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Why Can't I Reach The Seventh Heaven???

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Confession: True Story, Tagalog · Categories: Mature, Reluctance, Romance, One Night Stand · Tags: , , ,
Date: July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)


Hello everyone. I am a silent reader here for quite some time using my friends account. Ngayon lang nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob gumawa ng sariling account para mag storytelling kuno about my few experience at the same time magtanong.

Remind ko lang po mga ma'am at sir, i am not a writer so pag madaming error don't judge and bear with me instead.

Anyway, i'm a single mom and on my late 30's. Wala din ako nakarelasyon for the longest time, sabi nga ng mga kaibigan ko baka daw magsara na ang butas ko..ahahaha!

But to be honest i only had sex with four guys during my younger years. And after how many years may nakasex ako last year and isa ulit this year, which i don't know if matatawag bang sex kasi hindi totally nag penetrate. So all in all i had 6 sexperience.

Unahin ko muna yung 20 years ago. Sa apat obviously ay tatay ng anak ko ang isa sa kanila at siya ang nakauna, pero hiniwalayan ko because of a third party.
The second one was the unexpected but "memorable" one night stand with a friend of a friend. That happened just months after giving birth. Why memorable? Kasi feeling ko mas na enjoy makipagsex with that guy compare to my first experience. Mas masakit pa nga din kesa ng time na made-virginized ako. Well, para na din naman pala talaga akong virgin ulit since kakatahi lang ng pepe ko kasi nga kakapanganak lang..ahahaha. That guy is huge 8-9inches!!! Umpisa nga natakot pa ako kasi pangalawang beses pa lang makakita ng adult male sex organ at totoo yung mapapatanong talaga kung magkakasya ba pag ipinasok. Infarness to me kinaya naman pero sobrang sakit na napaiyak at nag bleed pa talaga ako.
The third one was with a friend of a friend again, but later on naging long time partner ko sadly he's gone.
It happened months apart dun sa second sexperience. And again nag bleed ako kasi malaki din mga 7inches. Sorry hindi ko naman kasi minimeasure kahit na gusto kong sukatin..ahahaha.
The fourth one was with a short time bf. FYI: pinagsabay ko si guy #3 at guy #4 hindi po threesome ha. Jowa ko lang sila pareho.
I still remember hindi ako nakipag sex sa kanila ng same week. I mean pag si guy #3 this week, the following week naman si guy #4. Nagkikita kami and had sex with each of them 1-2x a week lang. Tumagal ng ganun ang set up na ginawa ko for almost a year until i decided to broke up with the 4th guy and be with the 3rd guy.
By the way si guy #4 ay may on-off girlfriend pala na nagdodoctor at huli ko ng nalaman. Hindi po kasi ako pumapatol sa mga committed na because i know the feeling na niloloko at nasasaktan ang babae. The only funny thing was that guy knew na may iba ako and it's ironic na galit ako sa mga cheater but then i become one of them..I can say that it was just a phase in my life. A one time thing that should never ever to be repeated.

Hindi ko po jinajustify ang nagawa ko but i feel like i did those things that time because i was only in my teens. Yes, bata po akong lumandi at naging tanga. And i also think its for the father of my child, for him to see na kayang kaya ko din siyang palitan at makakuha ng mas higit sa kanya. Feeling ko din nasaktan ang ego ko, kasi hindi sa pagmamayabang ipinagpalit lang din naman po ako dun pa sa mas higit pa din ako.

Going back, si guy #4 na ang nakasama ko for more than a decade until he passed away.
I'm not married and never been married to anyone, though i was offered many times pero tinatanggihan ko po talaga. In my mind kasi it is just a piece of paper na magtatali sa dalawang taong "nagmamahalan".
But what if the time comes umayaw na ng isa because he/she fell out of love or found someone new or whatever reason there is, mahihirapan ang isa makawala legally dahil lang sa papel na sinasabing kasal sila?!.
So no to marriage but still i'm not closing my windows este doors pala.
This is my own opinion so please kindly respect it po.

Fastforward to 2020 during quarantine.
After being single for 7years may nakilala akong 2 guys online. I won't say it na lang where flatform i've met them, because who knows baka nandito din pala sila so just to be s...

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User Not Found
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

madami mga girls and inorgasmic pero nag cum pag nag sarili. ganun din ako minsan. kelangan lang din focus. kelangan din sabihin mo sa guy . may ibang guy kasi na magaling at labasan ka muna ng 2-3x bago ka pasukin. minsan yung iba ok na sa kanila na d labasan basta tapos ka na. iba2 din ang mga lalaki meron selfish, meron mapagbigay.. dapat kasi patas ang laban, di ba.

mind over matter

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clingy_moonchild
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

To be fair dun sa dalawang guy hindi sila selfish. They wanted me to cum first bago sila. Sasabihin ko if ever may next time pa with guy #5.

