Chronic Feelings

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Date: October 19, 2021 (1 month ago)

October 17, 2021

Sunday after lunch, I chatted with this guy whom I have known before I got here on fss and before KP. I booked an overnight room somewhere down south. Packed my bags and things. Got on the car and went south of the imperial Manila (NCR). The last few days have been hectic, confusing and depressing. Gusto ko lang mag-enjoy. I've been battered mentally and emotionally. Back to the guy, I've known him for almost 2 years yata. Naudlot lang due to the pandemic and sa sobrang dami kong priorities. Double-checked all things, put on shades and rode off to the sunset ahahaha! Just kidding, it was around 2PM yata. It was a sunny day, ang sarap magmaneho sa expressway! Weeeeh! I drove for 2 and half a hour before makarating dun sa spot na kita ang bulkan ahahaha. It was kinda dark when I got there.

I booked a condo room na nakaharap sa bulkan, 22nd floor. It was a nice view kung hindi lang dahil sa fog at konting ambon that evening. Nilapag ko lahat ng bags ko sa room, nagrelax konti at nag-ayos ng sarili. I'm about to meet this guy, sabi nya pa excited na raw sya. It was around 6PM when he texted me na nasa lobby na raw sya, and no... Bumaba na ako sa lobby ng condo, pumunta kami sa parking area.

My car or your car?

Tanong ko sa kanya.

Your car.

Okidoks. So we got in the car and he told me na may reservation siya sa medyo malapit na resto. We got there and meron nga syang nakareserve na table for two. It was so romantic ahahaha nasira lang dahil sa fog that night but I appreciated his effort. I ate hearty dahil ang layo ng biyahe ko while we talked over, it was more of a "kamustahan" rather than "knowing each other more" kind of talk. Ang daming nagbago samin, new goals, new careers. Ang tagal naming nag-usap, then I had this sexy idea since I've had a room booked overnight. I kept asking myself, what do you think? Wala namang bago, I think this is what I really wanted to happen. This is what I was looking forward to all along. I just wanted to play a good girl persona and keep myself reserved para kay KP but does he even care? I told myself, this is me-time. Akong bahala sa sarili ko. Besides, I've been doing it with the guy before I met KP. So I told the guy to come with me sa booked room ko.

A few minutes before 9PM, magsasara na yun resto. He raised his hand and insisted to pay the bill though pwede namang split bill na lang. While waiting for the bill, I took out my phone and took a photo of the table kasama yun elbow and hands ni guy. I felt proud about how I carried myself that evening ahahaha! I sent the pic to KP's TG, I wanted to know his reaction. Biglang nagbago isip ko ahahaha gusto ko na i-delete agad yun pic but too late. He's already seen it.

Wow, who's the lucky guy?

I cringed and asked myself, bakit ba pinakita ko pa sa kanya? So I deleted the pic sa TG convo...

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October 19, 2021 (1 month ago)

The "Perfect Date" became the "Perfect Fuck up".Picture na nga niya di pa nakilala?Torpe o sadya yatang nag pa inosente na hindi nya alam its him on that photo.His loss not yours;you deserve a better receptive guy.

Minsan na namatay pero muli nabuhay

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October 20, 2021 (1 month ago)

the mere fact that even you're in a date with a guy but a simple message from KP can change your mood, I think he got the best of you more than he thinks. and the way na sabihin nya that im happy for you, damn someone needs to drop a hammer on this guy

😂 Flibbertigibbet 😂

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October 21, 2021 (1 month ago)

Lilipas din 'to waifu hahaha thanks, I love u


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October 21, 2021 (1 month ago)

Ha! I can truly relate tho di pa naman ako umabot sa point na nakipaglandian sa iba pero parang ganito din mangyayari if ever.

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October 22, 2021 (1 month ago)

i tulog mo nlng ulit bebs hahha

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