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MidLifeCrisis

Joined: September 7, 2013 (7 years old)
Writings: 18
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My FSS Storybook: 4/N

Submitted by on Saturday, 9 January 2021 (6 days ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish · Categories: Erotic Couplings, First Time, Mature, Romance, Toys and Masturbation · Tags: ,

Bumalik ako sa ibang bansa na luhaan.

Oh well, pumasok ako sa sitwasyong 'yon with open eyes and with legs wide open. Alam kong may pamilya sya, what did I expect?

So, 'yon, halos buong buwan ng April nagluksa ang aking puso at puke. Wala akong nilandi, umiwas sa chatroom at sa kung ano mang makapag-remind sa akin about kay Edward. Nag-delete ng Viber app.

Towards the end of April, naging active uli ako sa mga comments, unti-unting bumalik sa chatroom, nalibugan na uli, nag-post ng confession.

Then, the month of May came.

First week palang ng May, may nakita na akong prospect agad. I'm not sure if bagong salta lang sya dito nun or matagal na syang member but he posted his first story on May 1, 2014. It was more of a sad love story between him and his ex. At dahil hopeless romantic ako, I couldn't help not to leave a comment. After all, hindi lang naman mata ko ang nabasa dahil ramdam ko 'yong sakit ng break-up nila pero pati din...
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My FSS Storybook: 3/N

Submitted by on December 31, 2020 (15 days ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish · Categories: Erotic Couplings, First Time, Mature, Romance, Toys and Masturbation · Tags: ,

Like I said sa previous part, hindi ko na isa-isahin ang mga lalaking naka-SOP ko dito. Let's now move to the real deal.

But before that, may naalala ako. Hindi lahat ng hinubaran kong lalaki, tinigasan. Meron din kinantyawan lang ako. Hindi rin lahat ng titing nakadikit sa pwet ko, nagising. Meron din parang tulog na lasing. So yeah, naniniwala ako sa platonic relationship dito sa FSS. Yong tinatawag na hanggang friends lang talaga kayo. And friends we remain up to this day. I am not saying that guy is gay kasi I know he's not. What I'm saying is we're not just into each other. Period.

So back to my story.

I had my first serious kalandian after I posted my 5th month confession. Serious in the sense na I fell for him, deeply, even before we had sex for real. And I wrote parts of our story in one of my posts. Though that writing was tagged as fiction but a large chunk of it was true so I decided to repost here the parts that really happened between me a...
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My FSS Storybook: 2/N

Submitted by on December 20, 2020 (25 days ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish · Categories: Toys and Masturbation · Tags: ,

After posting the first part the other night, nag-browse ako sa mga posted confessions ko dito. Naalala ko kasi na meron na akong naisulat dati about my first few months here. So for reference, you may want to read this confession first bago kayo mag-proceed.

https://www.filipinosexstories.com/confession/bare-all-or-maybe-not-my-five-months-of-being-an-fss-member

(That is if you want to know the few other men who made the cut during my first five months of being a member. I decided not to write about those men na kasi naisulat ko naman na ang parte nila sa buhay ko dito.)

To continue.

Nagkaroon din ako ng isa pang regular na ka-SOP. He was 31 or 32 that time and if I remember correctly, our online sexual encounters lasted while he was still single pero ikakasal na sya nun sa girlfriend nyang nasa province.

There was something intriguing about him which added to the excitement every time mag-SOP kami. As I recall, sya lan...
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My FSS Storybook: 1/N

Submitted by on December 19, 2020 (27 days ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish · Categories: First Time, Mature · Tags: ,

September 1, 2013.

The day I first landed sa adult site na 'to. 7 years 3 months 19 days ago, to be exact.

Ha! Antagal ko na din pala dito. Pero parang kelan lang, I was looking for a distraction, something that would ease the pain, to forget yet another heartache. Pang-ilang heartache na nga ba 'yon? Ah, never mind. Ayoko na magbilang, baka mas lalo akong matagalan sa pagsusulat ko sa chapter na 'to.

Oh well, ang tanda ko na nun pero sabi nila hindi na nagtanda ang isip at puso ko. Naiwan kasi sa edad na 28 ang puso ko eh. Pati nga ata isip ko pagdating sa mga usaping pag-ibig, hindi ako nag-mature when I was supposed to. Ewan ba, parang feeling ko that time ang kawawa ko kasi iniwan na naman ako ng lalaking mahal ko nun.

