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May nagtanong sa akin kung ilang lalake na ang naka-sex ko.

Does the count of sexual partners really matter kung ang pagitan naman ng kantutan ay months or years? Or does that number even matter at all?

Well, hindi ko alam sa kanila, but there are two things I want to say to that. First, kopyahin natin si Jack Nicholson sa movie na "A Few Good Men", you can't handle the truth. Second, I've lost count or should I say, I stopped counting at three. Why three? Because the third guy I fucked gave me my first orgasm through penetration. It was one hell of an orgasm and he was my boss.

So yeah, 'wag na natin bilangin. Let's just move on.

After nung nangyari sa amin ni Rai at Jay ay lumipad na ako pabalik sa ibang bansa at balik CF na naman.

September of that same year, umuwi ako ng Pinas for good.

Yes, June palang kasi nag-submit na ako ng resignation hoping to make things work with N, akala ko lang kasi if hindi na LDR ay mag-work out kami. And yes uli, tanga-tanga ko. Hindi ko naman na pwedeng i-withdraw ang resignation ko nun kasi may na-hire na din silang kapalit ko, so go nalang tayo sa katangahang mag-resign na hindi planado ang lahat ng bagay.

Nanirahan ako sa Cebu at bumalik na naman sa FSS. Nagkaroon ng regular na kausap na taga-FSS din. It followed na regular ko na din syang ka-SOP. After a month or two, things went south with that guy. Long story short, I discovered something about him that broke my trust.

After him, wala na muna. Pinagpahinga ko muna ang aking puso at pussy. Nag-concentrate sa paghahanap ng trabaho. At salamat naman, nakahanap ako ng work sa isang BPO sa Cebu so life became a routine. Pero as ironic as it may sound, wala akong naka-sex na taga-Cebu. Kung kelan pwede akong manghatak ng lalake, saka naman hindi ko ginawa. At the back of my mind kasi nun, ayoko na muna ng commitment. Tsaka, 'yong office namin ay medyo isolated from all the other BPO offices kaya ang mga nakakasalamuha kong mga lalake ay 'yong mga kaofficemates ko lang din who were so much younger than me. Ayoko nun.

Pero may crush ako dun, he was younger than me by twelve years pero hindi ko sya nilandi. Kuntento na ako dun sa napapa-wet nya ang puke ko everytime na mag-usap kaming magkadikit ang mga upuan at minsan magkadikit ang mga braso. Minsan sinasadya kong idikit ang boobs ko sa braso nya. Hindi naman sya napalag. Maybe, he liked it too. I didn't dare to ask him though.

February 2016, nagkaroon ako ng pagkakataong lumuwas sa kabihasnan. May get-together kami with my close friends dito sa FSS. Syempre kapag may nag-aaya isa sa mga kaibigan ko dito, lumilipad ako kaagad. Bihira kasi kaming magkakasama sa iisang bansa, kaya I would always make sure na sasama ako sa gala. And of course, before ng flight ko papuntang Manila, inisip ko na dapat may maka-sex ako para mas lalong masulit ang aking airfare.

At si Paul nga 'yon. (Not his real name, of course. Gusto ko lang Paul ang ipangalan sa kanya dahil ultimate crush ko si Paul Walker. May his soul rest in peace.)

Twice kaming nagkita ni Paul from 2014 to 2015 pero parehong wholesome 'yong meet-ups na 'yon kasi una, may mga kasama kaming iba sa twing magkita kami at pangalawa, may asawa sya. After kasi kay Edward, I promised myself na hindi na makipaglandian sa may asawa. Mahirap na, mabilis pa naman akong mahulog even if the connection started with a simple SOP.

By the way, Paul has kids and he's younger than me by a few years.

Isa si Paul sa mga nakakapalitan ko ng private messages dito nung bago palang ako. But then sabi ko nga, pinigilan ko ang libog ko sa kanya kahit twice na kaming nagkita. Though this time around, I said to myself, what the heck, sex lang naman 'to.

So, that was when I formulated my plan. But no, hindi alam ni Paul 'yon. Hindi nya alam na pinagdasal kong sumipot sya sa meeting place and time na sinet namin for the get-together. At syempre, when he did show up sa MoA ng late lunch, na-excite ako at sa totoo lang, namamasa na ako while playing in my head the things I would do to him kapag kaming dalawa nalang sa kwarto.

Ha! Confident akong papayag syang ma-rape ko sya. Sabagay, sabi nga, palay na ang lumapit, hahayaan mo bang matuka ng iba.

Inubos namin ang buong maghapon sa MoA. Chikahan, nag-ikot ng walang direksyon.

