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What if we could change the hands of time, would you be mine?

What if you are not with her, would you be with me?

What if you never met her, would you choose me?

These thoughts keep me up at night...

Too many questions, so many possibilities

And some things may go unanswered

So let me ask, lest I regret…

What if I were free, would you have me?...

(Author's note: I'm reposting this because I accidentally deleted it. May mga inedit akong infos due to insistent public demand and for my safety as well. Thanky!!)

Ito naaaaa! Kumusta ang lahat? Hanggang ngayon ba under maintenance ang site?
Bakit parang di ko ramdam. Oh namanhid na ako? Lol!

Humihinga pa ba kayooooo? Charot! Sobrang naging busy din ako. Dami din nangyare nitong mga nakaraang araw.

Salamat sa mga nagmessage sakin. Salamat sa pag-welcome sakin dito. Ang init ng pagtanggap niyo! Wiw!

Hindi masyado busy ngayon dito sa office. KAYA BUHAY NANAMAN TAIYO!

Tulad ng sabi ko, magpapakilala ako. Gusto niyo yown?

First, call me Lyn dahil real name ko nmn yan. Yung DP ko, ako din yan. Tingin ko safe naman yang picture ko na yan.

I'm ...

HER

I have been sitting here for quite some time now. Blankly staring at the people passing by the coffee shop as I played with my drink. I smiled bitterly. This is where we had our first date.. Our only date.. The first and the last.

It's been months since we talked, had some kind of communication to be precise. Funny, we still haven't talked about each other, about "us", or the lack of it. The last time I called him, I cowered. I couldn't bring myself to tell him why I called, or how I felt for that matter. My mind went haywire when he said "Hey.." I didn't know what to say, so I just said, "Hi, I was wondering if.. Uhh… Nevermind. Have a great day!" and dropped the call. Damn! I smacked my forehead, feeling so stupid!

I started avoiding him after that. I have to admit, it was hard. I always have this urge to send him random messages just to initiate some kind of conversation, but I stop myself. However, there were times when I would give in and hop...

"hahahaha ibng klase ka rin ateng.. sbi mo noon hndi ka nandito pra magpalibog, may parinig ka pa sa mga writers noon! tapos gmawa ka din ng fiction pampalibog! gaya gaya ka lng naman ee.. gaya gaya sa ibang writers! you even killed your baby sna.. naaatim mo yan? you cant erase that stigma from you khit anong gawin mo.. hahaha gaya gaya..."

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I got this message early this morning in my inbox. I already replied to her PM but I thought ipost ko na din dito sa blog so that if there are other readers pa out there who share the same sentiment eh ma-address ko na din sila lahat ng isahan since may ilan pa din akong negative feedback na nakukuha. Ok lang naman, karapatan naman nila yon, but this one ang pinaka matindi at medyo below the belt na.

Below was my reply:

Oh wow. Hmm, interesting.

Ok first, thank you for your feedback. It's always nice to hear what readers think.

Now...

Meow!

sinong Commuter dito?

'Yung dating medyo cute lang na ngayon ay mas commute pa lalo.
hahahaha ok that's not funny at all. (Sigh of despair).

May blog na ako dati about sa "EDSA stuffs", napapanahon lang talaga ngayon na usapin na naman.

Ito 'yung catch, nagpasya ang MMDA na gawing 2 lanes na lang ang buses sa EDSA upang maremedyuhan ang trapik. Ayon sa kanila (MMDA, and those people who are affiliated in traffic management of metro), kapag nasa inner lane daw kasi ang mga naglalakihang mga buses ay nakakakain nito ang halos kabuuan ng kalsada everytime na magbababa at magsasakay sila. Which is actually true and logical.

BUT.

Is it really rational? Hindi ba masyadong naoverwhelmed lamang ang mga namumuno? Nakakasiguro ba sila na it is "fair" to everyone?

Hindi ba medyo anti-commuter 'yung pasya nilang iyon? I don't want to call it anti-poor, kasi may ilan ding mayayaman at middle class ang economic s...

