Him And Her

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Date: May 5, 2019 (3 years ago)


I think I'm falling for him.

And it's scary.

I won't deny that when I first saw him, there was an immediate attraction. I couldn't really look him in the eye for fear that I might stare. I avoided him most of the night. Didn't really talk to him that much or just talk to him when needed. I am a shy person, yes. But with him, it was different. It felt like there was an awkward silence between us.

As we continued to see each other, we somehow became more comfortable with each other especially with our banters from time to time. Some are wholesome banters, while some, are, okay… Maybe, I was flirting. But I won't admit it. Not out loud, anyway.

Eventually, there was skin to skin contact. No, it's not what you're thinking. Slight touches, hugs, kissing on the cheeks, and the like. But everytime he does that, there's this current that runs through my skin, it's electrifying. I don't know if he feels it, but I do.

As time passes by, I question myself. Should I ask or should I let it be? I try to act normal whenever he's around or whenever I'm with him. I know that we can't be. We're both in a relationship and yet, the attraction, the chemistry, it's undeniably there. That no matter how I try to avoid it, it's there, constantly creeping, seeping. And I can feel that he feels the same way, too. Or maybe I am just reading too much on "our" awkward silences whenever we're together. Maybe, it's just me. Maybe, I am hoping. Maybe….

Then one day, it happened. Oh, God! I wish I could have taken them back. But words cannot be taken back… I told him "I love you." I swear, as soon as I said that, I wanted to die! But what hurt the most, was when he didn't say anything back. So I told him to forget what I said and that we should pretend it never happened.

So what now?


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its_LIMITLESS's Profile Picture
May 8, 2019 (3 years ago)

damn.. so what now..

Death is certain. Time is not.

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May 9, 2019 (3 years ago)


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May 15, 2019 (3 years ago)

Yung moment na marealize mo na nainlove ka na,  nakakatakot talaga lalo at hindi mo alam sa kung wala, may konting pag asa, o hindi tiyak ang tugon. At kailangan mo ng gabundok na lakas ng loob para maamin mo yon sa tao. Kasi ang hirap itago ng feelings lalo pa at regular na nagkakasama. Kaya lang sana, kung d kaya tugunan ang pagmamahal na inaalay, sabihin din agad dahil nakakabuang ang pag-iisip at nakakapang hipuspos ang pag-aantay sa wala.

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