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She And He: Bridge

Submitted by on Friday, 14 January 2022 (3 days ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags: , ,


That so-called date happened a month ago and I haven't seen him since then.

I looked at my phone to check the time. It was 12:43PM. "He's late again," I muttered under my breath. I inhaled and exhaled to calm myself. My boyfriend and I were to meet up at 12PM for lunch. It was the only time I can spare as I am swamped in the office. My lunch break is almost over and yet he's nowhere to be found. I scanned the area one last time and stood up and was about to leave when I spotted a man running towards me.

"I'm sorry, I'm late," he panted.

I sighed, looked at him with emotionless eyes and said, "You knew I was just on a lunch break."

"I'm really sorry. I'll make it up to you. It's just that I ran into…" He wasn't able to finish his sentence.

"I said, I was just on a lunch break," I cut him mid-sentence, my voice trembling from frustration and anger. I glared at him and walked away. He never bothered to go after me....
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Eternal Beauty

Submitted by on September 23, 2021 (3 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

And so she trudged back to the place she lived, to a place she used to call home. As she reached the door, she hesitated, inhaled deeply and opened the door. She did not immediately walk in and just looked around. How empty it is now that he left her, walked out of her life for good, forever. She walked in, the love seat greeted her and she could see the two of them, laughing, so happy. She looked away. She headed for the kitchen, towards the fridge and got herself a glass of water. As she leaned back on the fridge, her eyes on the counter, she could see them eating together, feeding each other playfully. She sighed. How happy they were before.

Her mind wandered and she did not realize she was gripping the glass tightly, clutching it to her chest. Slowly, the tears started to fall; silently down her lovely cheeks. Her body sagged and soon, she found herself slowly sinking onto the floor, crying, weeping. She banged her head on the fridge, and even tore her hair. But how can...
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Love And Forever

Submitted by on September 22, 2021 (3 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

"Walang forever!"

I keep hearing that nowadays. A friend of mine says that as humans, it is impossible for us to love forever. No one can love forever, only God is capable of doing it. It made me ponder on what she said. It's amazing how she could think that way. I've known her to be a very practical person but never thought that's her perspective about love. She was not even surprised when her husband told her that he does not love her anymore. In fact, it was the other way around. Her husband was surprised that he was able to say that to her.

As the song goes, "What's love got to do with it? What's love, but a second hand emotion". Yes, love is an emotion. It is JUST an emotion. And we all know that emotions are unstable, fleeting. They are not permanent and are easily swayed. You love someone now, but in the next instant, you hate that same person. So how does forever fit in here?

Someone told me last night during the chat discussion that there may n...
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She And He: Verse 2

Submitted by on September 21, 2021 (3 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags: , ,


We were with friends having a casual conversation and before I knew it, he and I apparently agreed to go out for lunch one of these days, ALONE.

That was a week ago.

How the hell did that happen? I kept pacing back and forth in my room. I can't believe that happened. But wait, why am I panicking? It's not as if I'm going on a date with him. Yes, this is NOT a date! Definitely, not a date! Or is it? Oh my God! I stopped and plopped on my bed face down. What the F have I gotten myself this time?

"You can't go out with him", I told myself. I rolled onto my back and answered myself, "I know." I sighed as I continued to stare up the ceiling.

A few minutes of pondering, I got up and went to the closet. "So, what to wear?", I asked as I opened the closet. "This is not a date, this is not a date, this is not a date." I kept repeating to myself as I chose my outfit for the day. I settled with a nude colored square pants, black top and...
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She And He: Chorus

Submitted by on February 27, 2021 (10 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags: , , , ,


I decided to go to a friend's place one day and it was there that I met him. He was charming, well, he still is. Of all the guys in the room, he was the one who got my attention. I would steal glances at him when he was not looking. I smiled shyly whenever he caught me staring at him. I knew I was blushing but I couldn't help it. I was acting like a High School girl with her crush.

The more we saw each other, the more I realized that there is something between us, something I can't put my finger on. We seem to always gravitate towards each other whether we are in a small group or a big one. He would automatically "take care" of me when we go out and was very attentive to my needs. I somehow felt safe when I'm with him.

