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Thoughts While At Work

Submitted by on October 14, 2019 (4 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

So here we are again, another English post. Sorry, not sorry. I'd rather write in a language I am well-versed at, comfortable and be able to express myself better than deliver a half-hearted article. I am not being pretentious or anything, nor am I trying to sound haughty, but Tagalog is not my first language. Funny that I cannot even write or properly read words from my own dialect, as my first language is English. I guess that clears everything. Anyway, here are my thoughts while at work today.

1. The moment you start to not care is the moment you know your heart is starting to get tired of feeling. And when that feeling starts to diminish, it's when you know you've been holding on too long.. And maybe, just maybe.. It's time to let go.. Not for anyone else's sake, but for your sanity.

There really are times when you think of giving up but just don't know if you should or not. Maybe the question is more on when is it time to give up? Do you real...
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Happy Anniversary, Honey!

Submitted by on October 2, 2019 (4 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English · Categories: Erotic Couplings, Romance · Tags: , ,

Rainie kept glancing at the clock. It's only 6:30pm and yet she had already consumed a bottle of wine. The table was elegantly set with candles and flowers. The pleasing aroma of the food permeates the air with such deliciousness that would make any mouth water.

"Any minute now." She thought as she sipped her wine.

She suddenly heard a car pull up the driveway.

She took a deep breath, stood up and plastered a smile.

"Happy anniversary!" She announced as the door opened.

Ken was surprised at the sight before him. It's not that he forgot about their anniversary, but because he was not able to make any plans due to his hectic schedule lately. Plus, the sight of food reminded him that he hasn't taken his lunch today.

Rainie walked towards Ken and kissed him passionately. She then led him to the table and they enjoyed their dinner.

Rainie listened attentively to her man while he talked about his day, his work and a...
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What If… Would You?

Submitted by on August 23, 2019 (6 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

What if we could change the hands of time, would you be mine?

What if you are not with her, would you be with me?

What if you never met her, would you choose me?

These thoughts keep me up at night...

Too many questions, so many possibilities

And some things may go unanswered

So let me ask, lest I regret…

What if I were free, would you have me?...
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Him And Her... The Last Act

Submitted by on August 14, 2019 (6 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags: , ,


I have been sitting here for quite some time now. Blankly staring at the people passing by the coffee shop as I played with my drink. I smiled bitterly. This is where we had our first date.. Our only date.. The first and the last.

It's been months since we talked, had some kind of communication to be precise. Funny, we still haven't talked about each other, about "us", or the lack of it. The last time I called him, I cowered. I couldn't bring myself to tell him why I called, or how I felt for that matter. My mind went haywire when he said "Hey.." I didn't know what to say, so I just said, "Hi, I was wondering if.. Uhh… Nevermind. Have a great day!" and dropped the call. Damn! I smacked my forehead, feeling so stupid!

I started avoiding him after that. I have to admit, it was hard. I always have this urge to send him random messages just to initiate some kind of conversation, but I stop myself. However, there were times when I would give in and hop...
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The Bad Girl: Epilogue

Submitted by on August 8, 2019 (6 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English · Categories: Romance · Tags: , ,

The Bitch. That's what people used to call me. I really don't mind. After all, everyone has a past. And I happen to have a rather interesting and colorful past.

I was the woman everyone loved to adore and loathe. I was who everyone wanted. I was the object of their fantasies.

I had everything: wealth, popularity and most of all, power.

Love? Who said I needed love? I scorned love. It drives any sane person to madness.

It wasn't until I met Sherwin Xu that everything changed. I had this unexplainable happiness inside me. I never knew a bitch could feel this way. Was it love? I didn't know. All I knew was that I felt happy and carefree with him. Yet, I was a coward. I could not bring myself to admit it and say it to him.

I kept it. It was my little secret and I lost him.

For years, I went back to my old ways, my old self: Reina Yang, The Bitch.

But somehow, I had this emptiness inside me. I longed for that certa...
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The Bad Girl: Chapter 30 - The Bad Girl

Submitted by on August 5, 2019 (6 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English · Categories: Romance · Tags: , ,

It's been six months since she last saw him.

