Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Thoughts
Naalala na naman kita. Tangina.
Iang linggo ba? Buwan? O 'wag mo sabihing taon ang aabutin na ganito ako? Grabe naman!
Ano? Araw araw nalang?
Araw araw nalang ako gigising na mabigat na agad yung loob ko?
Araw araw ko nalang uumpisahan yung araw ko na pilit yung mga ngiti ko?
Araw araw nalang na ang sikip sikip ng dibdib ko?
Araw araw ba talaga? Hindi ba pwedeng every other day?!
Ano?! Sagutin mo naman! Ayoko na sa'yo e!
Ayoko na. Ayoko na nito.
Ang sakit sakit kaya.
Ayaw ko na umiyak...
Ayaw na kita maalala. Ni amoy mo sa damit ng katabi ko sa jeep, ayoko malanghap. Nasasaktan ako kahit fabcon lang yon. Pucha.
Ayaw na kita mamiss. Nagtatrabaho ako ng maayos, tapos makikita ko mannerisms mo dun sa ka-officemate ko.
Literal, nabadtrip ako. Saya e. Ang saya, sobra.
Di ko na mabilang kung ilang buntung hininga na nagawa ko habang tinatype ko 'to.
Nakakatawa na ako yung #1 listener ng mga katrabaho o kaibigan ko sa mga lovelife nila, pero pag sa akin di ko ma-open sa kanila.
Naalala ko kasi palaging, walang tayo. Wala.
Napapagod na ko agad sa sarili ko.
Bakit kasi ginawa kitang source of happiness ko.
Bakit kasi tinotoo ko yung mga bagay na dapat biruan lang.
Bakit kasi ang landi mo!
At bakit naman kasi ang rupok ko! Naku naman!
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Thoughts, Bully, victim
Gusto ko lang malaman...
Gusto ko lang malaman kung anong pakiramdam 'pag nang-bubully ka? Gaanong saya ang nararamdaman mo sa tuwing may inaasar ka? Pakipaliwanag naman kung ano yung feeling kapag nakikita mong napapahiya na yung binubully mo o kaya naooffend na?
Nakakataas ba ng tingin sa sarili?
Explain mo naman para maintindihan ko. Para sa susunod na aasarin mo ako, alam kong worth it naman kasi may nagiging benefit naman sa mental and physical health mo. :)
Kasi ako, bilang inaasar mo, hindi na ako natutuwa. Di na enjoy, kumbaga. Ang hirap kasi makiride nalang palagi sa mga biro mo, na para sa akin parang hindi nalang basta "biro." Siguro nga nag-eenjoy ka, syempre marami kayo e. Mukhang tama at masaya kapag marami kayong nagsama sama ' 'di ba? Pano naman ako? Isa lang ako, so pag naoffend at nasaktan ako, kj at pikon na 'ko? Hindi ba parang ang unfair? Pero sige, dahil enjoy kayo, go kayo. Wala kayong pake. Wala kayong pakikinggan. :)
Pero sana naiisip mong hindi lang basta biro yung ginagawa nyo.
Nakakasira na ng kumpiyansa sa sarili.
OA ba? Hindi. Subukan mong ikaw yung lumugar sa kinalalagyan ko. Subukan mong ikaw yung dumanas nung mga naranasan kong pambubully simula pagkabata, sige nga? Saka mo sabihing kj, pikon, maarte, o oa ako.
Ang hirap na gabi gabi mumultuhin...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags: masturbation, sop, finger, Thoughts, phonesex
It's been a week since I discovered this site. Inaaral ko pa rin until now, nagulat nga ako na existing na pala siya years ago. Nung una talaga, ang sadya ko ay magbasa ng sex stories sabay finger but I discovered na may chat box, though hindi ako nakakasabay sa chat dahil feeling ko magkakakilala na sila.
Then I posted my first confession about phone sex, na mas nasasarapan ako sa phonesex kesa sa sex ng boyfriend ko and about some fantasies I wanted to have. May nag comment (points well taken). Then I received pm which eventually led to phonesex until such time that I erased my confession dahil biglang napagod akong magreply. 😂
Siguro may mga time talaga na aside sa phone sex, you just wanted someone na makakausap mo anytime with topics na anything under the sun, yung tipong hindi lang sex, yung kakausapin ka without asking so much about who you are.
Anyways, salamat sa pagbabasa. Nag e-express lang ako....
