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Isinumpang Lahi

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Date: July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)


Having the chat with Mr. M earlier and talking about breaking the chain made me think of what was bothering me eversince......this blog was once published at Definitely Filipino and i just want to share it here....i've been working much on breaking the chain myself but then i was not lucky enough....hope my next generation will not suffer the same fate.....

but still I ang wish ko pa rin naman maging happy ako....



Minsan, nakasabay ko ang aking pinsan sa bus. Nagkakuwentuhan kami. Tinanong niya ako sa status ng aking marriage and sabi ko hiwalay pa din. Natawa ako nang sinabi niya na hiwalay na din siya sa asawa.

Napaisip ako at naibulalas ko sa kanya yun. "Di kaya isinumpa ang lahi natin?"

Eh sino naman kasi ang hindi magtataka, ang nanay ko hiniwalayan ang tatay ko, ang kapatid niya hiniwalayan ng asawa nito…ang lola ko nag-asawa at the age of 22, nabalo at the age of 25 ngunit hindi na nag-asawa. At ngayon sa aming henerasyon, ang kapatid ko ay divorced at walang anak din at ako ay ganun din.

At kung iisa-isahin ang bawat babaeng kaapelyido namin sa mother side halos karamihan ay hiwalay sa asawa. Di naman sa nagloko kami…ang lagay nga kami pa ang niloko..o dili kaya nagkasakit ang minahal..namatay o hindi nagkatuluyan.

Sabi naman ng pinsan ko "'di naman daw siguro, sadyang kapalaran lang naman at circumstances yun".

Naisip ko ngayon sa pinagdaanan ko sa buhay sadyang kung susumahin ang kaligayahang naramdaman ko sa tanang buhay ko…kokonti ito kesa sa kalungkutang dina...

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Joined: June 28, 2014 (8 years old)
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naging napakalungkot ng aking mga nagdaang buwan kung kaya't naisipan kong manahimik...kung malungkot man ang naisusulat ko ngayon ....warm up lang yan.......sabi nga pagnasobrahan sa hagupit.....may tigreng lumalabas sa pagkatao......at yan ay nagwawala na parang kakain ng tao........kung sa pagsusulat.....mas ninanamnam....mas maiiinit.....
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Mr.M
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Fem,its how you handle such daily challenges.Kung isinumpa e bakit may nag aasawa pa sa inyo?A curse exist only if you let yourself believe in it.Break it's spell and does it still exist?So it happens e kaso nga may nagkaka interest pa rin,so anong sumpa ba yun?Just try what we talked about who knows baka ito na ang simula na mawalang bisa,di ba?Goodluck then.

Minsan na namatay pero muli nabuhay

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femmeoir
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

thanks M...ako na nga yata ang nagbabago sa makalumang tradisyon ng family namin....kaya pakiramdam nila bad ako.......you know the way i raise my son.....but thankful pa rin ako kasi such conversations made me realize nasa mundo pa rin ako na may nakakaintindi ng views ko sa buhay...

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antoinette
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

there is a way to break the spell... sabi nila if gusto mo baguhin ang kapalaran mo prick your palm with a needle (it will kill the monster daw). i dont know if maniniwala ka.  Someone I know did it and nabago yong buhay nya pati yong next generations.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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femmeoir
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

i would believe anything that will bring good to me and my family......aling part kaya?

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antoinette
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

hmm dapat yata elder woman yong gagawa nyan.  My grandma did it in her case.  She pricked it three times because according to the one who advised her there are three crocodiles in her palm. but you have to declared what it is that you want to dispel.

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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somebodyuused2know
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

If I am to compare your writings and views against your author's profile, contradicting masyado. While your profile says you are a happy person, most if not all of your writings say differently.

U used to be very pessimistic, sobrang baba ng self-esteem. But some people in this site aside from long-time friends helped me believe in my worth as a person. Sana the magic of this site rubs off to you too. Goodluck.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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somebodyuused2know
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Erratum: I not U.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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femmeoir
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

yup......because at work am a happy person....i spread laughter.......i dont terrorize my clients....(the way others do with my line of work)......sa net masaya ako....but then sa house and with the family (siblings) am a lost person......i live with my father because I have to be there.....hindi ako comfortable kasi nararamdaman ko pa rin ang pagka istrikto nya even at my age...(kailangan ko pa nga magtago that i am in a relationship).... and actually dalawa lang kami sa bahay because even my son dont want to stay sa bahay where i am......pag umuuwi ang kapatid ko id rather stay inside my room........at work am confident with how i deliver my job....sa pamilya ko i am withdrawn......dapat kasi perfect....here i can do what i want with my writings....i let my mind wander.....walang nakikialam.....and yes i am beginning to mingle here...which makes me feel "I AM OK....