She had made it a point to keep herself occupied since she came back to Taiwan. She had her schedule carefully and methodically arranged in such a way that it would be improbable for them to meet, for her to see him or even just the tips of his fingers.

Now, he stood at the center of the convention hall, presenting to the Asian business community the benefits of having a one currency.

Reina inspected Sherwin in his neatly pressed Armani. He looked very dignified and aristocratic.

Except for the sallow complexion of his skin, he hasn't changed much. His handsome features were still framed by his long hair. His spectacles added effect to his already distinguished gentleman stance.

Reina smiled inwardly. Seeing him with his specs on brought her back to Thailand, where they first met, where she fell in love with him and where she had her heart broken for the first time.

Sherwin Xu...
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The Bad Girl: Chapter 29 - Apart

Submitted by on July 5, 2019 (7 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English · Categories: Romance · Tags: , , ,

Ooh, ooh.
How do you cool your lips
After a summer's kiss?
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss?
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare?
How do you block the sound of a voice
You'd know anywhere?

Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home,
By the vagueness in your eyes,
Your casual goodbyes,
By the chill in your embrace,
The expression on your face
That told me
Maybe you might have
Some advice to give
On how to be

How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch?
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush?
How do you free your soul
After you've found a friend?
How do you teach your heart, it's a crime,
To fall in love again?

Oh, you probably won't remember me.
It's probably ancient history.
I'm one of the chosen few
That went...
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The Bad Girl: Chapter 28 - Anger

Submitted by on July 5, 2019 (7 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English · Categories: Reluctance, Romance · Tags: , , , ,

Sherwin woke up with the sunlight dancing on the white wall. He rubbed the back of his neck and stretched. The room was bright with sunlight. He drew the blinds down to dim its effect.

It was a brand new day. This debacle would come to pass. He must make his move now so that all this would come to an end soon.

He got out of his bed. He looked stressed with his ruffled hair and tired, droopy eyes. He yawned and rubbed his chin, feeling the stubbles of his beard.

It had been a long and lonely night. He had been used to having Reina in his arms.

Last night would be the last one he'd spend without Reina. That was his last thought before he turned on the shower, setting it on cold to shock and awaken his senses and his body.


It was midday in Sherwin Xu's office. Everything was going smoothly despite of what happened last night.

Sherwin looked unnerved in his...
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The Bad Girl: Chapter 27 - Unveiling

Submitted by on July 3, 2019 (7 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English · Categories: Romance · Tags: , , ,

The cool Taipei air wafted through the night accentuating the beauty of the velvety dark sky sprinkled with glittering stars and heightened by the vivid moonlight.

The golden pillars of the hotel's faade shone: dignified, proud, and imposing as the precious metal while artificial illumination playfully crisscrossed about, mimicking the northern lights.

The erratic flashes and snaps of cameras drew attention to the festivity below as the who's who of the East Asian economic region gathered for dinner and some drinks on a Friday evening, signaling the end of the two-day summit on outsourcing opportunities in the southeast Asian region.

The hotel's interior was festive with spring flower arrangements and fountains of champagne placed strategically around.

The grand ballroom buzzed with small talks from CEO's. Polite greetings, controlled laughter, fake smiles, and snide remarks were thrown as industry colleagues and rivals chanced upon each othe...
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The Bad Girl: Chapter 26 - The Surprise

Submitted by on June 24, 2019 (8 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English · Categories: Erotic Couplings, Romance · Tags: , ,

Smile Liu emerged from the bathroom, feeling fresh after a long and luxurious bath. She was in a sunny yellow terry cloth robe and her hair was wrapped in a small white towel. She walked to her closet and chose a flimsy and yet comfortable nightgown. She put it on and prepared for bed when suddenly, she remembered she had not checked her personal email today.

Turning on the laptop, she sat comfortably on the chair. The instant she was connected to the net, the alarm that signaled that she had an email. She looked hopeful and was not disappointed to see whom it is from.

It was from Jaguar Chen.

"You would not like this, but you should see this." The message read and it had an attachment.

Smile squinted while looking at the attachment and she suddenly turned into a raging mad woman, and threw her laptop on the floor. She glared at broken gadget and a moment later, smiled and laughed hysterically.

She had quickly devised a plan....
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