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Call me a pessimist but I don't believe in it
Finding a true love's kiss is bullshit
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She And He: The Complete Series

Submitted by on May 16, 2022 (1 month ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English · Categories: Romance · Tags: , ,



I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling. I can see nothing but darkness. Sleep has eluded me tonight. I look at the man sleeping soundly beside me, wondering if I am the one in his dreams. I swallowed a lump in my throat and blinked back the tears. How long should I endure this? How long am I willing to stay like this? How long should I keep denying that I may be in his arms but his heart is somewhere else? These thoughts, these feelings, are slowly killing me.

I slowly peeled the blankets off me and stood up. I put on my robe and went out of the room, gently closing the door behind me. I went to the balcony and looked at the stars above. And when a falling star passed by, I closed my eyes, let the tears fall and made a wish.


I lay on the bed, with one arm resting on my forehead. I cannot sleep while the woman beside me is breathing peacefully. I l...
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Him And Her: The Complete Series

Submitted by on May 14, 2022 (1 month ago)
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I: Him And Her


I think I'm falling for him.

And it's scary.

I won't deny that when I first saw him, there was an immediate attraction. I couldn't really look him in the eye for fear that I might stare. I avoided him most of the night. Didn't really talk to him that much or just talk to him when needed. I am a shy person, yes. But with him, it was different. It felt like there was an awkward silence between us.

As we continued to see each other, we somehow became more comfortable with each other, especially with our banters from time to time. Some are wholesome banters, while some are, okay… Maybe, I was flirting. But I won't admit it. Not out loud, anyway.

Eventually, there was skin to skin contact. No, it's not what you're thinking. Slight touches, hugs, kissing on the cheeks, and the like. But everytime he does that, there's this current that runs through my skin, it's electrifying. I d...
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She And He: Outro

Submitted by on May 13, 2022 (1 month ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags: , ,


I never heard from him again.

Days, weeks, months passed by and still no sign of him. I sighed.

"Girl, you gotta get up your ass and move on. He's not coming for you, ok, Sweetie? You can't wait forever and hope that one day, he will call you or send you a message." I scolded my reflection in the mirror. I have been standing in front of my full length mirror for about an hour now, just looking at myself, wondering what went wrong, what should I have done, and all the whats and whys that I could ever think of.

I plopped down to the floor and leaned my forehead on the mirror and let the tears fall. It's been like this for months and it never got better, I never got better. Why is it so effin hard to move on? It was just a Goddamn kiss! A freaking kiss! But a kiss was all it took to break me like this.

My phone's ringtone woke me from my reverie. I wiped my tears with my hands before looking for the stupid phone. The caller ID di...
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Submitted by on May 13, 2022 (1 month ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English · Categories: Erotic Couplings, One Night Stand · Tags:

"I miss you," Marie has been typing and erasing those words on her phone. She can't seem to make up her mind whether to send it or not. She's been having this constant internal battle about how she must feel for him.


How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss?
How do you rid the sweat, after the body bliss?
How do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glare?
How do you block the sound of a voice you'd know anywhere?

They are finally meeting in person after weeks of sending messages to each other.

Marie was very anxious about meeting him. After all, they just knew each other through a common friend. They were to meet at a coffee shop. It was nothing, just a coffee date. She arrived a tad bit early.

And because it's a coffee date, she just ch...
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Thoughts While At Work 2

Submitted by on April 21, 2022 (2 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

So, here I am again, my mind going overdrive about stuff. Lately I have been overwhelmed with all these conflicting emotions. Blame it on hormones, blame it on age, blame it on whatever you feel like blaming it to.

I was just thinking that I am getting so fucking tired of feeling. Can I just shut this down? I mean, yeah, I sometimes have this on/off switch somewhere in my mind where I decide to just not feel. But these freaking emotions are very persistent! Don't they know how to stay down or like go away for a while, take a vacation or something? Can't they let me rest for the time being? Sheesh! I just don't want to feel right now as it is driving me nuts! Y'know, these constant emotional battle is leaving me so drained that I just want to lie down and stare at the ceiling for hours and hours. But then, my mind goes haywire that it doesn't let me not think! Argh!!

