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Date: November 25, 2022 (7 days ago)


Gusto ko nang bumitaw
Ngunit ayaw pa ng puso
Gusto ko nang bumitaw
May pag-asa pa siguro
Kalaban ang sarili
Sino bang dapat pumili
Sino nga ba ako ba o ikaw?
Gusto ko nang bumitaw!

Ha! Who am I kidding? Ilang ulit ko na ba'ng kinanta ang linyang 'yan pero hindi ko naman magawa. Kasi wala naman akong dapat bitawan, hindi ko naman sya pag-aari. Hindi naman kami.

Walang kami.

Pero.

Mahal ko sya. And he knows I love him.

Ilang ulit ko ng sinabi sa kanya na mahal ko sya. Sabi ko nga, kung darating man 'yong time na hindi na kami mag-uusap like we do now, wala akong regrets kasi nasabi ko na sa kanya kung ano nararamdaman ko para sa kanya at nagawa ko na ang iilan sa mga bagay na gusto kong gawin with him.

Oh what I would give to hear him say he loves me back. But some things are just not meant to be. And there are things na hindi mo talaga pwedeng ipilit.

Minsan nga napapaisip ako. Bakit kaya ganun eh noh? Yong totoo ka namang nagmamahal, 'yong sya lang talaga ang laman ng puso mo pero sadyang mapagbiro ang panahon.

May mahal syang iba, alam ko naman 'yon. Hindi lang isang beses nya sinabi sa akin kung sino ang mahal nya. Pero wala eh, sadyang stubborn ang puso ko. It wants what it can't have.

Don't get me wrong. Hindi ako sad. Happy ako kasi hindi man nya ako mahal pero he always makes time for me. Mga importanteng pangyayari sa buhay ko, andyan sya. Or mas appropriate na sabihing sinasamahan nya ako.

Nakakatawa nga eh. I blocked him a couple of times last year and nitong year na 'to. Every time na may jowa ako, I would block him. Kapag hindi kami okay ng jowa ko, saka ko sya kinakausap. Sa kanya ako nagddrunk call at naglalabas ng sama ng loob. At sa kanya...

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Hideonbase
November 25, 2022 (7 days ago)

Laban lang mam! 💪💪💪
It really means lang na hindi mo pa nakikita yung para sayo, pero possible din na baka sya din yung para sayo hindi pa nga lang right timing. Tuloy ka lang mahalin mo lang kesa naman sukuan mo pero sa dulo magsisisi ka. ♥️♥️♥️

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User Not Found admin
Saturday, 26 November 2022 (6 days ago)

We’re both happy pa naman sa sitwasyon namin kaya wala munang bitawan 😅 At tama ka naman, ayoko magsisi sa dulo dahil lang sa kakaisip what would be. Alam ko naman mahal nya ako, just not the way I love him 😅

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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Abet02
November 25, 2022 (7 days ago)

Block
Unblock
Yan love
Block
Unblock
🤗🤗🤗✌

Mature guy

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User Not Found admin
Saturday, 26 November 2022 (6 days ago)

🤣🤣🤣 Sanayan lang daw kasi yan.

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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Jaco.P
November 25, 2022 (7 days ago)

Im happy that you’re happy. Stay strong always. Im sure merong darating na para sa yo lang at wala kang kahati.

Don’t call me Baby. Napaso na ko sa tawag na yan.

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User Not Found admin
Saturday, 26 November 2022 (6 days ago)

“May kahati pala ako sa puso mo…”

Yan na ba kakantahin ko, bes? 🤣

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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Takiyomi
November 25, 2022 (7 days ago)

Awit talaga as in aw sakit!

May bagong nang national anthem para sa camp sawi. Peace!

I don't need a lot, just a few who truly cares.

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User Not Found admin
Saturday, 26 November 2022 (6 days ago)

Di naman na ganun kasakit, sanayan lang. 🤣

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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Takiyomi
Saturday, 26 November 2022 (6 days ago)

Pain tolerance ahahaha. Akala ko sa spy movie ko lang nakikita yan. Sa masokista rin pala. Ahahaha!

I don't need a lot, just a few who truly cares.

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somebodyuused2know
November 25, 2022 (7 days ago)

Ay, wala pang 5PM nung nag-message ka at nagsabing lasing ka na. Tapos eto pala kasabay nun.