I remembered the time when I was so drunk when we went out that he had to make sure I got home safely. There were other guys in the group but he took it upon himself to assist me. I remember him holding my hand and gently guiding me...
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She And He: Verse 1

Submitted by on February 26, 2021 (10 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags: ,


I would await his return, always never knowing when. And when he does, it's only for a short time. It does excite me though, because he's always away for a long time. But it also saddens me because when he comes over, it's only for a day or so. I am still happy because he makes time to be with me despite his busy schedule. Still, I can't shake off the feeling that I'm not the only one he visits when he comes over. This damn nagging feeling just won't go away! I don't tell him and just keep it to myself.

Soon, those feelings slowly turned to apathy. I fought so hard for it not to come to this point. I knew that when I started not to care, this relationship would go downhill. I knew that when I stopped thinking where you were, what you were doing, what time you'd be home, I knew, sooner or later, whatever remains of the relationship will die.

Please help me not to resent you.


She would always want to know wh...
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She And He: Intro

Submitted by on February 25, 2021 (10 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags: , , ,


I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling. I can see nothing but darkness. Sleep has eluded me tonight. I look at the man sleeping soundly beside me, wondering if I am the one in his dreams. I swallowed a lump in my throat and blinked back the tears. How long should I endure this? How long am I willing to stay like this? How long should I keep denying that I may be in his arms but his heart is somewhere else? These thoughts, these feelings, are slowly killing me.

I slowly peeled the blankets off me and stood up. I put on my robe and went out of the room, gently closing the door behind me. I went to the balcony and looked at the stars above. And when a falling star passed by, I closed my eyes, let the tears fall and made a wish.


I lay on the bed, with one arm resting on my forehead. I cannot sleep while the woman beside me is breathing peacefully. I looked at her and I know that we cannot keep being like this. I know she was the one wh...
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Thoughts While At Work

Submitted by on October 14, 2019 (2 years ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

So here we are again, another English post. Sorry, not sorry. I'd rather write in a language I am well-versed at, comfortable and be able to express myself better than deliver a half-hearted article. I am not being pretentious or anything, nor am I trying to sound haughty, but Tagalog is not my first language. Funny that I cannot even write or properly read words from my own dialect, as my first language is English. I guess that clears everything. Anyway, here are my thoughts while at work today.

1. The moment you start to not care is the moment you know your heart is starting to get tired of feeling. And when that feeling starts to diminish, it's when you know you've been holding on too long.. And maybe, just maybe.. It's time to let go.. Not for anyone else's sake, but for your sanity.

There really are times when you think of giving up but just don't know if you should or not. Maybe the question is more on when is it time to give up? Do you real...
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Happy Anniversary, Honey!

Submitted by on October 2, 2019 (2 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English · Categories: Erotic Couplings, Romance · Tags: , ,

Rainie kept glancing at the clock. It's only 6:30pm and yet she had already consumed a bottle of wine. The table was elegantly set with candles and flowers. The pleasing aroma of the food permeates the air with such deliciousness that would make any mouth water.

"Any minute now." She thought as she sipped her wine.

She suddenly heard a car pull up the driveway.

She took a deep breath, stood up and plastered a smile.

"Happy anniversary!" She announced as the door opened.

Ken was surprised at the sight before him. It's not that he forgot about their anniversary, but because he was not able to make any plans due to his hectic schedule lately. Plus, the sight of food reminded him that he hasn't taken his lunch today.

Rainie walked towards Ken and kissed him passionately. She then led him to the table and they enjoyed their dinner.

Rainie listened attentively to her man while he talked about his day, his work and a...
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What If… Would You?

Submitted by on August 23, 2019 (2 years ago)
Posted in Blog: English · Categories: Non-Erotic · Tags:

What if we could change the hands of time, would you be mine?

What if you are not with her, would you be with me?

What if you never met her, would you choose me?

These thoughts keep me up at night...

Too many questions, so many possibilities

And some things may go unanswered

So let me ask, lest I regret…

What if I were free, would you have me?...
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