Thank you ma'm and keep safe.

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reader000
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

Iba iba kasi ang guy yung iba d na naiisip na dapat labasan muna babae gusto sila na agad hahaha gaya ko i wont penetrate my partner hanggat d sya nagoorgasmo. Mas masarap pa din oag maririnig mong lalabasan na ung babae kasi in the end kaya pa nyan labasan pag penenetrate na.

DISCREET GUY.

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rednaxel947
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

I agree with you

rednaxel947

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Jon06
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

Your question why hindi ka nag cum for me may hinahanap kang kakaiba na hindi mailabas ung libog mo na mag papa cum sayo siguro ganun para sakin or hindi lang marunong ung mga nka sex mo malibog sila oo pero hindi nila tintignan or pinakiki ramdaman kung nilabasan ka man or hindi basta mahalaga sa kanila eh ung mka raos lang kahit maiwan kang bitin...try to find something ung mkaka pag pataas mg libog mo sa sex pag nakita mo un dun mo malalaman ang kaibahan

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clingy_moonchild
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

Thank you sir. I really appreaciate this.
Stay safe.

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iamsinful
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

I agree with Jon06 na di p nila nkuha un pinakakiliti mo... or ikaw mismo ang pumipigil nito... maybe you have to loosen... ienjoy mo... go witj the flow... or tell them what you really want... pero tingin ko mas expectation vs reality nangyayari sa yo... meaning you are expecting too much from your partner na hindi nila nagagawa... the thing is di nman sila manghuhula para malaman gusto mo... kaya tell it to your next partner... and ask yourself... ano b tlga gusto mo

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rednaxel947
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

That's right. Sang-ayon ako sau.

rednaxel947

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demonicman666
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

Parang ganyan din storya ng dating kachat ko dami na rin nakatalik pero never naranasan mag orgasm

Malibog pero di Manyak hahaha

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junkabul
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

Ang kasagutan sa tanong mo ay maaaring ikaw lang din ang makakasagot.

Sa dami nang iyong nakarelasyon o nakatalik mo, pero never mo na-feel ang sarap ng 7th heaven.

Bakit? Yon na ang malaking tanong.

In my own opinion, hindi mo siguro na feel ang true satisfaction sa sex, maaaring dahil sa lahat nang nakatalik mo ay gusto kalang nila maiyot.

Kung mameet mo na si right guy na mahal mo and the guy truly deserves your love at mahal ka rin namat at maunawain pa.... masasabi kong satisfaction sa sex will never be an issue sa inyong relasyon.

You will never appreciate a simple composition not unless you have created a single piece of work.

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Mr.M
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

Very deep ang confession mo.So many factors to consider why your not reaching orgasm with those ginourmus appendeges.

Minsan na namatay pero muli nabuhay

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clingy_moonchild
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

Namis understood po yata confession ko. Just to be clear dun lang sa two recent guys ako hindi nag orgasm. But dun sa apat okay naman ako.

Someone pm'd me na baka nanibago at nahihiya ako sa kanila dahil bago ko lang sila kilala. Not to be hypocrite pero hindi din po kasi ako sanay sa casual sex or one night stand. Sabi ko nga after those four experience i chose to stayed with guy #3 na naging long time partner ko, 15years to be exact.

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User Not Found
July 27, 2021 (2 months ago)

Sana ol single and free. Bakit ba weekness or masprepared nila tlaga ng mga girls mga matured na lalaki? Dalawang beses din ako nagkaroon ng mu na masbata sa akin at sinasabi ko nman sa knila maganda kung kaedad nila ang sagot lang saken e gusto raw nila yung matatawag na dad. Ang gulo talagabng mundo. Mam author hndi ko pa tpos basahin nasa work p kasi ako

Mr. Incredible Hulk

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terbx12
July 31, 2021 (1 month ago)

Siguro, plain lang ang intercourse nyo? Did you have dirty talks that time? Foreplays? Hindi ko tinitigilan sa foreplay partner ko hanggat di sya nilalabasan. Nasa flow din ni guy. Dapat alam nya pano i-focus yung atensyon mo sa nangyayari. Para sakin, dapat babae lang ang nasasarapan for like 15-20 mins or even an hour. Kasi yun yung goal. Lalo na't may mahihirap mag climax na babae. Try to sumbit yourself more sa partner mo. Or naiilang ka pa since putol-putol ang intercourse nyo

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