Pagninilay-nilay 2/N

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Date: December 4, 2022 (1 month ago)

"Mora jud ka'g posporo, kung kadlitan mosiga dayon."

I rememeber my bestfriend telling me a couple of weeks back when she visited me during their school break.

Epekto ng 3G lang na signal kung nasaan ako naroon the other weekend, kung ano-ano'ng pumasok sa isip ko. Away from sibilisasyon, the place we went camping to was really a view to behold. It gives you that calmness and peace that you would most likely long for after those tiring and toxic months working in an industrial hub.

Upon arriving there, nagreklamo agad ako. Ang init. That was my first time to go camping and to sleep in a tent. Pagtingin ko sa phone ko, 3G lang ang signal. My gash! For someone who is really dependent on the internet connection to "connect" with people, having a 3G (on a normally 5G internet connection) is really bad.

So with nothing else in mind while waiting for the sunset, I just sat on a camping chair under our big tent and started flipping through the pages of my book "The Butterfly House" by Kathrine Engberg.

After a while, I got bored with the chapter I was reading and just stared out sa horizon, nagmuni-muni. Then I got my small notebook and pen out and started writing.

Looking over the mountain opposite where we are camped in, I realize a couple of things.

1.) I...

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Mindgasm's Profile Picture
December 4, 2022 (1 month ago)

Somehow, parang through FSS, people with a common thread found a place, kahit na online, to let it all hang out there. Pag ginawa nga lang natin yun, without the safety nets in place, it can expose ourselves to both pleasure and pain. Beyond the avatars we see on here are people longing for things in their lives.

I follow your writings here and I see that your virtual "he" is a huge part of you and yet cannot be fully be with you for reasons known between the 2 of you.

Let me send healing energies so that you can also find the inner peace to move on and find happiness in the smalles of things.

We are here. We are waiting. - Optimus Prime

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December 4, 2022 (1 month ago)

Sending Virtual hug 69 πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—

Tall, dark and Happy πŸ˜‰

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December 4, 2022 (1 month ago)

For someone as smart and as lovely as you, di ko talaga magets kung bakit ang hilig mo mafall sa maling tao. Or maling sitwasyon at maling panahon. Don't go saying "look who's talking" hahahaha. Isang maling tao at isang maling panahon lang naman ang nawala at naubos sa akin pero nakakatakot na mapaso ulit. Kaya bilib ako sayo kasi para kang si Tetchie Agbayani sa movie na Unofficially Yours, napapagod masaktan pero hindi napapagod magmahal. Ohaa hugot pa more hahaha.

Lumabas ako sa bat cave para lang sa comment na yan. At para sabihing ida-download ko na din yung app na may nagla-live show hahahaha.

Muahs sistah!

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December 4, 2022 (1 month ago)

Midz, so glad to see you back here. Kagaya ng sinabi ko sa previous na post mo, malamang nasa maling lugar tayo para hanapin ang tamang tao.

Bilib ako sa mga kalilala natin na na prove na may success story sa FSS. Siguro ratio-wise, isa sa isang daan lang ang walang hang-ups dito. The rest, naghahanap lang din ng ibang platform para malibang, whether online or physical.

Sa kabilang banda, wala naman masama, gusto nga lang malibang, diba? Pero kapag may isang na-fall, ay tangina. All hell will break loose. At babalik na naman sa same cycle all over again.

Nabusy din ako at hindi na ako active sa chat, pero bumabalik pa rin ako sito sa FSS for the same reason, ang malibang. Pero hindi ito ang mundo na gagalawan ko totally. Wala dito ang hinahanap ko. Malamang ikaw din, wala dito ang para sayo, na kagaya ng nabanggit mo, ang wala kang kahati.

I hope I made sense lol. Miss you much (:

Sometimes we put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down.

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December 5, 2022 (1 month ago)

that last line gets me.. buenas diàs seeeshy!😁

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December 6, 2022 (1 month ago)

Ka-seeeshy!! 😝 at least kahit dito pinagalaw mo ang baso. πŸ€“

Sometimes we put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down.

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December 4, 2022 (1 month ago)

Welcome back Miss MLC. I don't know much about you and your undertakings but consider me as one of those ears who cares to listen. All the best.

I don't need a lot, just a few who truly cares.

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December 5, 2022 (1 month ago)

Ikaw din ba yung midlifecrisis sa p**

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December 5, 2022 (1 month ago)

You spent way too much on your emotions, my friend. Even if you shut down your phone, cut off your internet, deactivate your accounts or wander in nature. If you can't control your emotions, you will always be standing still in that spot.

Learn to control your emotions.

"In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it" Mitch Albon.

The Wanderer!

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