just sending him single word replies and letting him know na I wasn't in the right mood to talk. Then he hit me with another message fully capturing my attention;"Pasensyana hindikoalam naex-gfka pala ni Christian... Kungalamko langedimasnakiride-onako sayoatpinagselos natin syalalo..."

He admitted finding out about me and Christian after checking my facebook throughly. I reacted defensively agad by letting him know na I don't use people for that nonsense yadda yadda... pero inamin ko din out of spite na I was trying to show him na naka-moved on na rin ako.

Dan and I chatted all night till the very next day. He listened to my kwento kahit na I'm being too self-centred for talking too much about me. In short, I got comfortable din ako kaagad sa kanya. He's fun to talk to and most importantly he's honest... He didn't lie about being married... so that cleared everything up na agad na hindi ko sya papatulan at yung mga flirtation at hirit nya are not meant to be taken seriously.

I think Dan is becoming more and more comfortable na din expressing himself towards me and it's definitely a welcome change. He talks real shit at hindi sya kagaya ng ibang guys na nakakausap at nakikilala ko na pa-goodboy at sobrang ingat na ingat sa akin. Maybe ayaw nila ako ma-offend or baka ma turn-off agad ako sa kanila? But for quite some time I was hoping for somebody to treat me like an adult. Sa totoo lang, a non-filtered convo doesn't really bother me anymore.

Dan chats the way he is in person... direct to the point and full of confidence. May mga hirit sya na minsan bastos and he's not holding back when cursing pero hinahayaan ko lang sya. I wanted him to be himself sa akin.

The next day was Saturday and I didn't have much anything planned for the day. Eventually, I got bored so I went for lunch with some of my old friends and did some light shopping at Bugis market for pasalubongs. Dan and I kept our communication throughout the entire day. I decided not to bother Christian anymore and kept my distance after learning about his girlfriend. So, I turned to Dan and he was happy to give me some tips and guides travelling around SG."Huwag kamaniwalakay Christian,saakin kamakinig..."mga hirit pa nya.

Later that afternoon, Dan shared a screencap of a group chat ng mga tropa nila, the same group that I met during last night's Makansutra dinner. Dan was teasing Christian about asking permission kung pwede ba daw nya ako 'pormahan'. You can really tell naman na pabiro naman yung way ng pagkakasabi nya. Most of the guys were chiming in, binubuyo si Christian, inaasar si Dan etc...

Dan told me na kinukuha nya lang daw reaction ni Christian so that he can share that with me. Christian was obviously irritated and he's being sarcastic pa by wishing Dan some good luck and bluntly warning Dan that he knows me very well and sure na hindi ko daw sya papatulan. Christian never introduced me as his ex-girlfriend so parang nagtataka yung mga friends nya kasi obvious daw na masyado daw syang affected at napipikon.

I'm not even sure why but I was thrilled by his alarmed reaction. I don't hate Christian. He didn't do anything wrong naman. He didn't cheat on me when we were together (maybe..., I don't know) and in fact, his true intentions towards me were pure- He doesn't want to lose me as a friend despite na he's dating somebody else na. He wanted us to be like Ross and Rachel.

Unfortunately, I wasn't in the right mind at that time. I was being bitter and vindictive. I wanted him to feel the way I felt about him and Nat. I don't know why and I don't have any reason for feeling that way. In my mind, It felt like Christian was sticking it into my face na he had moved on and he's dating a better girl... kahit alam kong hindi naman talaga yun ang intention nya. Basta, I wish I could explain further where my head was and my feelings back then.

Dan sort of suggested na we should meet up kahit pa-picture lang na magkasama kami just to tease Christian more and shut his friends up na walang bilib sa kanya. The right thing to do was, of course, to easily turn him down and let him know that I'm not interested in being used for some silly prank.

But then again my emotions are overwhelming me and I wasn't thinking very clearly so I agreed to meet him. Dan suggested na I should dress something different and wanted me to look hot. Sobrang polluted yung mind ko so I went straight to shop for some tube top (which I don't normally wear at that time) and afterwards went back to my hotel to get myself ready. Looking back, it's crazy to think na I was doing all that effort to make Christian jealous... an ex-boyfriend na wala namang talagang ginagawang masama sa akin. Where in reality, I was completely overlooking the fact na I was about to go out on a date with a guy like Dan.

Dan asked me to meet him sa Clark Quay (Gimik spot in SG) which is actually just a few minutes cab ride away from my hotel. He was all smiles when I met him wearing just a normal polo shirt & jeans.

