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Date: April 19, 2019 (4 months ago)


Hi babyDragons... This one might not that interesting to some of you.. Maybe most of you will find this boring, and non sense .. But I know few will understand .. I just wanted to share my thoughts, my expectations, and fantasies as well.. That my husband Sam fulfilled it perfectly.. As I was writing those stories that had been posted here a few days ago, I was wondering, is that the real me? I mean, eto ba talaga yung gusto ko? Nageenjoy ba sa kung asaan na ako ngayon at sa kung anong mga naranasan ko na ngayon? At my early age, I considered "marriage" is the strongest weapon to keep someone in your life.. I considered "sex" is only for the two persons who loves each other.. For women and men,.. Will only be done after the wedding.. And most of all "virginity" will only be given to the one that you'll be living your life with... Pero ano nga ba nga ba ang importansya ng mga bagay na ito? Would these be reasons for you to be happy? I must say, NO.....

As I grow older, meet different people, went to different places, everything that's in my mind when I was young has gone.. All gone... I do believe in marriage.. But I don't believe that marriage will save two lives... Paano mo mamahalin ang isang taong pinakasalanan mo pero winasak ka? Paano mo pakikisamahan ang isang taong pinakasalan mo ganung inalis nya lahat ng respeto mo sa sarili.. How can you continue loving somebody who makes you feel that you are a mistake.. Yes!!! Marriage is not just a way to escape life... This is actually the way to burdens,. Pains... Heartaches.. If, and only if, hindi pagmamahal ang nagtulak sa inyo para magpakasal...

Virginity. Age 21 nung isuko ko ang aking bandera sa isang lalakeng minahal ko noon, na akala ko sya na hanggang sa huli.. Katrabaho ko sya sa isang mall.. Nagligawan... Tuksuhan.. Hinahatid sundo ako sa trabaho.. Malaya kameng nakakapunta sa bahay nila, sa bahay ko.. Nakilala ko ang kanyang pamilya.. Ganun na din sya sa akin.. Simula sa magulang, mga kapatid, pinsan, at even kapitbahay.. Masaya ako noon.. Sobra.. Meron akong maayos na trabaho, masaya na relasyon sa pamilya, at partner na matatawag kong akin.. (akala ko ay akin).. Isang taon ang lumipas at nagpasya ako na ibigay na sa kanya ang matagal na nyang hinhintay.. Ang mapasa kanya ang matagal ko ng iniingatan na kayamanan.. Masakit.. Mahapdi.. Halos isang linggo ako noong hindi nakapasok.. Nilalagnat.. Ganoon nga siguro ang pakiramdam.. Ilang araw amg lumipas, wala akong naririnig na kahit na sa taong mahal ko.. Hindi ko magawang tawagan ang isa sa kanyang pamilya dahilan sa hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin kong pinagmulan ng aming di pagkakaunawaan.. Hinayaan ko lang sya.. Ang sabi ko noon, pag umalis, dapat marunong bumalik.. Hindi naman nagtagal ay bumalik na din sya... And that day is our 24th months of love.. Hindi ko inasahan ang mga sumunod na nangyare.. He just told me that "she's back".. She? Who is that "she"?.. Tanong ko sa sarili ko.. At diretcho nyanh sinabi sa akin kung sino sya.. "My girlfriend for eight years"!!! My fiance, actually.. Fuck!!!! My whole world crushed when I heard that!! Imagine... We're together for 2 years, we're so happy together, ang I gave my virginity to him knowing that he is the one,. Then all of a sudden, those thing turn into ash.... Niloko nya ako.. Masakit... Mas masakit pa pag na virginized ka... Lahat durog sa akin.. Specially my heart...Now, I don't think virginity is a big deal nowadays... Actually, ngayon pag narinig o nalaman na virgin ka pa, pagtatawanan ka pa nila.. And they might say, you are weak... I beg to disagree on that, yes, but that's how life works now... Virginity is not anymore an assurance that you can get or find the better person for you..

Sex... I don't know what else I can say about sex, except that it really turns my world go round. Before, ang sex dapat sa babae at lalake lamang.. Sex will only be done after marriage.. Pero ngayon, sex is just a play that everybody could experiment, and even sex nowadays is a way to "meet people" or kung mapapaswerte ka, to find ypur "the one".. Pero paano nga ba natin masasabing masarap ang sex? Is it because nilalabasan ka? Pinapawisan? Sinasabihan ka na masarap ka, magaling ka,? Well probably, sex is considered as the most fantastic feeling ever, cause, you do it with pleasure... Cause sex feeds our hunger.. Satisfies us... Dyan na pumapasok ang fantasies.. How you wanted to make sex different, or should I say, to make it more fun and exciting... Ako personaly, fantasy ko group sex.. I also want to see my husband watching me having sex with same gender.. I dreamt to eat pussy.. To lick boobs, and to kiss a girl's lips.. And my husband Sam make it possible.. Made it a reality.. And made me realize that life is too simple to live with simplicity.. Pasayahin mo..Live your life...To the fullest(ika nga nila) Cause we don't know whats gonna happen next..

Paano nga ba napapasaya ng sex ang buhay ng isang tao.. Would...

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Bebeko
April 19, 2019 (4 months ago)

You’re enjoying life to the fullest. Mas lalong sumasaya kapag ang partner ay open minded at kasama sa adventures. He makes you happy and you make him happy. That’s what any relationship is about.

“Sex makes my life wonderful”. That’s it. Life is too short so have fun. More.

"Freedom is absolutely necessary for the progress in science and the liberal arts." - Baruch Spinoza

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nic0819
April 19, 2019 (4 months ago)

WOW!!! nice one

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Guest0
April 20, 2019 (4 months ago)

May nabasa nga akong line. "Men use LOVE to get SEX and Women use SEX to get Love"  sad but most of the times eh totoo. Mahirap na makahanap ng totoong Love ngaun. ingat ka nalang lagi author.

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Einard
April 23, 2019 (4 months ago)

'Love' daw, pero sex ang pakay talaga. Totoo un, madaming ganun ngayon. Problem is mga babae alam na binobola na pero natutuwan naman.

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