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Date: August 7, 2022 (1 month ago)


Disclaimer: Never be ashamed to seek help. If you're not in the right headspace, please skip this for now and look after yourself. Just know that I'm not being dramatic nor I want any attention, just sharing my random ruminations. To anyone who is reading this: Keep in mind that your feelings are valid and it's gonna be okay. Maybe not today but it will be. Also, I appreciate you.

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Hey you.

Yes you.

Na-try mo na bang umiyak pero walang luhang tumutulo sa mata mo kaya titingin ka na lang sa malayo habang nadudurog ka deep inside?

Yung hindi mo alam kung ano ba talagang problema. Yung gusto mo na lang mabulok sa kama buong araw. Always thinking that you're so fucking lazy pero wala ka namang energy to do anything.

Me to self: "Hoy Sassa! Isang buwan nang puno yang hamper. Try mo minsan mag-laba gorl."

Fuck, oo nga no. Paubos na clean clothes namin at pati na rin clean undies ko. Pero hindi ko talaga sya maharap until yesterday. Paulit-ulit lang yung boses. Parang may bubuyog sa tenga mo kahit di ka naman matamis. Honey ka gorl?

Me to self: "Hoy Sassa, mag-linis ka naman ng bahay. Nakakahiya pag may dumating na bisita."

Pffft. Wala naman dumadating na bisita kaya magpo-procrastinate muna ulit ako.

The list goes on and on.

Grabe si Lord mag-prank. Nung sinabi ko na I like it rough, hindi po ito yung ibig kong sabihin. Charot!

Hindi naman laging ganito. On good days, may nagagawa naman ako kahit paano. One thing at a time lang. I really appreciate my partner kasi hindi nya ako pine-pressure. Do the chores at your own pace and at your own time. Yung kaya mo lang gawin for the day. Yun ang sabi nya. Unbeknownst to him, syempre hiyang hiya ako kasi feeling ko wala akong kwenta. Syempre, coping mechanism din yang self-deprecation kineme ko.

Just because tumatawa at mahilig mag-crack ng jokes doesn't mean happy ka. [Crack. Hahaha! Adult po ako, pramis.] We all have our battles. I hope you win yours, eventually. As for me, I'm trying. Trying real hard.

Kanina ganun na naman. I was feeling helpless. Walang motivation. Yung routine ko madalas ganito lang: wake up, rot in bed all day then repeat. Sa mga susunod na araw baka...

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BellaVictoria
August 7, 2022 (1 month ago)

Hindi naman ako lactose intolerant so I can be keso with you, you know where to reach me.

Mahigpit na virtual hug, Sassa!


BV
xx

Sorry, I can’t hear you over the sound of how awesome I am.

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KissMySass
August 7, 2022 (1 month ago)

Thanks, you're a doll. I'm here for you too, I hope you know that.

𝕯𝖊𝖚𝖘 𝖊𝖝 𝖒𝖆𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖆.

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BoboyAlega
August 7, 2022 (1 month ago)

Dear Wendy,

(tab)      What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay, so long and goodnight awake and unafraid, asleep or dead (key of G with eyeliner).. Kidding aside, what doesn't kill you makes you makes you stronger and speaking of stronger... You'll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.

PS: Ayoko kumanta ng Buloy at What Matters Most ah.
                                                                                                                                Sincerely Yours,
                                                                                                                                 Carpe Diem

Carpe Diem

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KissMySass
August 7, 2022 (1 month ago)

Ahy akala ko e-mail.

I'm not o-fucking-kay but it's okay. Never naman ako nag-self harm. Nana ako ih. Thank you kind friend.

𝕯𝖊𝖚𝖘 𝖊𝖝 𝖒𝖆𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖆.

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MidLifeCrisis admin
August 7, 2022 (1 month ago)

Selective ang pagka-lactose intolerant ko, Sass at newly found fave ko si Brie so we can be Brie-zyyyy any time 😍At akin na yang isang hamper, lunod natin dito tapos magtampisaw tayo sa rooftop. Sama natin si P&N. May natira pang Smirnoff sa ref, buksan na din natin tapos pag-usapan natin kaninong titi ang nilapag sa GC 🤣

Kagaguhan aside, you know where to find us 🤗😍 Pramis, no more uninstalling or deleting of TG, starting now. 🤣

It’s okay if you don’t like me. I was not born to impress you.

