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Disillusioned
Submitted by Subnerubian on March 21, 2021 (21 days ago)Posted in Poem: Tagalog · Categories: Erotic · Tags: poem
Endless tirade of unwelcome thoughts,
I shiver every night with thoughts of our past
Never changing and ever present
Unlike my wavering heart
Here I post my indisgressions and infidelity
I succumb to the sadness of my heart
I am thinking that maybe tomorrow I'll be ok
Still my heart is never truly anyone's at this point
I long for the day my life would end
Longing for the day this torture of a life would end
I seek solace but only found torment and dispair
Punishment for the crimes I continue to commit
Maybe tomorrow will be good to me
Maybe I'll be better and be ok
One thing I know in my heart for sure
I will never be cured until this worthless life ends...
I shiver every night with thoughts of our past
Never changing and ever present
Unlike my wavering heart
Here I post my indisgressions and infidelity
I succumb to the sadness of my heart
I am thinking that maybe tomorrow I'll be ok
Still my heart is never truly anyone's at this point
I long for the day my life would end
Longing for the day this torture of a life would end
I seek solace but only found torment and dispair
Punishment for the crimes I continue to commit
Maybe tomorrow will be good to me
Maybe I'll be better and be ok
One thing I know in my heart for sure
I will never be cured until this worthless life ends...
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Sana Noon Ay Ngayon
Submitted by Subnerubian on September 23, 2020 (6 months ago)Posted in Poem: Tagalog · Categories: Erotic · Tags: poem
Hindi maalis sa aking isipan,
nung unang beses kitang makitang muli.
Ang maamo mong mukha di pa rin nagbabago.
Ang mga ngiti mong nambibigahani pa rin.
Akala ko noo'y baka pwede pa,
sana nga'y may pag asa pa na tayong dalawa.
Mga alalang bumabalik sa akin isipan,
Akin na ngayo'y pinapanalangin na sana noon ay ngayon pa.
Ngunit ang mga pangarap ko'y biglang naglaho,
nung nakita kitang masaya sa piling nya.
Lumuha ang aking mga mata at pinanalangin na,
sana noon ay ngayon pa.
Umaaasa na ako kahit isang saglit na magiging tayo pa.
Hindi na pala kasi ang ngiti sa iyong mukha hindi ako ang dahilan.
Mga alaalang bumabalik sa aking isipan,
akin na ngayo'y pinapanalangin na sana noon ay ngayon pa.
Sana sa huling patak ng aking luha,
mahawakan lang kita at maramdamang muli ang yakap mo't halik.
Mga alaalang bumabalik sa aking isipan,
akin na ngayo'y pinapanalangin na sana noon...
nung unang beses kitang makitang muli.
Ang maamo mong mukha di pa rin nagbabago.
Ang mga ngiti mong nambibigahani pa rin.
Akala ko noo'y baka pwede pa,
sana nga'y may pag asa pa na tayong dalawa.
Mga alalang bumabalik sa akin isipan,
Akin na ngayo'y pinapanalangin na sana noon ay ngayon pa.
Ngunit ang mga pangarap ko'y biglang naglaho,
nung nakita kitang masaya sa piling nya.
Lumuha ang aking mga mata at pinanalangin na,
sana noon ay ngayon pa.
Umaaasa na ako kahit isang saglit na magiging tayo pa.
Hindi na pala kasi ang ngiti sa iyong mukha hindi ako ang dahilan.
Mga alaalang bumabalik sa aking isipan,
akin na ngayo'y pinapanalangin na sana noon ay ngayon pa.
Sana sa huling patak ng aking luha,
mahawakan lang kita at maramdamang muli ang yakap mo't halik.
Mga alaalang bumabalik sa aking isipan,
akin na ngayo'y pinapanalangin na sana noon...
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Ptsd
Submitted by Subnerubian on December 14, 2018 (2 years ago)Posted in Poem: Tagalog · Categories: Erotic · Tags: poem
I guess it's true when you said you'll go,
To parts you said I'll never know.
I thought it was just a test of might,
To see if I was a true knight.
Never did I know that it was already the end,
Never did I know you will would never bend.
I thought I still had a fighting chance,
Who would have thought that this will be our last dance.
I guess I had false hope,
I really felt like a dope.
I want to hold you in my arms,
I want to be smitten by your charms.
I guess this is goodbye.
No more asking why.
My heart I bury with your memories.
I guess I'm one of those casualties....
To parts you said I'll never know.
I thought it was just a test of might,
To see if I was a true knight.
Never did I know that it was already the end,
Never did I know you will would never bend.
I thought I still had a fighting chance,
Who would have thought that this will be our last dance.
I guess I had false hope,
I really felt like a dope.
I want to hold you in my arms,
I want to be smitten by your charms.
I guess this is goodbye.
No more asking why.
My heart I bury with your memories.
I guess I'm one of those casualties....
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A Symphony Of Restraint
Submitted by Subnerubian on December 5, 2018 (2 years ago)Posted in Poem: Tagalog · Categories: Erotic · Tags: poem
I find myself making messages,
They won't be sent and are hostages.
I know that this will cause damages,
It will incur more breakages.
I am a fool thinking we'll be together,
Close and within the arms of one another.
Storms may pass and may change weather,
but my feelings for you will never wither.
I can see you from a distance,
But there are a lot of hindrance.
The space between us is due to my ignorance,
That I want to erase my own existence.
When will it happen that you'll be mine again.
like a treasure gift of my grandmother's porcelain.
I will wait will full restrain,
My love will always remain....
They won't be sent and are hostages.
I know that this will cause damages,
It will incur more breakages.
I am a fool thinking we'll be together,
Close and within the arms of one another.
Storms may pass and may change weather,
but my feelings for you will never wither.
I can see you from a distance,
But there are a lot of hindrance.
The space between us is due to my ignorance,
That I want to erase my own existence.
When will it happen that you'll be mine again.
like a treasure gift of my grandmother's porcelain.
I will wait will full restrain,
My love will always remain....
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Trauma
Submitted by Subnerubian on November 28, 2018 (2 years ago)Posted in Poem: Tagalog · Categories: Erotic · Tags: poem
I feel the sharpess of the pain,
I think in the darkness there is no gain.
I shudder and felt paralized,
I am lonely I suddenly realized.
I can't be with you in this lifetime,
I might wait for my reincarnation for a longtime.
I might be an insignificant insect the next,
But I have never felt love this complex.
I know it can't be us right now,
But to you my love I will vow.
I am not clean nor perfect,
But for you I will try to have this effect.
I am now scared to live this life,
I am living in such strife.
I am not afraid of what the future hold,
I am not sure how my life will unfold....
I think in the darkness there is no gain.
I shudder and felt paralized,
I am lonely I suddenly realized.
I can't be with you in this lifetime,
I might wait for my reincarnation for a longtime.
I might be an insignificant insect the next,
But I have never felt love this complex.
I know it can't be us right now,
But to you my love I will vow.
I am not clean nor perfect,
But for you I will try to have this effect.
I am now scared to live this life,
I am living in such strife.
I am not afraid of what the future hold,
I am not sure how my life will unfold....
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