I should stop thinking. I should stop watching those crime videos. Hahaha. Makes me think of stuff...
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Dear Me

Submitted by on March 1, 2022 (4 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

"I see you've been crying again. How many times have I told you not to wear your heart on your sleeves? How many times have I told you to lock your heart and throw away the key? Must I always drill in your head that loving someone will only hurt? I can't be there for you all the time. So please, take precaution.

You say it's different this time? How? Were you swept away by his words? Or did you fall in love because he treated you like a princess?

Oh, he was the one who first declared his love for you. Well, congratulations! And you believed him.

Haven't you learned anything? Haven't I taught you that they will do all they can, say all you want to hear, so they can break down your defenses? They won't stop until they get their hands on your heart. And the fool that you are, you willingly give your heart, willingly give them the right to break and stomp all over it.. And eventually, yourself.

Oh, please! Enough with the...
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She And He: Bridge

Submitted by on January 14, 2022 (5 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags: , ,


That so-called date happened a month ago and I haven't seen him since then.

I looked at my phone to check the time. It was 12:43PM. "He's late again," I muttered under my breath. I inhaled and exhaled to calm myself. My boyfriend and I were to meet up at 12PM for lunch. It was the only time I can spare as I am swamped in the office. My lunch break is almost over and yet he's nowhere to be found. I scanned the area one last time and stood up and was about to leave when I spotted a man running towards me.

"I'm sorry, I'm late," he panted.

I sighed, looked at him with emotionless eyes and said, "You knew I was just on a lunch break."

"I'm really sorry. I'll make it up to you. It's just that I ran into…" He wasn't able to finish his sentence.

"I said, I was just on a lunch break," I cut him mid-sentence, my voice trembling from frustration and anger. I glared at him and walked away. He never bothered to go after me....
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Eternal Beauty

Submitted by on September 23, 2021 (9 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

And so she trudged back to the place she lived, to a place she used to call home. As she reached the door, she hesitated, inhaled deeply and opened the door. She did not immediately walk in and just looked around. How empty it is now that he left her, walked out of her life for good, forever. She walked in, the love seat greeted her and she could see the two of them, laughing, so happy. She looked away. She headed for the kitchen, towards the fridge and got herself a glass of water. As she leaned back on the fridge, her eyes on the counter, she could see them eating together, feeding each other playfully. She sighed. How happy they were before.

Her mind wandered and she did not realize she was gripping the glass tightly, clutching it to her chest. Slowly, the tears started to fall; silently down her lovely cheeks. Her body sagged and soon, she found herself slowly sinking onto the floor, crying, weeping. She banged her head on the fridge, and even tore her hair. But how can...
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Love And Forever

Submitted by on September 22, 2021 (9 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

"Walang forever!"

I keep hearing that nowadays. A friend of mine says that as humans, it is impossible for us to love forever. No one can love forever, only God is capable of doing it. It made me ponder on what she said. It's amazing how she could think that way. I've known her to be a very practical person but never thought that's her perspective about love. She was not even surprised when her husband told her that he does not love her anymore. In fact, it was the other way around. Her husband was surprised that he was able to say that to her.

As the song goes, "What's love got to do with it? What's love, but a second hand emotion". Yes, love is an emotion. It is JUST an emotion. And we all know that emotions are unstable, fleeting. They are not permanent and are easily swayed. You love someone now, but in the next instant, you hate that same person. So how does forever fit in here?

Someone told me last night during the chat discussion that there may n...
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She And He: Verse 2

Submitted by on September 21, 2021 (9 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags: , ,


We were with friends having a casual conversation and before I knew it, he and I apparently agreed to go out for lunch one of these days, ALONE.

That was a week ago.

How the hell did that happen? I kept pacing back and forth in my room. I can't believe that happened. But wait, why am I panicking? It's not as if I'm going on a date with him. Yes, this is NOT a date! Definitely, not a date! Or is it? Oh my God! I stopped and plopped on my bed face down. What the F have I gotten myself this time?

"You can't go out with him", I told myself. I rolled onto my back and answered myself, "I know." I sighed as I continued to stare up the ceiling.

A few minutes of pondering, I got up and went to the closet. "So, what to wear?", I asked as I opened the closet. "This is not a date, this is not a date, this is not a date." I kept repeating to myself as I chose my outfit for the day. I settled with a nude colored square pants, black top and...
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