Nako nako, ang tyaga nun sayo, sino man yun, isipin mo blocked pag masaya ka, tas pag walang jowa saka mo ia-unblock. Aba naman. 😁

Bulong mo sa akin sino yan sistah, aabangan ko sa kanto.😝

"You are my lesson learned"

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User Not Found admin
Friday, 25 November 2022 (6 days ago)

Hayop na team building ‘yon, sistah. Tinuruan kaming gumawa ng DIY cocktails. Mojito, mai tai and margarita.  Gawa mo, inom mo 🤣 Tapos nagbukas pa dalawang bote ng tequila.     Alas tres palang, nag-init na ako. 😅

At oo, ang tyaga niya. 😂Sya na ata ang pinaka-kalmadong lalake nakilala ko. Ayaw patulan mga drama ko sa buhay. Ayaw nyang matulog kami na masama loob ko sa kanya. Yon nga lang, ayaw din patulan panlalandi ko sa kanya. 🤣 Minsan nga tinatanong ko sya eh kung ganun ba ako kapangit bakit hindi sya tinitigasan sa akin. 🤣

Pero seryoso, I’m lucky to have him as a friend. Darating din siguro ang time na same na kami ng mararamdaman at tatawanan nalang namin ang mga drama ko sa buhay. He has stuck around this far, I might as well cherish what we have now rather than worrying what will be. Sabi nga ni Oogway 😂 The downside tho, hindi ko makuhang makipag-sop sa iba. Every time I try to, naiisip ko sya. Eh ayaw naman nya. Hayop 😈

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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somebodyuused2know
Saturday, 26 November 2022 (6 days ago)

Hahahaha, pag-uwi mo dito, lapagan kita ng tequila, laklakin natin 🤣🤣🤣

Sa totoo lang, amen sa sinabi ni Bella, bihira makakita sa virtual world ng isang taong seseryosohin ang pagiging kaibigan o anumang relasyon meron kayo. Kaya icherish talaga dapat ang mga ganung tao, lalake man o babae.

Enjoy your team building. Habang ako hilo na din dito sa haba ng queue, pisting workforce namin kahit kelan, ambubu lang.

"You are my lesson learned"

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37West42
November 25, 2022 (7 days ago)

Aw 69. Shot puno ka muna for now. Sending virtual hugs 🤗🤗🤗

Tall, dark and Happy 😉

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User Not Found admin
Saturday, 26 November 2022 (6 days ago)

Uy 69. Tapos na kagabi ang kalasingan ko. Di ko need hugs, need ko sex 😈😈😈

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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BellaVictoria
Friday, 25 November 2022 (6 days ago)

“…and there are some things na hindi mo talaga pwedeng ipilit.” 💯 Facts.

Ilalapag ko dito ang statement na sinabi ko dati kay Ate Sam “Men are like parking spaces. The good ones are taken.” Kaya ang daming nag-aagawan eh kasi kakaunti lang sila. And they like the idea na hinahabol sila, but guess what? Ano naman kung malayo yung available na parking, kung wala ka naman kaagaw, tatyagain ko na lang.

Siguro swerte rin yung iba na may success stories at nakilala ang kanilang lablab sa FSS/chatroom. Darating din yung lara sa’yo/atin. :) or baka naman mali lang din talaga tayo ng pinaghahanapan?

Cuddles, midz!! 🤗

Sometimes we put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down.

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BellaVictoria
Friday, 25 November 2022 (6 days ago)

*para

Sometimes we put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down.

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User Not Found admin
Friday, 25 November 2022 (6 days ago)

BV! 🤣 Yong malayong parking space na bakante di ko rin makita. Punuan talaga sa lugar na ‘to. At baka tama ka nga, baka mali din tayo ng pinaghahanapan. Pwede naman siguro sa kabilang building 😈

Super lasing lang talaga ako kagabi kaya nakapagsulat. At sa kalasingan ko, nadiskubre ko na pwede pala dictation sa phone at kusa syang magsusulat 🤣

Mamaya uli, tagay na naman sa bundok. Baka nobela na maisulat ko 😎

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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Cis23
Friday, 25 November 2022 (6 days ago)

May ganyan tlaga,whoever you love doesnt like you! As time pass by,you thought of moving on multiple times,new place,new surroundings,new people,but it is very possible to fall in love with the same person over and over again masasabi mo n lng sa sarili mo,"hays,'tang nang pagmamahal to oo".

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User Not Found admin
Saturday, 26 November 2022 (6 days ago)

🤣🤣🤣 Tangnang puso talaga.

Thanks for dropping by 🤗

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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pervertedTHOUGHTS
Saturday, 26 November 2022 (6 days ago)

kaya mas ok pang maginum kesa magmahal🥃🥃🥃

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User Not Found admin
Saturday, 26 November 2022 (6 days ago)

Masarap both 😂

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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