Do You Still Love Me?

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Date: September 6, 2018 (10 months ago)

"Do you still love me?"

That question kept swimming in my head lately. It's haunting, it keeps echoing, reverberating, drowning all other noise. It's the only thing I hear. The thing that makes me wonder. Do you still love me?

Years ago, you told me that I'm the woman you need, the woman who made you feel complete. The first time you said you love me brought a smile to my face. I was so happy. When I said I loved you, I meant it and I still mean it. I still love you despite what is happening to us.

What happened? My tears just won't stop falling. They keep streaming down my face. I tell them to stop, but they just won't listen. They're hardheaded, much like the one who tells them to stop.

We used to be really happy, loving each other. But now, it seems that each day is a battle to be won. Not a day goes by that will irk you up with something that I do. I am becoming your frustration and disappointment. I don't understand anymore and yet I still keep holding on and never letting go. I try my best to be the woman that you want. But still, all I do is hurt you. Maybe I'm trying so hard to please you. Maybe all I need is for you to understand me, accept me for who I am; my flaws, my bad side and shortcomings. Every time we have an argument, yes, I will not deny that I get so mad, but still, I try to understand you, and for you, I will take the blame, just for you not to get mad at me.

I miss you. I am missing you so much. I miss how we were. I miss your playfulness, I miss your sweet smile. I just miss you.

I don't want to lose you. I don't want to say goodbye. But all I can do is cry. I've given my best, but I guess it wasn't good enough for you, never reached your expectations. I don't want us to be just a memory.

Remember the time when you said you will not let me go or let go? Where did that go?

And so the age old question: Do you still love me? Because I do. I still do and will always love you."

She put her glasses down and rubbed her temples. It was only then she realized that she, too, has been crying. She covered her face with her hands and continued to cry. She...

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September 6, 2018 (10 months ago)

Do you still love me? Same question and i want an answer.

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September 7, 2018 (10 months ago)

"Will you still love me?"

By: Chicago

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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September 8, 2018 (10 months ago)

Ahhhh...the feelings and emotions of a female writer is often real close to her.Even though it was suppose to be fiction every story is based on REALITY.

ISO certified DOM and ATC(Ako'y Talagang Cute!)

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October 8, 2018 (9 months ago)

How i wished i can ask that  question too, to someone 'do you still love me?" For over 3yrs. Yet the question is when will you say you love me too...

u don't know me until u not owe me!!!!

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