Thoughts While At Work 2

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Date: April 21, 2022 (1 month ago)

So, here I am again, my mind going overdrive about stuff. Lately I have been overwhelmed with all these conflicting emotions. Blame it on hormones, blame it on age, blame it on whatever you feel like blaming it to.

I was just thinking that I am getting so fucking tired of feeling. Can I just shut this down? I mean, yeah, I sometimes have this on/off switch somewhere in my mind where I decide to just not feel. But these freaking emotions are very persistent! Don't they know how to stay down or like go away for a while, take a vacation or something? Can't they let me rest for the time being? Sheesh! I just don't want to feel right now as it is driving me nuts! Y'know, these constant emotional battle is leaving me so drained that I just want to lie down and stare at the ceiling for hours and hours. But then, my mind goes haywire that it doesn't let me not think! Argh!!

I should stop thinking. I should stop watching those crime videos. Hahaha. Makes me think of stuff I shouldn't. But don't worry, I'm not gonna do anything that stupid.. Not yet, I guess. But seriously, I won't.. For now, maybe? Hahahah...

I also realized that I have recently been...

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April 21, 2022 (1 month ago)

They say finding the right one is a messy process...

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April 22, 2022 (1 month ago)

So true! Do we look for it or does it just come? Because I believe it just happens.. I could be wrong, though.

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