Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: pusheen pusheeensheen
Well, this is just to post something out of nothingness that i'm feeling inside.
Damn, its raining and i hate this kind of weather, makes my feet wet and my shorts full of mud.
No choice but to plug-in my earphones, then this song played. as if its asking me something that till now i cant answer.
"If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late. Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Well, I already said my goodbyes. have I? atleast I have done my part. do I?
"Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past."
Have I really left them? or do I just keep em' boxed up? either way I don't have any idea.
"Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swear up and down to God above, that you finally fall in love."
I guess the person that is staring back at me is my greatest enemy, maybe I can't forgive myself how I screw-up may times in my life. or maybe I found the one that I wanted yet I let her go. oh, let me correct that! I pushed her to the limits.
Shit! this song was spot on. This only happens when you woke up at the wrong side of your bed. All those shitty thing will come crawling back up to that box you hid upon that deep abyss of your heart. amd i hated it. I'd rather have those skeletons out of my closet than feel this crawlers up my throat.
so i pressed next.
"The older I get. Will I get over it? It's...