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KissMySass
August 8, 2022 (1 month ago)

I'm glad na selective ang pagka-lactose intolerant mo Mids. Hahahaha! Feta-ng inang labahan yan. Buti natapos ko na nung Sabado. Small wins! Madami akong alak dito. Maluwang ang bahay namin tapos may videoke.😄

Thanks. Nandito lang din ako kung gusto mo din mag-lapag ng baggage. ♥

𝕯𝖊𝖚𝖘 𝖊𝖝 𝖒𝖆𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖆.

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Alexxxxx
August 8, 2022 (1 month ago)

Its good to cry but put some tears.it will make your heart healthy, Pray
U initiate the hug and embrace to your dad and mom and siblings and tell them i love you it will be eye opener for them how they feel. Do it for tomorrow you wont know.
Laziness at home like u said seems a very large mood swing. Lazy din ako maglinis ng bahay kasi am alone and noone visiting me. Laundry day pag wala ng underwear hahaha. Better invite friends to drop by so u have the goal to clean and be excited in what u do.stress yarn. Lactose intolerance well u can have calciunlm tablets u need it to produce blood in your body. Blood are produce from our bones. Monthly females are disposing blood. Try to feel others by tapping their shoulder. Malaki magagawa nyan sa kapwa.have a great day

jack jack

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KissMySass
August 8, 2022 (1 month ago)

That's an anxiety attack waiting to happen. I am socially inept hence I don't do well in social settings kahit na family ko pa yan. But I always try my best. I was doing so well kaso nag-pandemic. Kaya bumalik na naman. Sa chat/written form lang ako madaldal kasi walang nakakakita sa kin, if that makes any sense.

Lethargic, I guess that's the word. Hindi lang basta katamaran. I only have a few friends irl and I don't want to be a burden kahit kanino. Hahaha.

Thanks and have a great day too.

𝕯𝖊𝖚𝖘 𝖊𝖝 𝖒𝖆𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖆.

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a.bit.innocent
August 8, 2022 (1 month ago)

Parang gusto tuloy kita ayain mag coffee,sass. Kung ano ipapares sa kape eh bahala na. Pwedeng chichirya,pwedeng cake,pwedeng chismis. Or sabi nga ni R. Arnold,  if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me. For I, too, am fluent in silence. 🙂 bulabugin mo ako if trip mo  pag natyempuhan mo ako sa main. Di ko naman maipagyayabang na gagaan pakiramdam mo. But sure ako,lalo sasakit ulo mo pag ako nakausap mo😂😁

Sometimes my alone time is for your own safety

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KissMySass
August 10, 2022 (1 month ago)

Gusto ko yang magkasama lang tapos nagkakape. Hirap din kasi ako mag-open up. Pero mas masaya kung madami kang dad jokes tapos tawanan lang tayo. Hahaha!

Thanks Abit. 🥰

𝕯𝖊𝖚𝖘 𝖊𝖝 𝖒𝖆𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖆.

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C4RD3L
August 8, 2022 (1 month ago)

Everythings gonna be okay..  tulad mo isa din ako sa mga tao nakakaramdam ganyan .. ang galing2 ko din makinig sa iba ang galing2 ko din magbigay ng payo  pero minsan nakakalimutan ko na na mas kailangan pala ng sarili natin ng mga payo mula sa iba.. pero iniisip ko nlang na di nmn natatapos ang buhay sa isang problema lng,, ganun talaga ang buhay kung di ka man okay sa ngayon baka bukas maayos kana .. dba nung baby tayo ganun din, madadapa ka muna bago ka matutong lumakad, .. subukan mong kalimutan yung nakaraan at ayusin mo ang yung kinabukasan.. gawin mong mas makabuluhan ang buhay na binigay sayo coz you only live once ,,, all is well sassa .. kay mo yan ..

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KissMySass
August 10, 2022 (1 month ago)

Thanks. I hope everything goes well for you. Keep on keeping on. 🥰

𝕯𝖊𝖚𝖘 𝖊𝖝 𝖒𝖆𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖆.

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