She Waits

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Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags: ,
Date: October 28, 2018 (5 months ago)

She sat on the windowsill, rested her head on the window frame, hugged herself and closed her eyes. The cool night wind made her shiver but she didn't leave. She savored the coldness on her skin. The icy breeze was nothing compared to the ice she felt in her heart. If only she could find a way to literally freeze her heart, she would. Her heart felt numb, anyway. Now, she doesn't want to feel anything at all.

She looked up and saw the stars twinkling, some faintly, some brightly. She smiled bitterly. How she remembered the time they would look at the stars together and count shooting stars. But now, she's all alone and that thought made her eyes well with tears. She shut her eyes and the tears fell. She tried to smile and wiped the tears away.

She loved him with all that she has, gave all she can give. And yet, it was never enough. She made mistakes, she knows it. But she tries her best not to do them again, but unconsciously, she does. She hated herself for being so thoughtless always at the wrong time.

She inhaled sharply as if remembering the sweet moments, remembering the pain. She exhaled leisurely, trying to calm herself. Right now, all she wanted to feel is his arms around her, his lips on her cheek, and his whispers of love. But all she felt was the cold night wind. And she felt so alone.

Fresh tears threatened to fall when she remembered the way he would always hold her hand, fingers intertwined, how his hugs would comfort her, how his smile make her fall in love with him all over again, how his kisses would make her knees buckle. But now, she has nothing of those. He used to be her sun but now, all her days are either rainy, when she's crying, or cloudy, because she never smiles anymore.

She sat up she sat up, let her feet dangle and looked down. She wondered how things went from perfect to not so perfect. She fell and she fell hard. She never expected this to happen. And now, he's gone. Her life is gone. How she wished she could turn back time and undo all the mistakes she did but it's too late. He's not coming back, not ever. She has lost him.

She swallowed hard, looked up and got off the window. How she wanted him back. How she wanted to feel his love again. How she wanted him to shine on her again. She missed him, missed him more than anything in the world. If only she could turn back the hands of time, she would. How she would give anything to have...

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October 28, 2018 (5 months ago)

How sad it is when all hope of being with the significant 1 isn't going to happen.Guilt drives 1 to despair

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October 31, 2018 (5 months ago)

So she dead? Thats kinda creepy but badass coz she smiled still @@ I wonder..

She smiles naughtily when I turn into her Deadman :}

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