"I'm not afraid to try again, I'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason"
Paulit ulit ko sinasabi sayo mula ng paglaya ko sa taong minahal ko na akala ko makakasama ko lifetime...
You will always be there for me for almost a decade na lage mo sinasabi na pag di ko sya nakatuluyan tayong 2 ang magiging poreber... wow sa confidence highest level.
Tinatawanan ko lang lahat ginagawang pang asar pero bakit ngaun ako'y naguguluhan sa pintong unti unti nagbubukas para sayo na akala ko eh hanggang kaibigan lamang...
kung san tayo dalhin ng ating kapalaran pag uwe ko papasukin ko at susubukan buksan ang pintong baka nga sa atin nakalaan...
If i wont take this chance how will i ever know????bahala na si batman......

Hi. Wala lang ako magawa Lol!

Wala akong balak gumawa ng story dito. Hindi naman ako magaling magsulat. Bigla ko lang nakita tong Blog. Nakakatuwa kasi may mga ganito. HAHAHA!

Ang cute pala dito. May sarili kang mundo. You can be your own self. Walang makikialam at walang nakakaalam.

Bakit nga ba ako nandito? Wala. Naimpluwensyahan lang. Lol!
Bago ako pumasok dito sa FSS, sa Wattpad ako natambay. Dami na din ako nabasang stories dun. Pero isang story lang yung binabalikbalikan ko.

Yung story niya..
At dito siya natambay lagi. So na-curious ako. Lagi niya din kasi bukang bibig to.

Naranasan niyo na ba yung ganun na ma-obsess sa isang story? Oh ako lang talaga to? Yung tipong super faney ka sa author? Tapos nakilala mo siya at nahulog ka?—Wait! Nahulog ba talaga ako? Haha!

Ayaw kong mahulog. Hindi pwede. May GF siya, may BF ako. Kaya pinutol ko na communication namin hanggat maaga pa. Yes, naguusap kami. Halos...

around 16:00 nagkita kita kaming tatlong magkakaibigan. Kumain sa Isang pinoy street resto kung tawagin.

Habang inaantay namin ang order namin, naiopen ang topic sa ex na nag aamok last week dahil hindi matanggap yong pakikipag hiwalay ni friend.

hanggang sa naging topic namin ang sex life nila.

ako alam ko na parang hindi malaki ang bird ng Ex nya. kas maliit si Guy, taz ung katawan pa parang body builder, hnd mo na alam kung muscle or taba na.

so ayon nga same kami nung fren ko na si minzy ng iniisip. hanggang sa inopen na rin ni cara na maliit nga.

so tawa kami, okay lang sana kung maliit... Basta panalo sa performance. may dila, finger naman para makapag cum or masatisfy si fren right?

whole some sex lang daw sila, hindi masyado sa foreplay taz patong. after labasan ni Ex tulog na agad.

tinanong namin kung paano sya, sabi nya one year din sya nag tsaga sa ganung set up. As in hindi daw sya nag cucum. dude....

Hi guys and gals. Sorry I have been away from this site. Namiss ko mga stories and reading your comments. I also missed sharing our stories. Naging busy kami ni Irish. We had to travel a lot because of a business deal. We've had adventures siempre along the way. I know I haven't shared what happened when Ed dropped by the night before he was to fly out to his job abroad. I will share it soon.

Thanks for all the messages. Nagulat ako there were 37 messages in my inbox, all asking kung kelan ako mags-share ng updates. Next week baka pwede na, medyo may time na uli, including updates to the All in the Fam series.

Meanwhile, enjoy and stay safe!...

There are times when you give ALL to him but still, uncontented.

There are times when you give your time to him but still, uncounted.

There are times when you give your LOVE to him but still, ungrateful?

There are times when you give your affection to him but still, unaffectionate?

There are times when you gave physically ALL to to him but still, finds other women and unconten
ted?

Sometimes, I want to do tell myself to compete with other girls, be more beautiful, be more fit, sexier, pero PUCHA, tama na self. To all those things for YOURSELF na.

Am married, am faithful, am loyal, am contented, but am about to give up.

His married, he is spritually faithful but physically unfaithful to me.

Am lost. Am broke. Am dying.

But ayaw ko humiganti.

Signs of maturity?

Nasasaktan, pero never gaganti.

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