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Hopeless Romantic With A Dirty Mind

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Date: October 9, 2020 (20 days ago)


A few months ago, I visited this site again to ask for tips about being able to give a mind-blowing bj.

Haha.

I met a guy who was so eager to pursue me, love me. He was so believable to the point na I was able to be vulnerable around him (not just in an intimate way but also in physical and emotional way).

And I wanted to return the favor by, you know, getting ready to give him a mind-blowing blowjob. I was so damn serious about it that I asked you guys for help. (Tips on Giving Blowjob)

"This man is worthy of pleasure," I thought.

Well, i don't know and he doesn't want to explain to me what exactly changed. But ayun, even before we met and had the chance to show the hots for each other, I chose to leave because he purposely wasn't giving me reasons to stay.

"Do you want me to stay?"
"I don't know."
"Do you still want,love me?"
"I have no answer, I'm sorry."

Aside from being bitin, emotionally, nabitin talaga ako sexually. He doesnt know about this site and how eager I was to pleasure him to the point na I asked for tips.

But the thing is, I can't separate LUST from LOVE. I can only be 100% turned on (like really really wet) when I have deep emotional bond with the other person. (Except siguro on SOPs, tara? Char haha)

Anyway, just to quench my thirst, I tried to have sex with a friend.

It was dull. Haha. And we just ended up doing oral because I was...

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Female. Just trying to drain stress out of my system through writing. But I admit, it isn't as effective as it was years ago. And again ftr, I am a girl. And yes again, I consider myself a bi. It would be nice to meet people from this site but I really don't talk much. Please don't be too hard on me. 🤜🏼

After several years of hiatus, I am considering getting back to writing as a major part of relieving stress.
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itnok007
October 9, 2020 (20 days ago)

Dati kong sinubukan yang sex w/o emotional attachment..pero ang hirap..kung 1 night stand cguro ok lang..pero kung meron kang fubu..na araw araw mo nakakasama lalo na sa trabaho..parang ang hirap na hindi ma fall lalo habang humahaba samahan nyo parang nagkakaroon ng care sa isat isa eh..and yung care will turn in to love.

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Reawaken
October 11, 2020 (19 days ago)

Hahaha same. Kaya ayoko din matry ang fubu, iwas lang sa heartbreak*

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darkbahamut
October 10, 2020 (20 days ago)

For me, this is mature love, having both Love and Lust to your partner while fucking is the best pleasure you could ever feel

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Reawaken
October 11, 2020 (19 days ago)

Yes, I agree po. :)

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Nikki2
October 10, 2020 (20 days ago)

Hanap ka ng partner for life.
Pag may feelings, mas masarap and masaya.
Alam mo yung after nyo, gusto mo pa ulit kasi nag-eenjoy ka sa kanya. Yung tipong di nyo napansin yung oras.

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Reawaken
October 11, 2020 (19 days ago)

Exactly! Iba yung pagka enjoy kapag may feelings talaga. Haga

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MidLifeCrisis
October 10, 2020 (20 days ago)

Ganyan tayong mga hopeless romantic eh, mahirap ang sex without emotional attachment. But when I was younger, so much younger than today :D and was in a deep emotional shit, I had sex with random guys, cyber or otherwise. Never proud of the things I did during that phase but that was part of who I become today. So, fuck it.

Anyhow, yeah, mas masarap talaga kapag may feelings ka ka-sex mo. Not necessarily na sobrang mahal mo yong tao, but someone na you have an emotional connection with. At hindi rin naman kailangang asawa or syota mo, pwede na yong kahit crush mo lang :)

Hopeless romantic with a dirty mind = magandang gawin title sa next story mo :)

And.I.Care.Not.

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Bebeko
October 10, 2020 (20 days ago)

Nakiki-"tayo" ka sa hopeless romantic 😅😅😅

"Freedom is absolutely necessary for the progress in science and the liberal arts." - Baruch Spinoza

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MidLifeCrisis
October 10, 2020 (20 days ago)

Hahahaha! Hoyyyyy totoo naman eh, nakailang iyak na ba ako dito sa 7 years ko ng member? Mygad! Seven yearssss. Ang una kong natutunan dito ang umungol :))

And.I.Care.Not.

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Bebeko
October 10, 2020 (20 days ago)

Tagal na rin pala. Kelan kaya ako makakarinig ng ungol?? Hahaha

"Freedom is absolutely necessary for the progress in science and the liberal arts." - Baruch Spinoza

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MidLifeCrisis
October 10, 2020 (20 days ago)

Mamaya sa sesh ni SnS :D Uungolan ka ni heat :))

And.I.Care.Not.

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ErinD
October 10, 2020 (20 days ago)

Gusto ko yung so much younger than today! Waging wagi sakin.

Don't tell me to moan, fucking make me...

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Bebeko
October 10, 2020 (20 days ago)

Aabangan ko mamaya si Heater hahaha

"Freedom is absolutely necessary for the progress in science and the liberal arts." - Baruch Spinoza

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Reawaken
October 11, 2020 (19 days ago)

Hi maam. I was planning to do it talaga with other guys after what happened. Kasi I'm so tired of being emotionally invested. Naisip ko baka maenjoy ko kapag lust lang. I tried kaso haha wala talagaaa, iba talagang kind of sex ang hanap ko.
Did you ever get hurt during that phase of yours?
I'm not sure if I'll be able to write something again, maam. Haha thabk you po.

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malescort4hire
October 10, 2020 (20 days ago)

You dont need love to enjoy sex, lust is all that matter pag dating sa ganyan or depende rin siguro sa partner is willing to play...  may mga babae ma mahusay mag bf as in kahit lasing kaya nyang patayuin ang tite sa pag bj lang, sana maka meet ulit ng girl na ganun ka husay..

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Reawaken
October 11, 2020 (19 days ago)

Haha. I know po, it's just that, even jf I tried separating lust from love (or kahit feelings like gusto), I couldn't.

Makakameet ka din nian sir. :)

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XPat99
October 11, 2020 (19 days ago)

Twisted case of mine, though i become emotionally attach AFTER the intercourse. Why can't i fuck without falling. Well, cuddling is best enjoyed after sex right? So is  loving. Hehe~

M, 24, Batangas City

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Reawaken
October 11, 2020 (19 days ago)

Hahaha. Cuddling after cumming together is the best. Haha.

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