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Date: April 25, 2022 (27 days ago)


I've struggled with insecurities since I was a young girl and now that I am older there are times when I still let my self-doubt get the best of me, I allow my mind to create mountains out of molehills because feeling insufficient and not good enough is an old friend that I am very familiar with.

I have self-doubt. I have insecurity. I have fear of failure. I have nights when I show up at the arena and I'm like, 'My back hurts, my feet hurt, my knees hurt. I don't have it. I just want to chill.' We all have self-doubt. You don't deny it, but you also don't capitulate to it. You embrace it. --- Kobe Bryant

Dati it was so hard to admit that I struggle with a lot of things, siguro kasi masyado ako concern sa opinions ng ibang tao about me, I always want people to think that I am strong kahit in reality I always crumble in private.

Fighting with my inner demons has been a constant battle and may mga times na akala ko I've already slain the dragon, and then boom the monster is back with retribution. Sabi nga nila, mas mahirap kalaban yung sarili kaya it's really an effort to have and maintain a positive mindset.

Kakabalik ko lang sa work recently, from a long medical leave. And honestly, nag struggle ako ng first few days, feeling ko ang bobo ko na hahhaha kasi nahihirapan ako gawin yung trabaho na akala ko expe...

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darkbahamut
April 27, 2022 (26 days ago)

Good to read this...ever since the pandemic starts a lot of our self-doubting demons let loose, I hope I can learn to tame mine

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wittyversion2.0
April 27, 2022 (25 days ago)

I hope you learn to tame your demons too. Thank you for reading.

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QSLeigh
April 27, 2022 (26 days ago)

Words are powerful, whether  spoken or not. If we doubt ourselves, who else will believe in us? Kaya, fight fight lang. :) If we think there's no solution, there will always be a work around. ※hugs※

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wittyversion2.0
April 27, 2022 (25 days ago)

Thank you sis. *hugs back*

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April 28, 2022 (24 days ago)

I am happy to see you having a plan to fight those negative self talk
It will be hard but it will be worth it :)

PS: I am also happy to see your signature text hehehehe

Have a great day ahead!

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wittyversion2.0
April 28, 2022 (24 days ago)

Thank you :)

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