"Tara picture na so I can go home and rest na…"I told him agad even though I was expecting naman to hang out with him for a while.

"Ikotikot muna tayo,kahitdrinks lang. Sayangnaman pormamo eh..."Hirit nya. So we stroll for a bit, showing me around Clark Quay which is surprisingly not so crowded and for a Saturday night. It seems like he knows where to go so sinusundan ko lang sya.

Suddenly he's greeting some guy na lang bigla sabay pakilala sa akin. Mga workmates nya daw are there hanging out at kung okay lang daw na maki-join kami. I figured it out na meeting his workmates there wasn't a happy accident where in fact he's trying to parade me as his date in front of them.

I was staring at Dan with my 'taray' look, letting him know na I also knew what he's trying to do. He was looking back at me like he's begging for me to go along with it. Of course, ang rude naman to turned them all down... so when we all sat down, bumulong agad ako kay Dan na"Ikaw ah... kaya pala dito mo sinabi na magmeet...kaya pala..."

Dan's friends are cool naman at may mga girls din so mejo naging at ease naman ako kahit na at times I caught some of the other guys are staring at me, probably wondering why a girl like me hanging out with a guy like Dan. Later on, Dan handed over his phone to someone, asked him to take a photo of just me and him seating side by side. Afterwards, He leaned over close to me to share his phone screen as he sends over those photos sa group chat nila.

Enjoy naman kami sa mga replies ng ibang friends nya. We know that Christian has seen the pictures pero he's not responding at mas lalo syang kinakatyawan ng lahat. A few minutes later, my phones buzzed and it was Christian calling me. I remember holding my phone with my paarte na OMG face, proudly showing to Dan who's calling me. Dan told me not to answer the call para daw mas lalo syang ma siraan ng ulo.

After a while, I started to feel a little tipsy and Dan pulled me away sa group so that we can hang out just ourselves. We just sat there at the steps along the river then kwentuhan at chikahan lang mostly about Christian. He confessed na he kind of knew something about me and Christian pero ayaw nalang nya i-open up. Classic move na kunwari may sasabihin sabay babawiin na wag nalang. Of course, ako naman nacucurious so back and forth kami na kinukulit ko sya kung ano yung gusto nya i-share sa akin.

Dan shared a particular drinking session of their group happened a few years back. Pinilit daw nila na lasingin si Christian para magkwento tungkol sa sexlife nila ni Nat (Nathalie). Christian shared to them na wild daw si Nathalie sa bed, complete opposite ng ex-gf nya na sobrang conservative(which is me). He added na marami daw syang firsts with Nat like blowjobs etc.... Christian kind of insulted me pa about me being too uptight and childish and partially blaming me for not able fully enjoy the craziness of college life as much as others did.

I was stunned of course and I didn't know how to respond after hearing all of that. Nangaasar pa sya na masyado naman daw akong madamot at pinahirapan si Christian about sex kaya daw naghanap na ng iba. My insecurities started to reel in kahit alam kong mejo sinasadya or ginagatungan nya lang yung issues namin ni Christian. Ako naman si gaga na feeling emotional so I kept defending my principles and explained to him na I was young then and sobrang immature.

From then on, naging topic na namin ang sex. He's being upfront sa mga words na ginagamit nya and to my surprise hindi naman ako na-ooffend. Thanks to his never-ending na pang gagatong, he got me to the point na napapaamin nya ako to some personal stuff that I don't normally share with anyone. In fact, I don't even have to defend myself...

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August 19, 2021 (1 year ago)

and the rest was history

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August 19, 2021 (1 year ago)

Welcome back friend ms J. Stay safe always


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August 19, 2021 (1 year ago)

medyo nabitin ako. i hope may kasunod.

ah basta. wala lang.

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August 19, 2021 (1 year ago)

One of the best stories I've ever read. Natapos ko na to pero ansarap pa dn basahin ulit. Didn't know your here too Ms. Stellagirl

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August 19, 2021 (1 year ago)

welcome back madam sana matuloy na

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August 19, 2021 (1 year ago)

Powerful word " eat me lang "

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August 19, 2021 (1 year ago)

Uy nandito pala to nawala na yung nasa reddit

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August 19, 2021 (1 year ago)

Welcome back! Your's is one of the best written story I've read. Keep writing!

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August 20, 2021 (1 year ago)

Ito ang naging insperasyon ko sa mga pinag-gagawa ko sa sa naging sex slave ko.

DM lang TG: @Itedakimasu

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