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Chapter X

This is it.

As soon as naramdaman ko yung head ng titi nya sa labas ng pussy ko, I took my hand away from his cock and then I placed both of my hands sa body nya. I took a very long deep breath sabay gently lower myself down. I was already dripping wet pero hirap na hirap pa rin ako ibaba yung sarili ko. Sabi ko na imposible talaga eh. I just cliched my eyes tight expecting a lot of pain while ramdam na ramdam ko yung cock nya slowly filling me in.

My world seemed to freeze so did my movements. Once I felt like hindi na talaga kayang ibaba, I just stayed there hanging. Yung face ko parang nagdadasal ng mataimtim. "Don't move..." sabi ko kay Dan. Fuck, punong puno ako.

"I cant.." sabi ko na parang hirap na hirap. "Jack off nalang kita…" i blurted out as I felt literally stretched.

"Relax..parang sinisikipan mo pa...

Chapter IX

After ko mahimasmasan sa nangyari, my vision started to clear and then slowly bumabalik na yung senses ko. I opened my eyes and right there in front of me was Dan's hideous shirtless body as he began to unbuckle his pants. Para akong biglang nag panic at natauhan as guilt came after me while I started to cover myself under the sheets. Flashbacks of those old tagalog movies came into my mind about some probinsyano guy getting ready to rape some nene girl na walang kalaban laban. Ganun ang nakikita ko kay Dan.

I started to pull myself away slowly while struggling to find words to say for him to back off. Parang kanina lang eh bigay na bigay na ako. It's been a mental torture of emotional ups and downs that whole evening.

He took his pants off and then natira na lang yung boxers nya with his "thing" poking out of it.

"Wait lang.. Dan..." was all I could come up with. I started telling him nic...

Chapter VIII

Napahinto si Dan sa ginagawa nya sa akin. Sumisilip kami sa bintana while thinking the very same thing; nakikita nga ba kami sa labas? Dan took his phone while still peeking into the window. Nase-sense ko na he's trying to decide kung sasagutin ba nya yung call o hindi.

I went to the bed nalang na mejo frustrated. I was so close to my orgasm to the point na hindi na ako nagwo-worry kung nakikita ba talaga kami from the outside. Heck, I don't even care if si Christian pa mismo ang nakakita sa amin….I just wanted to cum. My body wanted to cum. Dumating na ako sa stage na parang wala na akong pakialam. How I wish na he called maybe after a minute or two, natapos na sana ako... it would have been the most intense climax I've ever had.

I don't wanna be near Dan if mag decide sya to answer the call. So, I moved away from him and then humiga nalang ako sa bed ng naka-slouch with my head and my neck resting on maybe 2-3 pillows...

Chapter VII

As my mind starts to bring me back to reality, I thought about what I had just done. Suddenly guilt rushed over me. Feeling ko I'm going crazy kasi half ng mind ko sarap na sarap sa nangyari and the other half was yelling at me for loving it.

I was still sitting on the floor facing the room. I lay my head next to the wall on my right while I close my eyes trying to concentrate and think of any reason to stop this from happening pero wala talaga. Wala na akong kawala. This is really happening and there's no way out of it anymore.

"Alam mo ba katabi lang ng hotel mo yung condo nila Christian?.." I heard him asked. I opened my eyes a gently as I saw him looking outside of the window.

I know naman na malapit lang sa hotel ko yung unit nila Christian but I wasn't aware na overlooking lang pala yung building nya from my room. Besides, I've been to their place naman na the other day when he inv...

Chapter VI

I was hiding behind the door when I gently opened it. Hindi ko na sya sinilip pero I'm hinting na pwede na sya pumasok sa loob ng room.

Our eyes met agad as he enters the room. He left the door slightly open while hawak pa rin ng right hand nya yung door knob sa labas kahit nakapasok na sya sa loob. I was behind the door naman holding the doorknob from the inside with my left hand.

Nakatitig lang kami sa isat isa at parehas kaming naghihintay kung sino unang magsasalita. He was standing there staring at my eyes pababa sa katawan ko and you can tell from his smug face na tuwang tuwa sya nung nakita nya na naka underwear lang ako.

I was about to say something to break the ice, when all of a sudden, he pulled me from my back with his left hand and straight away forcing his lips in to mine. I kissed him back gently yet willingly and I thought we are heading straight to the bed na so I was trying to close the door pero...

Chapter V

Every second feels like an hour waiting after sending him my room number…. I feel both excited and unsure at the same time. Unsure because I've been a perfect straight arrow my entire life and I have never done such things to make my life complicated. A couple of minutes later the excitement subsides then sising sisi ako sa decision ko. I kept asking myself "What are you doing J… this is stupid..." while slapping the bed out of frustration.

I got up and went to the toilet to freshen up a little bit. Suddenly I heard my phone ringing and it was Dan. Hindi ko sya nasagot kaagad kasi nga nasa toilet ako. A few seconds later nagsend sya ng SMS. Apparently, he cant use the elevator/lift without the door key card so he's asking me na sunduin ko nalang daw sya sa looby. Shit! I just realize na I still have an out papala to this situation. I can pretend na I didn't get his message or I was sleeping na while waiting...

Chapter IV

I went back to my hotel room and still bothered by the fact na Christian is dating somebody else na. Ramdam ko na hindi ako okay… not at all. I went to check Nat's FB page and dig deep into her timeline and I found a few photos of them together posted 2 years ago, this was around the time Christian and I parted ways. A lot of scenarios are running inside my freaking head; Did he cheat on me while we are still in long distance relationship? Is she the reason why we broke up and why Christian decided to let me go?..... My mind is set na. There's no way I'm coming back here in Singapore. I am fully decided na Dubai nalang talaga ako.

A few minutes later I saw a few messages from Dan popping up sa phone ko with some of the photos he took with me earlier. Kinakamusta nya ako and typical me just sending him single word replies to let him know na I'm not in the right mood to talk. Then he hit me with a message na...

Hi guys! I heard a lot of good things about FSS so i decided to share here the story that i wrote a few months back from another site. I never envisioned such an overwhelming response back when i first started sharing my story over there. Dumating sa point na i developed some serious paranoia issues kaya i chose to delete my story and moved my story in private. As i continue updating the story in private, i felt like hitting a wall and i'm starting to lose interest in writing again. It's not like my story aren't interesting, ofcourse mine's the best (joke!) but privately writing my story isn't providing me much of a thrill as i had before. Hence why i'm sharing it here ;)

If you have read this story before, you may notice a few difference in some of the details from the original writing. As you know I was careless about some of the details i shared with my story before and not realizing the risk of all information that i shared. Re-sharing this story also gave me some time t...