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Simula nung sinabi ko sa isa kong confession about some people asking me kung ilan na ba ang naka-sex ko, napapaisip na din ako kung ilan na nga ba sila since I lost my virginity twenty-eight years ago.

Yes, I know some of you are now doing some mental calculation and guessing how old I am. Well, my username should say it all, that is, if I live to be a hundred years old.

So, I was already working when that powerful tool of a penis finally penetrated my not-so virgin pussy. Not-so virgin in the sense na college palang ako nadilaan at nakain naman na sya at nilabasan na din ng ilang beses. Pero hanggang dun lang ang naranasan ko with my college boyfriend na si Arem.

I consider Arem as my "one-that-got-away" guy. Siguro kung pumayag lang ako na makantot ni Arem when I was in my senior year in college, malamang isang titi lang ang natikman ko at wala din ako dito sa FSS ngayon. And I would have been enjoying the bliss of a happy married life with two kids, maybe. Or maybe not.

Anyhow, the day someone broke my hymen will forever be engraved in my head.

December 24.

And the circumstances?

Here goes.

To begin with, ka-officemate ko ang unang titing nakapasok sa aking puke. He was four years older than me. He had two kids, though hindi pa sila kasal noon nung ka-partner nya. I worked in Accounting, he worked in Logistics. Given the nature of our jobs, hindi maiwasang may interaction kami everyday. Plus, may pool tricycle kami every morning on workdays. (Hindi uso ang pool car sa probinsya kung saan ako unang nag-work.) 'Yon ang naging daan kung paano kami naging close at kung paanong ako mismo ang humila sa kanya papasok ng kwarto para tuluyang i-surrender ang aking pinagkakaingatang puri.

Yes, you read it right. Kung gaano ako ka-determined na tumanggi kay Arem, ganun naman ako ka-eager nagpakantot kay Arcee.

Unang tingin ko palang kasi kay Arcee, nalaglag na panty ko sa pagkalalake nya. Mapang-akit na mga mata, ngiting "nagdala'g come here" kung tawagin namin sa Bisaya at amoy ng perfume na nakakapanghina ng wastong pag-iisip. Dagdag din siguro 'yong mas matanda sya sa akin at may dalawa na syang anak so parang given na 'yong mas madami syang alam in the art of seduction. And sex.

Long story short, sabay nang putukan para salubungin ang Pasko ay pinutok din ni Arcee ang kanyang tamod sa loob ng aking sinapupunan. Sa mismong nirentahan kong kwarto. And it hurt like hell. Napaluha ako sa sakit. I told him to stop nung unang kadyot palang but he didn't listen. Tanda ko, half ng katawan ko nasa ere na sa ibabaw ng aking higaan kakausog para lang mailabas ang titi nya, pero hinahabol din nya ang katawan ko until nilabasan sya.

After he came, I told him to just go and when I saw the blood stains on my bedsheet, I cried some more. At hindi na naulit 'yon. Not until years later, nung nagkita kami uli. That time, syempre wala na ang sakit. Puro sarap nalang.

That week after nung nagyari sa amin ni Arcee, sumakay ako ng barko pauwi sa aming probinsya sa Mindanao to spend the rest of the holidays. I was working in Cebu back then. Katabi ko sa cot ang isang lalake who was on his way home to Iligan for the holidays din. Nalaman ko 'yan dahil narinig kong sinabi nya dun sa lalakeng kausap nya. Connecting trip 'yong barkong sinakyan ko, Cebu-Iligan-Ozamis. Nasa lower deck kami nun.

Cute sya, until now tanda ko itsura nya. At friendly ako, so you should know what happened next.

Syempre, hi - hello muna. And the talking started. Napag-alaman kong he was a student in one of the well-known universities in Cebu, taking up Engineering. At halos magkasing-edad lang kami. He was a Muslim and his name was Rashid. Rashid and I talked about random things, exchanged landline numbers (hindi pa naisilang ang mobile phones nun) until we decided to call it a night.

And under my blanket, that was how it all started. Yes, we kissed and groped. But that was just it. Walang nilabasan kasi mahirap ang kalagayan namin baka magising 'yong nasa katabing deck. Nagpa-init lang kami, kumbaga. And I thought that was really just it until I received a phone call from him before January ended. Back to Cebu na ako that time. And so was he.

I can't remember saan kami nag-meet-up but I remember the name of the motel we checked in.

Hope Pension House.

