S. Frustrated

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Date: October 19, 2020 (1 month ago)

Emotionally and Sexually bitin. I confessed the reason behind being bitin in these two aspects in my previous confession haha.

Okay na ako, emotionally speaking. But sexually, na-ah. Nakalimutan ko na yung romantic promises nya pero yung mga gagawin dapat namin in bed (or in public), hindi paaaaaaaaaa.

Have you ever felt so mad at your ex-lover/ex-fling/ex-whatever but you still want to be passionately fcked by him/her?

I think I am frustrated with the fact the fact that I wasn't able to have sex with him. Like for fcking 6 months na we did sops, socs and exchanging pics, my mind was set na I would be able to fck him eventually.

And this is a first for me. I always get to have sex with people I am determined to have sex with (madalas, someone na I know magiging gf/bf ko in the future kasi that is part of the turn on for me -- that person having sex with me ONLY, i dont like the idea of fubu or One night stands).

So this is the first time na I feel frustrated for not being able to taste/fck a person in all ways. Like, okay, we are not meant to be together but why tf wasn't I able to at least have 1 night with him? Wahahaha.

Plus, mababa lang naman talaga sex drive ko. Like I can live without s...

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October 19, 2020 (1 month ago)

Ako. Hindi talaga ako nalilibugan sa iba kundi sa ex ko lang. Sya lang talaga gusto ko. Kaso ayoko na makipag sex ng hindi narereciprocate yung feelings na lust and love. Lust lang kasi yung kanya. Hopeless romantic lang talaga siguro ako.

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October 19, 2020 (1 month ago)

Ito na ata ang curse nating mga hopeless romantic, sir. Hahahaha


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October 20, 2020 (1 month ago)

Pero satisfy ka naman sa sex life mo siguro. Buti ka pa 😭

Not A Pervert. Just Imaginative ;)

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October 21, 2020 (1 month ago)

Been there sis. I met this guy on an online dating app pero di kami nagkita in person kahit dami na namin plans.  Hirap talaga bitawan yang ganyan kasi you already have expectations. Just keep your mind busy and find a replacement asap;)

sleepy koala***

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October 25, 2020 (1 month ago)

Well, it's a first for me kaya ang hirap tanggapin hahaha. But yeah, thanks sis! ;)


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