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Mr.M
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

You can stay here as much as you want Fem.At least here you are free and relaxed.Psst!baka isipin diyan sa inyo e reclusive and may tama na sa pag iisip kasi natawa kaharap ang laptop.Lumabas labas ka rin,tambay tambay sa kung saan may wifi(doon sa libre,at no internet blockings to sites like FSS,ha?).Sabihin mo nga in a relationship...Friendship is a relationship.

Minsan na namatay pero muli nabuhay

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inang.grasya
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Naku fem hirap kung ka ilangan mong makisama pa sa pamilyang dapat umunawa sayo. Pigil na pigil sa mga bagay na gustong gawin. When my eldest daughter abandoned me when I got preggy, I left my family's home. Mahirap tanggapin na mas pinahalagahan ang sasabihin ng mga tao na matanda na ako para maging disgrasyada. I was 28 then.  Its not easy esp hirap ako sa pagbubuntis tapos magsisimula sa zero at nag iisa ako.

Nakaraos din. Hardships made me stronger. I keep on telling my daughter to learn from my mistakes.

Ngayon I'm enjoying my independence with my kids. I can do what I want. I love my freedom.

Amazona kung tagurian pero malambing naman.

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inang.grasya
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

*when my eldest daughter's father abandoned me...

Amazona kung tagurian pero malambing naman.

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femmeoir
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

inang sa anak open ako....sa family grabeeeeeee.......sa workplace ko open din ang present love life ko kasi i had to talk to them muna....even sa superior ko...nagpaalam ako before i entered to such..yun lang super discreet

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femmeoir
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

inang naman  sa tingin mo sa age na 28 matanda ka na waaaaaaahhh paano pa kaya ako sa age ko now eh gusto ko pa mabuntis as in am trying  hard......waaaaaaahhhhhh

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Mr.M
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Ah gusto mo,ha?pwes itanan ka niya kamo!

Minsan na namatay pero muli nabuhay

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femmeoir
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

M dadalhin lang ako nun sa bahay nila........eh alam naman ng parents nun ang relasyon namin...ayaw ko dun....lol...may audience

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Mr.M
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Ahhh...May bahay si esmi sa may Punta Fuego,Nasugbu,Batangas.3 araw rentahan nyong 2,ewan ko lang kung hindi ka mag milagro nga.Wha!ha!ha!ha!

Minsan na namatay pero muli nabuhay

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inang.grasya
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Femm matandang dalaga na ang turing noon sa akin nong 24 yrs old ako at wala pang bf. Hahaha

Amazona kung tagurian pero malambing naman.

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daffodil
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Maybe this time... Siya na nga. Malay natin. Walang makapagsasabi. Just don't hold back. Wala naman sa genes ang 'malas' at 'unfortunate'..:)) Parang 'ung Series of unfortunate events ni Lemony snicket.. :)

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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femmeoir
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

thanks daff....

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July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

Sabi nila isa sa greatest loss ng isang tao ay yung mawala sa tabi nya ang kanyang mom esp. during the formative years... we lost our mom nung 8 pa lang ako, she died at ako ang eldest sa magkakapatid... wala akong idea sa naging consequences nun until nang maging isang mom na rin ako... pero, later on, i came to understand more and act more independently.

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

need ko lang mas maging decisive at firm now to continue heading on the right direction... so, I guess, life lies on the choices that you shall be making from hereon, just spice it with a big amount of faith, guts and spirit... cheers and happy choosing, femme!!!

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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graccubus
July 13, 2014 (8 years ago)

omg, this the "isinumpang web site"... it seems, all of us here...

have unfertilized egg to boil...


so, this is the fss kettle...

if you frequent fss...you have less time for sex...unless, you're in it now...

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kenneth69
July 14, 2014 (8 years ago)

Wow... I truly admire the way you did an introspection of yourself and your life. Your free-wheeling expression about yourself and your life...which you think as being "cursed"...is awesome and so natural flowing. AS for me, our situations are often the results of the choices we make in our life... we just have to deal with it and make the most of it. Keep on writing... you are such a gifted person. Ingat lagi. - Kenneth

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spiky11
October 24, 2014 (7 years ago)

Just hold on to your FAITH. It will helps you break the curse you've feared.

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