WARNING: this writing consists explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk or just take a deep breath before reading...
JUST KIDDING. HAVE FUN!!! =))

Q: are you single?
A: veryyy. HAHA. I mean yes. Single is sexy. *wink*

Q: why single ka pa e two years na yun miss, di na yun babalik. Sana magets mo yun.
A: *taas kilay ko sayo, malala.* ofcourse alam kong di na yun babalik and I don't want too. I'm enjoying my life being single, pake mo ba? *peace*

Q: straight ka ba?
A: i think yes. I have girl crushes din naman pero crush lang, does it makes me bi ba pag ganun? Hehe.

Q: 20 years older ba okay pa rin sayo?
A: hmmn? Well actually im talking to a 20year older guy right now. Charot! HAHA. I mean yeah, why not?

Q: have you incorporated food or beverages on your sexual act?
A: tried ice cream and nutella. ;P

Q: pwede ka ba tamuran sa kili-kili?
A: LOL. Fetish mo? HAHA. Well, ang weird par...

Q: may susunod na confession pa ba?
A: eto na po sir. Ready ka na ba? HAHA :))

Hope y'all won't judge me after this one. Charot! XD

Q: are you the one in your avatar picture with the eye glasses?
A: well, i'm using it, so yeah it's me.

Q: what's your height?
A: 5'1" yata. Haha.

Q: ano vital statistics mo?
A: mataba ako. :)) 32 24 34 before. Hahaha. Siguro ngayon 25 na waistline, not sure. Im not checking.

Q: What is your profession?
A: im still studying. Graduating actually of teaching profession.

Q: may twitter acct ka?
A: not on twitter po.

Q: sex or chocolate?
A: chocolate. :p

Q: how about groping natry mo na?
A: i think no, well di naman ako nata-touch and bihira kasi ako mag commute. Pero may mga manyak talaga like one time sa bus, si kuya tumabi sakin then ngiti ng ngiti, kumikindat pa. Nakakairita na, tapos biglang nag cellphone, nanuod ng porn si...

I have to add something pala on what i want sa guy... LOL. So i had to edit. ;P

Q: ASL?
A: 24. Uhm, i think babae naman ako, i have pussy ee. Lol. I'm Filipina so I live here in the Philippines. Haha. Sorry would like to keep it for privacy. :)
(Napakadami nagtanong neto)

Q: may TG ka ba?
A: what's TG? ;P meron naman but for personal use so, see you at the lobby nalang. HAHA!

Q: what's keeping you busy right now?
A: studies.

Q: sasama ka ba sakin pag inaya kita magdate tayo?
A: i don't even know you dude. :p

Q: ano bang hanap mong lalaki baka pwede ako?
A: well, nasagot ko na to sa lobby ee. But ok. Gusto ko may sense kausap, can be my mood lifter and confidant. NEAT. mabango, HOT. Yung mata gusto ko sexy, lalo na pag naka glasses. HAHA. and dapat matangkad. [Gusto ko yung suplado pero di nya alam na suplado sya. Pa-hard to get ganun, haha!] Send pic para malaman ko kung pwede ka ba or what. Charot....

I was wondering bakit ang daming taong nasasaktan at nananakit when it comes to love.. Yung reason na "hindi ko sinasadya." Is a big bullshit ee. 'Coz you can't just say that!! You are fully aware of what you are doing and you already know the circumstances that may follow, you just gotta admit to yourself na naging selfish ka. Atleast manlang sa part na yun, be brave to admit it.

Mga lalaki kasi basta nahorny, or nakaramdam lang ng physical attraction sa isang babae, even if they're in a relationship, mag gigive in na. Im not talking about men in general but most of them. (Oh wag na magdeny.) Napaka limitado lang ng faithful na guy this days. Sobrang konti lang ng lalaki na sila yung naloloko, karamihan talaga girls yung argabyado.

I myself thought i was blessed with a man that can stay true to his promises but then he proved that promises are made to be broken. Even we're not together na the time na nakabuntis sya ng iba, it still sucks eh. Cause he made me be...

Practice lang to ah, i hope madeliver ko ng maayos. HAHA. OMG kinakabahan ako!! I'm open for comments, suggestions, advice para mapaganda ko yung pagsusulat ko. Okay, here we go...

So i was on this dating app nga na sinasabi ko from my previous writings. I had a fling with this guy na super gwapo. Mata palang damn, gusto ko nang maghubad. He spell HOT and SEX right and all in capital letters. (Girls, if you're curious how hot he is dm me your TG para mapakita ko sya sa inyo. Arot!) Okay so we've been flirting for like 2 or 3 weeks na before i gave in. Coz that night i feel like "fuck it, i wanna get laid!" Libog na libog ako as in. Tapos itong uto napaka teaser pa. We were just talking at first like the usual conversations we had, talking abt how the day went for both of us. Then bigla nalang i said that i wanna try phone sex with him. I asked him to teach me coz its gonna be my first.. And so he did.

I was hesitant at first, but eventua...

After reading this sana 'wag nyo ko i-judge.. Tao lang naman po ako, bumibigay din sa tukso. Arot! Haha. Isa pa, isa pa.. Tao lang po ako, nagkakamali din -- ng maraming beses. Wahahahaha. So ayun na nga, tuloy ko lang story ng buhay ko after mag sink in sakin na wala na talaga kami ni jowa.. Lels.

So there i was struggling real hard to keep up in life - to go back with my old self na wala pang X sa buhay ko - and it's fucking hard. I refused to talk to ppl in my circle. Kasi paulit-ulit nalang yung naririnig ko and i was so tired hearing words like "you deserve someone better" and "you gotta move on there's a brighter future ahead of you" when for me is siya na yung BEST and I already planned my future with him. I was so damn broke into pieces for real. Hindi ko alam paano magsisimula ulit. I know you all know how it feels, i bet lahat naman tayo dumaan sa ganyan..

One night, dahil nga pandemic sobrang boring, and ayokong kausap mga kaki...

Alright. So the title says it all naman na, THIS IS NOT A CONFESSION. So sana wag ako ibash sa comments or pm or whatever. This content is more of seeking advice. I believe kasi na sometimes, you'll find the best advice sa taong hindi ka gaano kilala ee, tama ba or ako lang nagsasabi nun? Yung thinking ko kasi is pag kilala ka ng mag advice sayo, alam nya yung mga bagay na gusto mo marinig so ayun yung sasabihin nya, ykwim?

Anyways.. So eto na nga.. Before anything else, kwento ko muna yung pinagmulan. Para alam nyo san ako humuhugot. Haha.

So ayun.. I was living a perfect life prior to when pandemic happens. I dont care kung sabihin nyong nothing is perfect, but for me it is. When you're happy kasi and everything seems to be in their proper places at the right time, parang ang perfect na. Napaka simple lang kasi ng kaligayahan ko. Basta stress fee ako at ang mga taong mahal ko, masaya na ako don. So ayun nga, my life seems to be perfect before the pandemic. I am...