Author writings 9

May mga gusto kang sabihin na dapat pigilan
May mga bagay kang gustong gawin
Ngunit dapat munang ipagpaliban
Hindi dahil sa kung anu pa man
Kung hindi dahil sa wala ka namang karapatan

Ilalagay mo ang sarili sa tamang lugar
Ilulugar mo sa hindi ka dapat sumobra at maging bulgar
Hindi dahil takot kang masaktan o mapahiya
Kung hindi dahil alam mo namang iyon ang dapat mong ginagawa

Ayos lamang na maging totoo ka
Ayos lang din na mag-alala at magpaalala
Hindi dahil gusto mong magpapansin at unahin
Kung hindi dahil gusto mo lang ihayag ang iyong damdamin

Damdamin n...

With all the crap this world can give
You are my relief
Dealing with the BS and negatives
You are always here and made me believe

Your laugh and presence is my sanctuary
Gives me joy and comfort
Your innocence is divine and heavenly
With minimum effort

You are my escape from this unforgiving world
For that i am indebted and thankful
I just wish you won't get bored
Stay and i will be forever grateful...

I am flawed, far from perfection
To err is human, subject to limitation
Where i am weak, you maybe strongest
You were the light in my darkest

I may not be ideal nor a model
Difficulties I face, everything's a hurdle
I may show weakness and let downs
I just wish it wont make you frown

I am who I am, no buts no ifs
Too good to a fault, victim of my own beliefs
I can take every criticism, bad and good
Hoping it can help me to be better, as it should

Bash and hate me, it shouldn't matter
I should only be loyal and true to those who bother
To know me as a true soul and person
Not just the facade that can fool and teach you a lesson

I can show the real me only to those who I trust
Loyalty and honesty is a must
Know m...

Your smile is my downfall
Your laugh is my relief
Your eyes could see it all
Your heart ceases to believe

I knew from the start the consequences i will face
I knew from the start the hurt that i could take
I knew from the start that him i could not replace
I knew from the start that i will do everything it will take

Us, was just a wishful state of mind
Us, was just an occurence that can never happen
Us, is such an impossible climb
Us, is such a wish that cannot be easily forgotten...

Kapag ang puso at isip ay pagal na
Maghintay, umunawa at umasa
Kapag ang mga bagay ay tuwinang nagpapaalala
Sa mga gusto at puro sana

Siguro ay kailangan lamang umiwas saglit
Sa mga iniisip at sakit
Siguro ay mas mabuting bahagyang umatras
Upang huminga at makabawi ng lakas

Walang iwanan yan ang ating pangako
Hanggang sa huli o kung saan man dadako
Walang iwanan yan ang ating sinambit
Ngunit ngayo'y alangan at nasa bingit

Sasabayan ang pagbagsak ng luha
Aagos ang emosyong nagluluksa
Hindi para sa katawang namayapa...

Alagaan at paligayahin ka ang nais kong gawin
Gumabay at maging sandalan mo
lalo sa oras ng iyong mga suliranin

Akayin at ika'y buhatin
Kapag ang paa ay mabigat at di na maihakbang
Sabay tayong lalaban at tatayo
Sa hamon ng kinabukasan

Wala naman akong maipagmamalaki sa iyo
Hamak na simpleng tao lang rin naman ako
Taong handang sumagupa sa unos na darating
Taong di ka iiwan at diringgin iyong bawat hiling at daing

Ngunit alam kong lahat ng ito ay balewala
Di naman ako ang iyong katuwang at tinanggap
Sapagkat ako'y lagi lamang nasa gilid at nakasulyap
Tulala at nanatiling nangangarap...

Kaibigan ko na ang pag-iisa
Pinaniwala ang sarili na ako ay masaya
Kung may dumating o wala ay ayos lang
Baka masaktan lang rin naman

Pero heto ka ngayon at kumakatok
Tapang at tatag ko ay sinusubok
Paano na nga ba ulit ang magmahal?
Dahil sa iyo'y handa na akong muling sumugal

Lagi kang naiisip at hinahanap
Nahihirapan na rin sa aking pagpapanggap
Na ika'y kaibigan lamang at hindi na hihigit pa
Pero puso at isip ko'y may sinasabing iba

Hihiling sa mga tala at sa kalawakan
Nawa'y inyo sanang mapagbigyan
Na sana'y pareho kami ng na...

Your tears and pain i will soak
to give you comfort and hope
Your rants and cries i will hear
to let you know i am always here

To make your smile deep and true
that is all what i want to do
To lessen the hurt and burden you feel
I will do everything to help your heart heal

Be it may that you are hurting
all this will pass and soon you will be smiling
Be it may that I am but just a friend
I will never let you down 'til the end............

Handles exchanging greetings
The usual hi, hello and good day
Everyone busy with something
Minding their own ways

After summing the guts
I tested the water
Braved the delicate yellow lane
Miss or hit it didnt really mattered

Few minutes passed suddenly a response
My gamble paid off, now to keep the conversation going
Acted cool and confident but not too excited
I didnt want to sound so fresh nor boring

Smiles and laughs followed suit
Two kindred souls having such bliss
Good talk and hearty laughs
And it all started with a whis...