Rashid came from a well-off family in Iligan, that was what I gathered from our previous conversation sa barko. So hindi problema sa kanya ang pambayad sa motel. Ayoko naman mag-offer ng pambayad kahit may sweldo na ako, sya nag-aya eh.

Pareho kaming konti palang ang experience sa larangan ng sex. Walang foreplay, itinutok agad ni Rashid ang titi nya sa kepyas ko. Nasa bukana palang, ramdam ko ang sakit agad. Akala ko wala ng sakit kasi pang-second time ko na 'yon dapat na may penetration. Pero masakit pa din pala. I told him huwag na ituloy. Ayoko na, masakit eh. Siguro ramdam din nya na masikip at siguro nasaktan din sya kasi di na sya kumontra. Instead, he asked me to give him a blowjob which I willingly obliged. Hindi man ako eksperto tsumupa noon pero tinuruan ako ni Arem kung paano gawin 'yon. At nilabasan naman si Rashid, so that was all that mattered. But that was our first and last sexcapade ni Rashid. We never communicated again after that.

Back to my office routine ako.

This time, kaofficemate ko pa din naman si Arcee but hanggang dun nalang kami. We were civil in our daily encounters but I could sense his desire to do it again with me. Ayoko nalang.

Then may nanligaw sa akin galing sa ibang department, HR sa sub-contractor namin.

Encee was a flirt in all sense of the word. Tanda ko nun, sisilip sya sa office namin at sisigaw, "Hi!", sabay dugtong ng palayaw ko. Kahit andun ang boss namin, hindi sya nahihiya. He was popular among the girls sa office namin kasi super friendly sya. But yeah yeah, he only had eyes for me, sabi nila.

Again, long story short, bumigay ako sa panliligaw nya and a year and two months later, I gave birth to our son.

Fast forward to four years after I gave birth, naghiwalay din kami ni Encee. Irreconcilable differences, para sosyal. Though, it was really because of his drug issues. And I was young and had fallen out of love.

The separation wasn't easy, trust me. Months of crying in my sleep dahil ako ang umalis ng bahay, leaving behind our four-year old son with his grandparents. Bahay nila eh, mahirap din kung si Encee ang paalisin ko.

With just a backpack full of my clothes, I flew to Manila with my former boss waiting for me at the airport.

While we were at the planning stage ng "escape" ko from Cebu, nag-offer ang dating boss ko to let me stay sa condo nya habang maghahanap ako ng sariling matitirhan. And he also offered me a position sa head office namin. All went well as planned, until that day na inaya ako ng boss ko na manood ng sine sa Greenbelt.

My former boss was four years older than me. And he took good care of me during the time na nakatira ako sa kanya. And then Greenbelt happened.

Blame it sa sobrang lamig sa loob ng sinehan, I leaned unto my boss' shoulder to get some heat. And so heated we were. Hindi na tinapos ang panonood, umuwi na sa condo and six years of pent up sexual desires were finally released.

Yes, for six years na boss ko si Geeyu, pinagnasahan ko sya every single day na magkasama kami sa office. And he knew about it even before we had sex. Which was why he offered to take me in temporarily when I decided to fly to Manila. (This one I knew after we had our first fuck. Ha! I was that obvious.)

Geeyou was the first guy who gave me my first orgasm through penetration. Malinaw na malinaw pa sa isipin ko how it happened. I was sitting on top of him sa chair, facing him. And he asked me ride him, up, down, slow, fast, faster, while he cupped my breasts and sucked my nipples. Oh man! That was a blast.

For a time, naging private joke namin ang woman on top na phrase. He would never fail to tease me, "Ah favorite nimo, di ba?". Oh yes, woman on top is my top favorite sex position, mapakama o mapaupuan.

Sex with Geeyou was great. He definitely knew how to please me with his fingers, his tongue and most definitely with his cock. And he was tall, 5'11" I think, and well-built, so he could carry me while fucking me, introduced me to sex positions that Encee hadn't. But I was young and a hopeless romantic. After three or four times with him, I decided to end the sex part. I was just his temporarily release kasi 'yong girlfriend nya nun was in Cebu and would only fly to Manila once a month.

That was when I started to explore deeper the online chat universe of mIRC.

Free and alone in the busy metropolitan with lots of men offering sexual gratification, I had my first real taste of random sex and a series of one-night-stands. Yong tipong nag-chat lang kayo saglit tapos tatawag na sa landline at mag-agree na agad na mag-meet somewhere to have sex.

I was your typical "shy-on-the-streets-sexy-under-the-sheets" girl. Prim and proper, naka-slacks or naka-long skirt sa office pero pagdating ng weekends, nakapekpek shorts at nagpapalaway ng dede. I don't have big breasts, but I like them as they are and love flaunting them.

