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When I Lurk

Submitted by on September 7, 2021 (12 days ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog · Categories: Erotic · Tags:

when i lurk
what do i do?
i observe
and i read your

when i lurk
this is what i do
i check on
the things
you post
be it pictures
or links
or videos
or audios

when i lurk
i discover things about you
i sometimes it makes me smile
because its a step for me
to know you more

when i lurk
i am happy
when i see that you
get along with others

when i lurk
sometimes i do get excited too
especially when you guys are happy
i also get frustrated
when i see brouhaha all over

when i lurk
i try to be quiet
i try not to react
i try to be neutral

are you are lurker too?
i am one
i am just around...
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Answer To Aviationjap's Tinder

Submitted by on September 2, 2021 (16 days ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

When I read your blog, I really thought that was for me. It was like BlueTiger was speaking to me.

Being ghosted by someone you loved really hurts a lot. Everyday, you wake up wondering what had happened and what wrong have you done. Literal na ang sakit ng puso mo na parang sinasaksak palagi. Yung wala ka nang mailuha pero naiyak ka pa rin. But in time, the pain gradually fades. It does, always.

Nakakatuwang malaman na minahal mo si L, yun lang mali lang talaga ang timing at paraan.
Im sure, L will smile pag nabasa nyang sinabi mong Minahal mo sia. Minahal ka rin nia, Bab, sigurado ako. She immortalized your story by sharing it. She wanted to capture the memory so that when she thinks of you, she just had to read again what she had shared, and cherish the memories.

L and Bab, I wish the best for you, even if you have parted ways.

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My Amorous King

Submitted by on September 1, 2021 (18 days ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog · Categories: Erotic · Tags:

My amorous king
I asked you
"Are you sure you liked me?"
"Yes I do. Very much!"

My amorous king
I asked you
"How are you feeling today?"
"I was sick, but I'm feeling better
because I heard your voice."
You called me several times
just to let me know
of your progress.

My most amorous king
I asked you
"How you do find your queen?"
"Very beautiful"
That what the first thing you said
When we first met
You kissed me on the forehead
My cheeks
My lips

My most amorous king
I asked you
"How was your day?"
"Tired, but all is gone now
because I'm with you"
You hugged me so tight
and pressed your
body next to mine
We stayed that way
for a long time

"I love you, my amorous queen"
you whispered

My amorous king
I asked you
"How have you been?"
But I got no reply.

My love, my...
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My Constant Whisper

Submitted by on September 1, 2021 (18 days ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog · Categories: Erotic · Tags:

My normal chat greeting
"Hello!" followed with a grin

In a few seconds, you will always whisper that
"Hello, how was your day?"

I'd say, "Busy, as always."

You'd say, "You work too hard"

You're my constant whisper
As long as you are online
and you see me come in
that tiny yellow box will always appear.

At first
I am really skeptical
You are way too old for me
You wanted to meet with me
And have a chat over a cup of coffee.

I am, indeed, hesitant!
You're just nearby
I dont want to meet people
Who has a bigger chance
Of me bumping into them

I just want you to know that in
your constant whispers,
your comments on my writings,
your messages;
I have felt the sincerity.
Especially the last one, about me moving on
I am accepting you now as a friend.

And oh, Mister, I wish you good he...
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Submitted by on September 1, 2021 (18 days ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog · Categories: Erotic · Tags:

Una tayong nagkita
Tinapakan kita
Naalala mo?

Sa Bundok Banahaw,
May kanya kanya tayong grupo.
At ako ang napagtuunan mo ng pansin.
Wala kang ginawa kundi asarin ako.

Nagsimula ng tayong maglakad,
ang hirap ng daanan, akyat baba
Parang buhay lang natin, minsan masaya,minsan malungkot.
May parte pang kailangang lumangoy.
Hindi ako marunong, tinulungan mo ako
Hangang sa nakatawid ako.
Hindi mo ako iniwan.
May parte na napakatarik
at doon, sabi mo tinapakan kita,
para makaakyat ako.
literal na tapak, ang lakas ng sigaw mo.
Masakit, ambigat ko kasi.
Pero nagpapasalamat ako
dahil sa pagtapak kong yon
nagkalapit tayo.

Hiningi mo ang numero,
bingay ko naman, alam ko namang hindi ka seryoso
Pagdating ng bahay
Kinamusta mo ako

Lumaon, tayo'y naging magkaibigan
at higit pa roon.
Sa mga pagkakataong tayo'y magkasama
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Submitted by on August 31, 2021 (19 days ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog · Categories: Erotic · Tags:

i was an ordinary person
i was a simple spirit
i was young
i was innocent
i was a nobody

i met you in the most unexpected places
i met you in the mountains
i met you when i trying to find myself
i met you when i was alone
i met you and you captured my heart

i have hoped that it was you
i have dreamed that you could be the one
i have fantasized that it should be you

you chased me
you befriended me
you pleased me
you married me
you and i were happy

i pleased you
i followed you
i engaged you
i trusted you

we loved each other
we built a home
we had a family

you changed
you vanished
you forgot

from now on

i'll move on
i'll smile
i'll love myself...
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The Moment I Knew I Fucked Up

Submitted by on August 31, 2021 (19 days ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

Here I go again
Missing you
Waiting for you
Wondrin' about you

Have you ever missed me?
Have you waited for me?
Have you wondered how I am doing?

I think not.

I see you having fun.
I see you enjoying.
I hear you converse with others.
I observe how you were interested with everyone else.
I recon you have started to fade away.

I fucked up again, because

I welcomed you.
I was in vain in opening up to you.
I have fallen in your trap.
I lowered my guard.

Such a blunder.

I'm not letting myself hit the bottom.
I'll fade away.
I'll vanish.
I'll be invisible.

When I heal

I will come back.
I will show you.
I will be a better me.

And then, you tell yourself, "I fucked up"...
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