M
E
N
U

Infidelities

Posted in
Confession: True Story, Taglish · Categories: Fetish · Tags: ,
Date: June 13, 2021 (1 month ago)


This entry is a post I made on my own blog. Most of my writings there I post here as well. So here you go:

=========

This is just me rambling. I was not feeling well so I slept all day. It's 12 AM PH time as I begin writing this. Gising na gising ang isip ko - I guess it's time for some introspection.

I'm obsessed with making sure everything is tidied up. I have lists in my head of things that only make sense to me. A few minutes ago while taking a bath, I started thinking about the number of times I've committed infidelities in my marriage not because I want to do it again but because I want to keep tally. So far my numbers are:

Total body count: 35
Women I've had sex with who were married: 6
Women I've had sex with who had boyfriends: 2
Women I've had sex with other than my wife after I got married: 3

That being said, I still like to think that, for the most part, I am a good guy. I mean I don't go out of my way to hurt or take advantage of people.

In my work as a freelancer, I make sure to help train new people sa pag-transition nila into this line of work. I also help out SMEs lalo na nung nag-hit ang pandemic. I did a lot of pro-bono work to help local stores dito sa amin in transitioning to digital marketing. I am a good father and a wonderful husband - at least I try to be. I make sure my family is well provided for and that they never have to want anything.

My daughter adores me. My wife loves me. I'd like to believe she does, anyway. I mean we don't fight but it has been different since we had our daughter. I don't blame her - she has an 8 to 5 job. When she gets home she still has to be a mom to our baby girl. It can be a lot.

As much as I try not to mingle, I can't help it. As per my close female friends: my personality tends to lead me into unexpected relationships. "Mabait and maasikaso ka kasi. You're very smart and considerate...

About the Author :

Joined: July 29, 2020 (1 year old)
Writings: 20
Male  ·  Offline
Description:
You can call me a player back in the day but I've mellowed down a lot since then. I'm here to purge my conscience so to speak. I have a lot of stories to tell about my sex life and it's a good thing that I actually write for a living.

Oh and I do tie up my partners with rope.
7  ·  24  ·  4  ·  1,412
 · 

Comments
S
sonching
June 13, 2021 (1 month ago)

You are obviously a serial cheater since you cheated 3x in just 4 years.  Imagine if it was the other way around. What would you feel?

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 14, 2021 (1 month ago)

thanks for your comment.

to answer your question: i would feel cheated. that's why you don't reveal these things to your partner to save yourself from the trauma and yes, I am a serial cheater. I never said I'm not.

Reply  ·  Like (2)  ·  Report
guitarer
June 24, 2021 (1 month ago)

You're telling it like pinapagalitan mo siya. Magulang ka ba niya? Shut the F up with your moral compass BS.

Reply  ·  Like (1)  ·  Report
blairann08
June 14, 2021 (1 month ago)

No judgement here, but nakaramdam ka ba ng guilt for once kasi ako when I cheated nakaramdam ako, kaso sadyang magulo mundo ko nung mga panahon na yun, pero I know cheating is cheating no matter reason pa ang gawin natin.

Reply  ·  Like (1)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 14, 2021 (1 month ago)

yep. some secrets you just have to take with you to the grave

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
Doublemeplease
June 15, 2021 (1 month ago)

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
Doublemeplease
June 15, 2021 (1 month ago)

Puta ka lng talaga profsadist, lalaking pokpok. Anong iniiyak mo sa post mo na ito? Lowkey you’re confused if u’r taking the right path.. lahat naman ng nilalabasan may konting pagsisisi dahil pagod lang napala mo si libog. 🤣🤣🤣 but dear, i’m sure sa gabi pag tinawag ka na ng laman your numbers will rise exponentially sooner or later kasi manyak ka talaga, you’re built that way. 😜

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 16, 2021 (1 month ago)

Thanks for the comment but I'm not crying brad - introspection lang yan.

in·tro·spec·tion
/ˌintrəˈspekSH(ə)n/
noun
the examination or observation of one's own mental and emotional processes.

Philosophically, I believe that we only become more of ourselves as we get older. We can change a little here and there pero the fundamental pieces of who we are will influence who we are as an individual as we advance in age.

If you liked reading as I did when I was younger chances are, you will only become more of a book lover as you age but now you have the means to buy your own books, build your own library, and go to book signings at your leisure.

The same is true with one's love for women.

Man, this train of thought just gave me an idea for a project I'm working on. Thanks for this. Cheers.

Like (4)  ·  Report
LeonAguila
June 14, 2021 (1 month ago)

35 lang? mahina

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 14, 2021 (1 month ago)

thanks for the comment but it's not a competition and i prefer quality over quantity

Reply  ·  Like (1)  ·  Report
Alpha.mate
June 15, 2021 (1 month ago)

Do you also tie up your wife? Or sa other women mo lang ginagawa yon?