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Erotic | Tags: drama, Thoughts, dreams
I dreamed of freedom.
I dreamed of comfort.
I dreamed of courage.
I dreamed of strength.
I dreamed of of laughter.
I dreamed of happiness.
I dreamed of friendships that last a lifetime.
I dreamed of love that is faithful and true.
I dreamed of bonds that can never be broken.
I dreamed a life unlike my own.
I closed my eyes and see.
I’m somewhere else.
I’m someone else.
I opened my eyes and see.
I’m still here.
I’m still me.
I closed my eyes and dreamed.
I’ll open my eyes and live the dreams....
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: poem, Thoughts
You fight for thethings you love,
but forget to fight for yourself.
You lose the moment you turn your back,
Not knowing it's right in front of you.
There are things in this world
only you could see,
But things inside you,
you refuse to look at.
You tell yourself you can do it,
But forget that you can't do it alone.
You tell yourself that you are strong,
But the real thing is, you're barely holding on.
You ignore the ones who hold you back,
Being afraid to hear the truth,
You hold the tears inside,
When all you wanna do is cry.
It's not that I don't believe in you,
These words may mean nothing,
I may mean nothing at all,
But I'll always believe I do.
That's all you need to know.
When all your strength is gone.
When all your will is cut to shreds.
When all you could do is fall down.
To pick you up.
To fight with you.
Even if we lose,
I'm here to lose with you....
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Thoughts
I've been offline for a while, pagbalik ko daming blogs about love...some are good news and some are "not" so good news...kaka-comment ko lang sa mga 'to...meron pang isa, relate much talaga ako...as if she narrated my own experience...
Oh well, this is what I love about this site, you can just be yourself - throw off things that makes you feel heavy through the blog, kahit ano hindi lang issues of the heart...of course guided by the rules...then pasok ka sa chatroom, enjoy makipagkulitan sa chatters, oldies or newbies, pare-pareho lang...
Naisip ko lang, marami na talagang comfortable mag-release ng excess baggage dito...at gawing stress buster ang fss...congrats sayo boss!
...tara pipz, kape tayo for that... *wink**wink*
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: orgasm, mature, Thoughts
What does an orgasm look like? Is it like fish shooting out in all different directions from a pebble dropped in their pond? Or is it like popcorn popping all over?
Some start out with a burning but fizzle and some start as misfires but suddenly, way up in the sky, just when you thought they were gone, spread out into the most brilliant umbrella...
My orgasms don't come that easily...
They often play hide and seek like the keys I can hear but can't find, at the bottom of my satchel;
I have slight orgasms like I have slight headaches. I wish two paracetamols could cure both;
It takes me so long to reach orgasm, I feel like I am on a freeway caught in a major traffic jam;
I always feel hungry after an orgasm, perhaps because I never felt licked clean;
The Orgasm was dead on arrival, like a tired bubble meandering on the top of an old bottle of Perrier water gone flat;
The orgasm teases like a fish I can feel down below, nibbling on the bait but never grabbing the hook;
It is senseless to pursue my orgasm, I am like a kitten licking and licking the bowl after the milk is long gone;
I have orgasms that feel like they are happening somewhere else, perhaps in a foreign country;
Sometimes I got frustrated about it. In the same way I became frustrated when I'm hungry for something I can't quite put my finger on. Often times I won't eat or masturbate whic...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: movie, Thoughts, personal
Alone, cannot sleep, surfing through cable channels, i caught the last few scenes of my favorite movie, dubbed in Spanish, I can still remember the lines:
how do you pick up the pieces of an old life?
how do you go on when in your heart you begin to understand
that there's no going back
there are some things that time cannot mend
some hurts have taken hold.....
napaisip ako, paano mo nga ba pupulutin ang pira pirsong bahagi ng buhay mo?...
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Erotic | Tags: Thoughts
Everytime I see you my heart races
You had eased the pain that was haunting me in ages
The anguish, the misery, the loneliness everything eases
But what can I do when we are in different places?
Days and nights I've been wanting
To tease your lips until we're kissing
Bodies touching, two beings flirting
Cries and moans of pleasure so titillating
My heated body rising and falling
Unto your sturdy manhood I'm grinding
My nips are inviting, your mouth is sucking
Until my love juices are flowing
I oh-so missed the act of lovemaking
The pumping, the panting and the moaning
Till we climax and come bursting, seeds a-mixing
Oh what carnal pleasure when our bodies are mating...