Sabagay, masarap kasi sya eh, sa actual sex at SOP. Well, I'd give him that, kahit he was a total ass for ending things with me the way he did. Kaya sobrang masakit sa heart at sa pekpek nung b...
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Prayers For Candace

Submitted by on April 15, 2019 (1 year ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

It's a sad day for us today and I don't even know how to start this blog. All I know is I can't hold back the tears while I am writing this. But yeah, the title says it all.

Yesterday, a fellow member and writer, candace, passed away. She was 31. And cardiac arrest was the cause, that's what we know.

A couple of us here had meet candace and know her personally and we are really heartbroken with her unexpected passing.

I don't know what to write anymore, just please say a prayer for her eternal peace....
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Threesome, Atbp.

Submitted by on May 2, 2018 (2 years ago)
Posted in Blog: Taglish · Categories: Erotic · Tags: , ,

So I was again invited to a threesome.

Technically, ‘yong initial request was not a threesome but I’ll have sex daw with my friend’s boyfriend while my friend watches. Medyo may pagkabaliw kasi ‘tong friend ko na ‘to. Nasa bucket list daw nyang manood while nakikipagsex sa iba ang boylet nya and she wants to cross this out from her list.

Two years ago, on my birthday, this very same friend asked me to engage in a threesome, with her and one of the guys she met here. Hindi ako napapayag for the simple reason na wala akong maramdamang spark nung na-meet ko ang lalaking ‘yon. I was bf-less at that time though.

Fast forward to today, ewan ko anong nakain ng pasaway kong kaibigan na ‘to at bigla na namang nag-aya.

Kilala ko bf nya, we had met a couple of times na way back 2015-2016. At mabait sya pero hindi pumasok sa isip ko ang makipagsex sa kanya. Siguro dahil nakatatak sa utak ko na bf sya ng friend ko...
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Blowing You

Submitted by on October 30, 2017 (3 years ago)
Posted in Poem: English · Categories: Erotic · Tags:

Maintaining eye contact while I am sucking your cock
Admiring the naked glory that is for me to fuck
Not a single skin I leave untouched
Giving you pleasure makes me horny as much

Making you moan and curse and thrust your hips
Anal-licking, a rim job you love from my tongue and lips
Endless sucking, kissing and tongue-fucking
Libido is rising until your cum is spurting...
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Haiku (Or Maybe Not)

Submitted by on October 19, 2017 (3 years ago)
Posted in Poem: English · Categories: Erotic · Tags:

Promises not made
Obscure emotions were shown
Persistent I was
Of proving to you my love
Yearning to have you
That was my everyday wish
At times I was lost
Not fully seeing your heart
Knew I could get hurt
Even then, I was falling....
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Dark Mocha

Submitted by on June 29, 2017 (3 years ago)
Posted in Poem: English · Categories: Erotic · Tags:

The first time we met
I will never forget
It was a date that was set
To repay someone I was in debt

Winning you took more than sweat
You were such a hard man to get
But all my efforts I will never regret
Damn! How wanting you made me so wet

Finally, you gave in to my yearning
Inside our sanctuary we were moaning
Tongues licking, mouths devouring
Panting, groaning and cursing
The smell of sex overpowering

Giving you head was my cup of tea
Swallowing your cum was my specialty
But riding your cock was such a glory
Sent me to the heavens countlessly
Oh man, I became a slave to your body

Now this I want to ask shamelessly
When can I have a taste again of your little Johnny?...
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Parang Tayo Pero Hindi

Submitted by on May 7, 2017 (3 years ago)
Posted in Story: Taglish · Categories: First Time, Romance · Tags:

Exactly three months since you became a constant sa buhay ko, you broke my heart.

Masakit.

Ayaw pa nga tumigil ng mga luha ko simula pa kagabi. Tingin ko nga magkaka-dehydrate na ako nito kapag di pa ako bumangon at uminom ng kahit anong pwedeng pang-replenish sa luhang inaksaya ko para sa 'yo.

Pero bakit nga ba ako umiiyak? Wala namang tayo. You made that clear, not just once but ilang beses na, sa tuwing nararamdaman mong nagseselos ako. Lagi mong sinasabing "Control yourself. Wag kang mahulog sa akin. I am a jerk."

Unfortunately for me, sa mga katulad mo ako nahuhulog. Sa mga katulad mong 'jerks'.

At ano nga ba ang iniiyakan ko?

Ahhh! May nabasa lang naman akong post sa FB wall mo. Conversation nyo ng isang babae. Halata sa flow ng convo na 'yon na nagpa-cute ka sa kanya. At sa kasamaang-palad, ang babaeng 'yon ay hindi ako.

Masakit.

Kasi akala ko ay ako lang ang babaeng kinakausap...
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