Tall, dark & ripped.

Reply  ·  Like (1)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 16, 2021 (1 month ago)

Sadly, my wife is not as open minded as I am...

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
User Not Found
June 16, 2021 (1 month ago)

men are polygamous by nature. and some women cheat too. This is the reality of life. we are influenced by media (tv, novels, tabloids, etc) right when we were young. i can't blame an adulterous man or any wife. what i can see in this generation, is cheating has become ordinary thing, not a big deal to many. as one friend narrated a story of a man who caught his wife cheating, he just said, "thanks for making my wife happy in my absence." Maybe cheaters find it more pleasurable to cheat. there's thrill, adventure, mix emotions. the thought of making something mischievous and not getting caught, maybe this gives somekind of achievement. However to some, cheating is cheating, no matter how much pleasurable it is. It can hurt the ones we love most and can even destroy our most cherished relationship. Well, before doing such, why not think one hundred times of the consequence. Then do it, or try to evade temptations. kaso ang hirap kasi. masarap ang bawal. sapagkat tayo at tao lamang.

Like (4)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 17, 2021 (1 month ago)

You are right: cheating is cheating.

I will remind you though that we are, at the very core, anima*s. Every living being has a natural mandate: to procreate and unless you're an amoeba, you do it by having sex.

Society lang naman ang nagdidictate that we should be monogamous. Monogamy itself goes against our very nature as apes. Of course, it has its benefits: a close-knit family, a lifetime companion, a home.

Reply  ·  Like (1)  ·  Report
YotEh
June 16, 2021 (1 month ago)

A wonderful husband and a good guy? You have a fucked-up sense and definition of the term. Hope your daughter never met someone like you. She adores you? If she only knew.

Reply  ·  Like (1)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 16, 2021 (1 month ago)

and thus my daughter will NEVER know.

before anything else, let me just say that I'm much too old, rich, and happy with my life to bother myself with insects like you but I am going to make an exception. having said that... ang linis mo naman sir given that you're on this site reading these stories. hahaha! look around you retard, we're all sinners here.  

you have the gall to dump shit sa comment section ng isang sex story site? DDS na DDS ang galawan. matapang ka lang dahil you're wearing your armor of anonymity.

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
Borealis
June 19, 2021 (1 month ago)

What i liked about those times when i was with someone else was the secrecy. I would meet up with the guy, fuck, eat out if we dared, and then go home with no one ever knowing what just happened. I don't know if it's just me but i really like keeping a secret life and then acting like a proper lady in front of everyone else. It feels like a game where i always win.

Reply  ·  Like (2)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 25, 2021 (1 month ago)

You get a certain thrill out of living a double-life, true. Anyone who has not done anything forbidden will never know it pero who hasn't? wala namang malinis sa atin pero madaming naglilinis linisan pero pag nakalabit, bibigay naman.

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
GMSky
June 22, 2021 (1 month ago)

Sir ProfSadist, just a question lng po, what would you do if you found out that you're being cheated by your partner? What's the first thing that you think will come up to your mind? Just asking lng po sir.

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 25, 2021 (1 month ago)

I would feel cheated. There's no other way to look at it and the first thing that would come to mind is that I probably deserved it.

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
Joshhh
June 23, 2021 (1 month ago)

F*—boy…. yern! Awit 🤣

Reply  ·  Like (1)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 25, 2021 (1 month ago)

I did not say I wasn't, love.

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
guitarer
June 24, 2021 (1 month ago)

I admire and respect this post bro. I feel like I've connected with you on so many levels. Although I'm still not married to my fiancee, I have been a serial cheater on our 7 years of relationship. I have been diagnosed with mild depression and I am also a sex addict which started on my first year of college.

I have ways been a good provider for her and our immediate families despite the fact that I only have a 9-5 to support my finances. I have never hurt anyone or wished ill on anybody but.. yun nga, grabe ang tawag ng laman pag nag take over sa yo.

I know I'm not going to heaven( if thats even real) and I'll definitely take this with me to the grave but wherever you are, I wish I could share this cold pint of beer I'm drinking right now.

Nga pala, I'm a semi-DDS guy but I'm not a stupid fanatic. I take my inspiration from Franco Mabanta.

Cheers!

Reply  ·  Like (1)  ·  Report
ProfSadist
June 25, 2021 (1 month ago)

I'm glad this resonated with you pre. No one is perfect - it so happened that this is the part where we fail. To anyone reading this, that last statement is not an excuse. Cheating is still cheating and the worst thing you can do in a loving relationship; That statement is simply an admission of weakness.

Life is what it is. Do your best and hurt no one. Of course, what you don't know won't hurt you as they say so yes, let us take our secrets to the grave and leave smiles and happy thoughts to the ones we love.

Political affiliations aside, let's share a pint then. PM is key.

Reply  ·  Like (0)  ·  Report
Add New Comment
M E N U
Recent Comments