Quality Time Is Precious Gold

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Date: February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)


Saludo ako sa mga taong nakakapaglaan ng oras nila sa mga taong mahal nila. Busy man sila, makakahanap sila ng oras para tawagan or tawagan man lang.

Saludo ako sa mga taong kahit dito sa FSS nagsimula ang pagmamahalan nila, nagawa nila itong palaguin at pagyabungin: may tamang "dilig", may tamang "pakain", may tamang "pasok", may tamang "sagad".

Sinubukan kong makipagrelasyon dito. Una, taong 2016. It was a great start. I felt the love and chemistry. Ibang iba siya compared sa lobby at tunay na buhay. Komedyante siya sa lobby but he really is a serious one.

Malibog siya and that's normal. May mga times na pinagfifinger niya ako sa shop ko na tanging cubicle lang ang takip. Papauwiin niya akong dapat ay basa ang panty ko. it was thrilling and exciting. Minsan nga, pag alam niyang naka-skirt ako, pinapatanggal niya panty ko when I go home.

But when things get rough, it was really hard. The love is still there but remained stagnant until such time he lost his time with me. Love is coupled with time especially if it is LDR. The relationship lasted for a couple of months.

I closed the my door for love until it opened 2018 (just last year). He is from here as well. We have been chatting since time immemorial.

He know everything about me: my personality, my past, my plans, my succeelss, my failures, my family's struggle, my shop, my all, my everything.

Until 2018, we decided to level up our friendship.

At the start, he is really the one: great bf, good friend, nice confidante, treasured listener, a shoulder to cry on, a brother. In other words, a husband material. What more could you ask for?

I shared my dreams, he shared his. I shared my struggles, he shared his. We are open for everything.

As time goes by, things started to change. He started to lose his time. He said work is really getting tough.

I am in struggle with my father and his kabit but my bf is nowhere to be found.

Everytime I ask him, he said he is too busy. I'm hurt for the lack of histime but I tried to understand the situation. He has his personal life and so do I.

Until such time, I caught him. I chatted him abut he said he is busy. I decided to visit fss to look for my "virtual family". I was shocked!!!!! My bf is busy flirting with the purples.

I kept my calm. I kept my composure. I decide to log out and message him.

He just asked me, "Mahal, nagkukulang na ba ako?"

I just said no. I told him" I didn't demand anything from you so hindi ka nagkukulang."

Adding to it, "I will just wait for what you can give in this relationship."

At yun siguro ang malaki kong pagkakamali: Not asking for anything.

This probably is one of the hardest decisions I made in my life: LETTING GO AIN'T GO from the first line of Mariah Carey's hit The Art of Letting Go.

I have to face my life:

My mom, who is in Guam, picking up her broken pieces because of failed marriage.

My dad who doesn't want to listen on my part.

His mistress who is trying to direct my life at her own hands.

My closed...

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Oliverking
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

Don't give up. Maybe you are just looking for love in a wrong place. Go out meet new friends. Expand your network. You can't find love here. If may I ask, why do you have death threats?

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User Not Found
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

sa kabit siguro ni papa. bit iniignore ko na lang. tinayakot lang ako ng mga yun..

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Paul920
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

Kaya mo Yan!

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User Not Found
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

Life is good

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robertafacundo
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

Be strong..

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User Not Found
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

I do.

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Xiandu
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

Pray ka lang and don’t despair. Lahat yan malalampasan mo. Try to connect with your old friends para may nakakausap ka.
Ingat!

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User Not Found
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

I prefer to be alone and secluded..

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Einard
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

Bihira lang kasi talaga ang seryoso at totoo sa mga ganitong sites. Kung ung face to face nga nagkakalokohan pa dito pa kaya. But don't lose hope, darating din siya sa buhay mo.

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angel.in.distress
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

yeah.. it can only be counted from your fingers..but luckily, I met great people in here..

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Einard
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

Bakit pati fingers ko nadamay? Fingers mo na lang. Madami ka pala nakilalang 'great' people, bakit sa ganun ka bumagsak? 2 times pa. Just curious

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angel.in.distress
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

You know, not because they great, you have to go for a relationship. There are instances where "family" matters over having a relationship.

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johnyboy
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

mas okay siguro na maging mapag isa ka muna.. absorb mo lahat ng problems mo dun ka lalakas at titibay.. laban lang

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angel.in.distress
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

actually, it is not absorb.REFLECT
RESPECT

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User Not Found
February 11, 2019 (2 months ago)

Most guys love the thrill of chasing. Once he achieve a certain goal, unti-unti na silang nawawalan ng gana. Doon na lalabas ang mga dahilan na busy sa work, busy sa life, busy sa importanteng bagay, that's the transition before leaving/breaking from the relationship.

I think you're a strong woman and you can move forward, slowly but surely.

Ride the waves

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angel.in.distress
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

I am a very hopeful person. inasmuch as possible, I dont see those things as prerogative for breakups.

I may be strong as reflected on my post but I am still a fragile girl.

It's hard to look at the brighter side of everything but that's what life should be.

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Pusanggala
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

Life is too short and complicated
But be strong and never give up

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angel.in.distress
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

it really is and that what makes life fair.

Be strong but sometimes, you need to give up.

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Allenpaul
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

Can we talk? Please PM me.

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malescort4hire
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

Parang ganyan din yung mga life ng customer ko dati... kaya mo yan like the ;-)

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angel.in.distress
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

thank you for the enocuragement.

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truebuddy
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

theres always someone for everybody. wait ka lang.. reflect on things that happened and take the lessons from them otherwise, the experience will be for naught!.

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angel.in.distress
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

yeah thank you..

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ex-bf
February 12, 2019 (2 months ago)

Faith!

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angel.in.distress
February 13, 2019 (2 months ago)

yep

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Sawamura1226
February 15, 2019 (2 months ago)

People come and go. Kaya nga dapat nagtitira ka ng love sa sarili mo para pag umalid siya/sila you know my love ka pa rin na naiwan. At tama sabi ng isang commentor. Try to connect with your old friends. Sometimes need talaga nstin ng alone time para mag reflect but not always. Be strong.

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Vince2105
February 17, 2019 (2 months ago)

Aray. Life goes on. Move on and Godbless. No more long message. Your tough based on what you confessed.

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angel.in.distress
February 17, 2019 (2 months ago)

Live life. that's how it should be. Move on and step forward..

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astigako101
February 27, 2019 (1 month ago)

“Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.”
― Søren Kierkegaard

english is a language, not a measure of intelligence or character.

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DadiNoli
March 5, 2019 (1 month ago)

Never get tired of loving someone anew. It's in persevering when love conquers all.

Shake off the dust of hurt feelings from your feet when you decide to move on from standing on the same ground. (kanta ba Yun?..hehe)

Keep a smile on your face amidst the hurt feelings. Then life will smile back at you with a Cupid's arrow from a worthy guy.

Love goes. Love comes back. Greater than the last!

carpe diem!

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