Yosi. Alak. Sex. Yan ang buhay ko kapag weekends nun, though not in that particular order.

First guy I hooked up with was a rower from Davao. Try as I might but I could not remember his name. Ang tanda ko lang, he was a student in one of the colleges sa Manila. We meet somewhere sa Makati area and checked in sa isang motel. Di ko na din tanda ang name ng motel pero tanda ko, sya ang nagbayad.

We had sex but I did not enjoy it. Hindi masarap. Napagod lang ako. Nung kinain nya ako, wala akong naramdamang sarap maybe because naka-postiso sya. I dunno, basta wala akong naramdamang ano mang kiliti, period. Pinatigil ko nalang sya sa pagkain sa akin kasi wala talaga. He then carried me and fucked me until he was done.

After that we said goodbye and went our separate ways. Didn't see each other again but months after that, nakita ko sya sa Greenbelt. We watched the same movie at nakita kong may kasama syang lalaki. At nakasandal sya dito. Kung ano sila, your guess is as good as mine.

Next hook-up was another student, graduating sya nun at may girlfriend. Virgin si gf at ayaw sa pre-marital sex so eto si guy naghanap ng ibang parausan. Met-up and checked in sa motel. The works. But hindi kami nagkasundo sa paggamit ng condom.

Ever since I got devirginized, hindi ko talaga bet ang condom. I love it raw. Bareback.

Pero ayaw nya, gusto nya mag-condom kami. Siguro takot sya , baka may sakit ako, di ba? I told him I was on pills so unwanted pregnancy was out of the question. But he won't budge. So we ended up giving oral to each other, para naman masulit ang bayad nya sa motel. And he had the smallest dick I ever had my mouth on.

Then my roommate introduced me to her boyfriend who was also with his roommate na way younger than us. The roommate's name was Nelson.

As I said, I put on a totally different persona on weekends. And in one of those weekends, after downing a couple of beer barrels sa Arts Venue, we ended up in a motel room. Me, my roommate, her boyfriend and Nelson.

Talk about swapping and foursome? Well, nung panahong 'yon hindi ko pa alam ang mga terms na 'yan and I was not that "sexually educated" then so, no, we didn't do any of those things. Unfortunately.

But I was horny. (Blame it on the alcohol that was enjoying its stay in my body.)

I did something unthinkable. Hinila ko si Nelson papasok ng banyo at pinahiga sa tiled floor. Hinubaran at naghubad na din ako. I mounted on him, let him suck my nipples. I enjoyed every second of what we were doing, enjoyed riding his young cock, until I had my sweet release. Of course, nilabasan din naman sya. Hindi naman ako selfish. But oh boy, he was still a teenager and I was in my late 20s. Somehow na-guilty din naman ako for robbing him of his innocence. I was his first.

Naulit 'yon nung sinama namin silang umakyat ng Baguio. Like I said, na-guilty ako kasi I was just using him for my own sexual release. So, after sa Baguio, I made it clear with him na hindi na mauulit 'yon. A few years later, nalaman ko from my roommate na naging bading si Nelson. How and why, I have no idea.

Balik mIRC na naman ako.

Next hook-up was an IT guy from Tondo. He was six years younger than me. Matangkad. Maitim. Singkit. At magaling sa kama. What started as a one night stand ended up with me meeting his family. And me going with him sometimes sa mga work assignments nya outside Manila. And it was during one of those work assignments na I experienced giving heads sa loob ng bus. We were both naughty and loved to explore. But we didn't last long. He became possessive and I liked my freedom. We parted ways as friends.

A few years later, nagkachat kami sa Facebook and he was happily married na but he said his love for me would always be there. "Kapag minahal mo ang isang tao, nakaukit na 'yan sa puso mo. Hindi na mawawala yan." His words. And let's call him El...

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teaSe.mE.eXe
Sunday, 21 February 2021 (5 days ago)

Hay Arem asa naman tawon ka dong? Kadtong gyod maoy gugmang tiunay hon. Hehehe! Makamingaw kaayo si RM asa na kaha to karon. Adto tas Gingoog beh ug hulman nato tos iyang asawa kadyot! 😜😜😜

Inang naging birhen muli

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MidLifeCrisis
Sunday, 21 February 2021 (5 days ago)

Hahaha! Ayaw tawn to hisguti hon, basin member to diri unsaon nalang :D

And.I.Care.Not.

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