Random Nonsense Thoughts

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Date: January 16, 2023 (11 days ago)

Hello! Be warned this is non-erotic and nonsense. So not worth your time, but if you want to kill time. Thanks for killing the time with me.

Dear you (Mr random guy in FSS chatroom who remains to be unknown ... char),

I saw you a couple of times in the chatroom already. Someone told me to beware of you since you have a tiger that owns you already. Of course, I myself know how to be a possessive kitty monster when I know I own something.No one touches my things ika-nga. Char!

One thing led to another and we were addicted to each other. So excited to log in to the chatroom just to get a glimpse of that yellow message from you. The yellow message was sent only to me. Only me can read it (or am I really ehemmmn?). It says I'm yours and you're mine in my own little world of happiness that small room and just your words. (insert ewww Yuck pero kinilig ka naman NOON di ba? Moving forward)

We kept messaging each other. In fact there was no "US", I knew that. But I wanted to fantasize, (FSS nga di ba Fantasizing Success Story... in whatever you are dreaming and creating in your mind... okay I admit.. defeatedly... MY MIND.. di na kita idadamay... ako ako at ako lang naman ang nag-isip noon...pramis... I admit, I'm guilty.)

He said he was single. (I believed). He said he liked me. ( I believed) He said I was unique ( I believed). Insert the music... I believe I can fly... I believe I can touch the sky... I'm so in love na inday! This is it! [nah that's so naive... sapak sa mukha ko yes, I was naive and uto-uto, because I believed in his words and texts which are so easy to edit lng noh... Anyway balik sa story telling.]

Days, weeks and months went by of texting, video calls and bolahans. Yeah, I read the signs you were giving me after 3 months. Yup. Ganoon tayo katagal nagrole-playing. Actually looking back at my diary I read it na in 2 weeks but ignored it. Saw another sign in the second month, but I chose to ignore it again. I was so engaged in my own little made-up fantasy world with you that I chose to disregard the red fucking flags. On the third month I was the one who had the balls to stop our role-playing theatrical show online. (Char) Anyway, bottom line, after tawagan ng mahal and love and everything actually it meant nothing to him. Those were just ordinary words online easy for him to type.

He wore a mask. I wore a mask. The masks were off. It was done.

I watched a documentary on Netflix, The Girlfriend who Didn't Exist. It was about a rising American football player whose career was affected due to catfishing. Well my case was different it wasn't catfishing or anything. I just felt how the guy felt. There was a part there where he said that it was...

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maton28's Profile Picture
January 16, 2023 (11 days ago)

Ndi naman nonsense

Dami ka take aways about life eh

"There always 3 sides of story"

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Patti's Profile Picture
January 19, 2023 (8 days ago)

Enjoyed reading - very candid in a witty, funny way.
Heal soonest!💚

"We write to taste life twice, in the moment, and in retrospect." - AnaIs Nin.

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January 21, 2023 (7 days ago)

ahahhha kakatawa sa last part..

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Sunday, 22 January 2023 (5 days ago)

What I learned from chatting online is, "always protect yourself at all times." Madaling madala sa mga nakakausap. It's like a bait and don't allow yourself to get hooked. Kung kaya ng tao manloko nang harapan, ano pa kaya ang di kayo nagkikita.

From what it's worth though, you get a chance to start over and be better.

Destiny is an illusion created by people who has no dreams in life.

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