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Lesson Learned 2: Moving On

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Confession: True Story, Tagalog · Categories: First Time, Romance · Tags: ,
Date: November 24, 2020 (1 month ago)


I received a lot of messages asking me how I am and how I am holding up. Some even told me to file a case. Others told me to start a new life somewhere else. I really appreciate all your messages. I never really thought I would receive a lot of sympathy because I never really asked for it in the first place.

Days after I posted my confession here, we talked again but for me it was to end things. I just wanted closure. My dumb self wanted to be reassured that he will do something to stop his wife so I can live in peace. BUT laking gulat ko na lng when he said "Can we start over again?" wtf he can go fuck himself. Ang kapal kapal ng mukha nya! After everything? He fucking expects me to start over again??? hahahah yawa piste giatay yawa sya. Then his wife started bombarding me messages saying that ayoko daw tigilan asawa nya, calling me names and threatening me. Parang mabaliw na ako nun e. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. I was a wreck. Wala akong masabihan. So what I did was I confessed everything to her. I told her everything that she needeed to know, I explained everything, apologized and told her it was the last time they will hear from me. And it was. I made sure they will never be able to contact me. I deleted all my socmed and changed my number. It was the best thing that I did for myself.

Four months after I sent her that message, she stopped. Siguro she got tired. Siguro naging okay na sila. Siguro she finally realized she was just wasting her time on me. I knew she was sending me messages because gmail notified me. But I never dared to read her messages. Di ko pa kasi kaya. I know I'm a coward. Do you think I should read them? Ayoko lang kasi madepress ulit.

Anyways, I'm writing this because I have no one to share my thoughts with. I never told my family nor my close friends how I am feeling because I didn't want to burden them. So to answer your questions... I am getting better. I can't really say that I am fully-recovered and I don't think I will be but I am getting better. I still shed a tear everytime I think about what ha...

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Einard
November 24, 2020 (1 month ago)

Hindi ka malandi, NILOKO ka ng lalaking matakaw sa puke, lalo na sa virgin na puke. Dapat sana may batas para sa mga lalaking ganyan na kapag may asawa na at aali-aligid pa sa ibang babae ay pwede agad idemanda kahit ng kamag-anak nung potential victim. That is to prevent damage from happening, PROACTIVE kumbaga. Kasi 'yang mga lalaking ganyan lalapit sa babae AS FRIENDS daw, hanggang makuha loob nyo at mahubad ang panty nyo. Ginagawa nila un KNOWING hindi nila kayo kayang panagutan. Sad part is, MALABO magkaron ng batas na ganun, dahil ang mga lawmakers, mga tao sa gobyerno ay matatakaw sa babae. Remember ung 'biruan' ni Duterte at former classmate nya sa USB(University of San Beda)? Totoo un, madaming babae nabibiktima ng ganun magkatrabaho lang.
In your case, NABIKTIMA ka, NILOKO KA kaya HUWAG KA MA-GUILTY, WALA KANG KASALANAN.
Sana idinemanda mo ung asawa para nakabawi ka. Tutal ipinahiya ka na rin lang, lumaban ka na sana.
Anyway, GOOD LUCK sayo at TANDAAN, CENOMAR IS THE KEY. ✌😊

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ravedeacon
November 25, 2020 (1 month ago)

we cant all what we want in this life.. the good thing is every downfall we have a chance to get up and straight things up.. grab that chance and start moving forward again.. tama yan dont think of getting back on them let time and fate do the thing for you.. move on and learn from the lessons of the past.. you still have a time and chances to start all over again and face the days ahead of you.. be strong and be happy.. goodluck..

its better to burn out than to fade away

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Batanglagim
November 25, 2020 (1 month ago)

At least masasabi MO sa sarili MO ngaun nakaka move on ka na step by step. Tapos na ang damage control Kaya malamang nasa recovery process ka na... Sana ndi eto ang huli mong pag share NG story MO mam... Gusto ko MAbasa ung kwento MO Kung Saan masaya ka na at naka move on ndi man bukas pero kahit abutin pa NG taon Yan eh aabangan ko at ba basahin...

Never afraid to try something new because life gets boring when you stay within the limits of what you already new...

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Tambokikoy79
Tuesday, 12 January 2021 (6 days ago)

I feel you...

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