Dinner time, we headed sa Makati kasi dun naka-check in 'yong mga kasama naming taga-probinsya din. But before we proceeded sa hotel nila, kumain muna kami sa may food fair dun. Nakalimutan ko na anong place 'yon pero iba't-ibang klaseng pagkain ang binibenta dun but we chose barbecue and grilled fish.

And the inevitable came, bedtime.

Ang paalam ni Paul sa kanila ay may meeting sya with some clients sa Manila at baka late na matapos ang meetings nya. So, he was not expected to go home that night.

It was true naman na may dinaan syang meeting bago sya nakipagkita sa amin. He was from one of the provinces sa Luzon. Tuwang-tuwa ako na nagpaalam pala syang baka hindi makakauwi. At dahil hindi kami nakabook pareho kasi sinadya kong hindi magpabook, we decided na kumuha ng isang room dun sa mismong hotel kung saan nakabook ang aming mga kasama. Unfortunately, fully-booked ang hotel na 'yon so we had to look for another place. And then, I remembered malapit lang dun 'yong hotel kung saan ako dinala ni Rai. So we went there. And there we slept. Or not.

It was really awkward at first. Hindi kasi inexpect na Paul na may plans pala ako to have sex with him that night. I remember ang tagal nyang tinigasan. Hindi daw kasi na-condition ang mind nya and if I remember correctly, he had sex with his wife before leaving their house. But nakaraos din naman kami pareho after hours of trying. Nag-woman on top na ako nun para hindi ako mabitin and I also gave him a blow job. And the thing I best remembered was he told me na memorable daw sa kanya ang gabing 'yon kasi first time na may lumunok sa tamod nya.

Ha! What's wrong with the women in your life? Bakit ba lagi ko naririnig 'yang mga katagang first time na may lumunok ng tamod. Masarap kaya 'yon kapag may emotional connection ka with that guy.

The following morning, we parted ways satiated.

Umuwi at naging normal uli ang buhay opisina ko sa Cebu. Paminsan-minsan nag-tetext kami ni Paul. Sometimes remi...

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Bebeko
January 23, 2021 (1 month ago)

I remember isa sa moment dyan. Umagang-umaga ay nagtext ka sakin what to do while he's sleeping pa. Kasama ko other tanders. Tawa kami ng tawa sayo dahil 'puro lang sex ang alam" ang kantyaw namin sayo hahaha.

Sabi ko fix his stuff na. Ihanda ang towel, pampaligo, damit na isusuot at magpainit na ng kape para pag nagising ay all set na. Then sabi mo na naappreciate niya ang good gestures dahil feeling niya na naalagaan siya. After that nagkita-kita yata tayo.

"Freedom is absolutely necessary for the progress in science and the liberal arts." - Baruch Spinoza

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MidLifeCrisis
January 23, 2021 (1 month ago)

Hahahaha! Ngayon ko lang din naalala ang part na 'yan :D Syempre wala naman akong lalakeng kasama sa araw-araw kaya hind ko na alam ang "duties" na yan ng asawa/gf. Or in this case, ewan :D :D :D

Those were the days. Sabi ko nga, sa twing nangungulila, idaan nalang sa alaala :D

And.I.Care.Not.

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Bebeko
January 23, 2021 (1 month ago)

That's why we have FSS to tell our stories, good or bad. Minsan nakakatulong din na makamove-on ang ibang naglalahad ng kwento nila. Kaya galing ng details na ginawa mo at tyak na di pa tapos hahaha

"Freedom is absolutely necessary for the progress in science and the liberal arts." - Baruch Spinoza

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MidLifeCrisis
January 23, 2021 (1 month ago)

Hahahaha! Gugunitain ko pa ang sunod na part. Matatapos ko din β€˜to. Just three parts left 🀣

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Jhon_eyecatcher
January 24, 2021 (1 month ago)

Gunitain na agad Ang next part πŸ˜‚

Bangis76

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anino
January 24, 2021 (1 month ago)

"Ilang lalake na ang ka sex ko?"

It's not a question of how many dicks you've had but, the amount of those whom had satisfied you.Β Β Yun ang dapat bilangin.

Damn, I had to say DAMN! hahaha.

The amount of satisfaction Paul has had with you is a dream came true for us true fans of sex. No strings attached, not commitment, no nothing, let me say it again DAAAAAAMMMNNNNN!

The Wanderer!

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Mara2311
January 25, 2021 (1 month ago)

but sometimes the thought does strike you from out of the blue, perhaps after having sex looking at the guy sleeping beside you . . . " pang-ilan ka na nga ba?"
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January 27, 2021 (30 days ago)

Excited ako sa next part.. πŸ˜‚

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