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Him And Her... Again

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Date: May 13, 2019 (3 years ago)


HER

I saw him again last night.

I looked at him and smiled tentatively. He barely looked at me, didn't even acknowledge my presence. I tried to shrug the feeling off and just continued with my drink. I turned back my attention to friends and laughed as if the whole world depended on it. Inside, my heart was starting to fall apart… Slowly.

The night progressed with scarcely a word to each other. My eyes would wander towards him when I know he's not looking. He's having fun, I thought. He's quiet at times, though.

I wonder, does he think of me? I devised ways to be near him, to stay close to him but all in vain. All I got was a very cold reception. I honestly didn't know what to do or how to feel. But, hey, I managed to mask my feelings with the sound of my laughter.

It was then a male friend wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him. He nuzzled the side of my neck. I let him. I let him see what my friend was doing. Our eyes met. What did I see? Was it pain? Jealousy? Was he hurting? Thoughts ran in my head. Should I ask my friend to stop and let go? Or should I let him be? Why is he getting so affected by my friend's actions? Or am I just imagining things?

And it was time for him to go. I wanted to tell him to stay. I wanted to tell him, "Don't go." But I didn't. He hugged me, and I felt the coldness in his touch. I swallowed hard, blinked back the threatening tears hugged him back and whispered, "Take care".

Why don't you tell me how you feel?

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HI...

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oli_ver
May 13, 2019 (3 years ago)

That thing called ego.... it is better to swallow your pride than asking later 'what if'....... sinayang ang pagkakataon...

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Crystalite
May 13, 2019 (3 years ago)

Did you read the firat part? Hehehe

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Crystalite
May 13, 2019 (3 years ago)

*first

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jefftdr
May 14, 2019 (3 years ago)

Willing kaya si Her igive up ano man meron sya para kay Him (or vice versa).

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Crystalite
May 14, 2019 (3 years ago)

Would you?

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loque
May 15, 2019 (3 years ago)

Kailangan kasi nating maging responsable sa pagdedesisyon. Mahirap ang pagtataya sa mga bagay lalo na kung may maapektuhan na ibang tao. At kung mapagdesisyunan ba, kaya rin bang pangatawanan?

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MavyBee
May 15, 2019 (3 years ago)

Mag comment daw ako. Sabi ni ate shy

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Crystalite
May 15, 2019 (3 years ago)

Ay naku!

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User Not Found
May 15, 2019 (3 years ago)

So sad naman...

Nice work

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loque
May 15, 2019 (3 years ago)

Oh. So relatable.
Mahirap ung laro na Walang Aminan Ng Feelings. Walang mananalo.

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Crystalite
May 15, 2019 (3 years ago)

Tama ka po. Sometimes, I'd rather want to know than not know. Kahit masakit.

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fem_alva
June 20, 2019 (3 years ago)

awww..they're both in a relationship ate.. kaya yun ang reason bakit nila pinipigilan mga sarili nila..

alva

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