Writings about Proposal (5)
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Walk-out

Submitted by on Tuesday, 25 July 2017 (2 days ago)
Posted in Confession: Taglish | Categories: Reluctance | Tags: , ,

A couple of weeks ago, I saw a list of msgs in my fb that I haven't seen before and replied to all one by one. What I didn't notice was that the msgs were dated way back 8months to 5years ago.

One of the persons who sent me a message was asking if I still remember him.

Sa isip isip ko...paano ko sya makakalimutan e isa sya sa mga bangungot ko more than a decade ago. The last encounter I had with him was so scary that I still remember it na parang recent years lang nangyari. Pero syempre sasabihin ko ba yun sa kanya e di baka lumaki pa ulo nya.

Nagreply ako asking multiple questions na kunyari hinuhulaan ko kung san nga ba sya.

Eventually, nabuo na nga at naconfirm na kung sya na nga yun. Nagkasagutan saglit ng msgs...ask nya why single pa din ako...sinabi nyang mukhang di pa ako nagbabago at palaban pa din ang personality ko etc. Nung tinanong ko bakit ang babata pa ng mga anak nya na parang bagong kasal lang sya and not according sa huli kong balita na dapat ay ikakasal na sya nung panahon na huli kaming nagkita ay bigla na sya nawala.

Ayus lang din naman...nakakailang na din kasi ang usapan at naaalala ko na naman mga nangyari dati na matagal ko na di naisip pa at pilit sanang kalimutan.

Assumera ako na baka naiintriga kayo kaya ito ang nangyari more than a decade ago.... 

First job ko. Isa sa mga pinasang trabaho sa akin ng bisor ko ay ang bi-monthly na pag-orient ng new hires na papasok sa umpis...

Ako's Sayo, Ika'y Akin - Part 2

Submitted by on May 15, 2017 (2 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags: , , ,

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a Heaven or a Hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell

She, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows in the past
That I remember 'till the day I die

She maybe the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough in many years

Hmmm nice song, reminds me of Myla and Notting Hill
Fuck! I feel pain everywhere! Arrghhhhh
Ano na nangyari?
Last thing I remembered was switching lanes para iwasan yung kumag na nakamotor na lasing pa yata.
Shit! Where is Myla? 
If I'm like this? How is she?
And what day is today? 
Oh my goodness! What have I done? 
Myla, ang tagal ko inantay ang wedding day natin...have I been to selfish to wait this long?
Is this my punishment?
Please! Please! Let Myle be ok and safe, ok lang ako with this pain basta let Myla be safe.

"Based on Ruel's vital signs now and his record for the past 3 hours, he had stabilized. He might even be awake now but can move anything voluntarily including his eyes due to pain and numbness from the after effects of hi...

Proposal(?) ni Department Director

Submitted by on April 8, 2017 (3 months ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish | Categories: Reluctance, Romance | Tags: , , ,

Mr. Robert Perez III, he is a third generation owner of a multi-million local company assigned as our Technical Operations Department Director. Galing lang sya ng Germany and New Zealand where he completed his degrees in business and industrial management including his passion on hospitality management a.k.a hotel and resto business. He even studied a bit of culinary arts to keep up with chef talk for corporate planning and vision setting. Some says he’s the black sheep of the family. Sakit ng ulo ng mga magulang. He is the youngest of four siblings and the naughtiest as people in the company says so. Dami daw sinilipan sa office nung high school sya using his bulldog shoes with metal toe. Drop-out sa mga colleges dito kaya pinadala abroad. Sa unang tingin, mukha sya matapobre at isnabero. But when you get to sit with him in a meeting, he is nothing less than a passionate and romantic man. He has such a charisma na he can melt any unwavering heart to submission sa mga ideas nya. His ideas may be idealistic but you would want to be part of making it a reality kasi mostly ay history in the making ang ideas na ito.

Sometimes I get caught by my officemates daydreaming about him. Natatawa sila kasi sa lahat ng pwede magkacrush kay Sir Rob at ako pa daw ba talaga? Ako na kulang na lang ay hindi na umuwi sa dami ng assigned tasks nya sa akin. Ang iniisip daw nila ay ako ang unang susumpa sa kanya and pagtake-over nya sa department namin. Naiinis din sila kasi nagagawa...

Guarding Treasures 4

Submitted by on April 5, 2017 (3 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Romance, Toys and Masturbation | Tags: , , , ,

Alas-otso ng umaga, walang tigil na kumakahol si Todd para makalabas ng pinto for his morning routine ng pag-ihi at pagdumi sa gilid ng bahay. Walang ibang tao sa bahay. Wala si Rain sa kabilang kwarto at sa gym. Nasa garahe naman ang van.

"Saan kaya nagpunta si Rain?"

Paghahanap ni Ces sa bodyguard nya.

"Ang init na sa labas. Sa gym na lang ako magja-jog"

Natapos na sya mag exercise, mag-almusal at nakapagshower na din sya pero wala pa ding balita kung nasan si Rain. Ilang beses nya gustong i-text or tawagan pero nahihiya sya sa nangyari kagabi. Nagbasa na lang sya ng libro sa garden.

Saktong alas-dose ay bumukas ang gate ng garahe. May pumasok na deep blue Smart car na Mercedes Benz. Natawa syang saglit sa itsura ni Rain sakay ang maliit na 2-seater car na mukhang laruan sa laki ng kanyang katawan. Nawala ang ngiti sa kanyang labi nung makitang parang galit ang binata. Nilapitan sya nito at may inabot na brown envelope.

"Regalo ni Uncle Dan. Basahin mo na daw para magpipirmahan na lang mamaya sa hotel. Nandito na din ang lunch mo."

Yun lang ang sinabi nya at pumasok na ng bahay. Ni walang pagbati man lang.

Sinilip nya ang documento sa loob ng envelope na inabot. Stock co-ownership certificate? Dalidali nya binasa at kinuha ang summary ng nakalagay sa documento....Co-ownership of 33% of stock between Mr. Dan Chua and Ms. Celeste Tuazon. With automatic transfe...

Sabik (For The Memories)

Submitted by on April 6, 2016 (1 year ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Erotic Couplings, Mature, Romance, One Night Stand | Tags: , ,

Rage! That's what I felt.

Sinong lalaki ang hindi manggagalaiti sa galit kapag nalaman mong iniiputan ka sa ulo?

Gusto kong suntukin si Chi habang natutulog. Ang dating mala-anghel niyang mukha ay napalitan ng imahe ng isang basurera - mabaho, nanlilimahid, nakakasuka!

I couldn't breathe and I felt suffocated. Iniwan ko siyang natutulog ng mga oras na 'yon. Hindi ko kakayanin ang komprontahin siya; I didn't trust myself not to physically hurt her.

After driving around for sometime, nag-check-in ako sa isang hotel sa Quezon City. Bunuksan ko ang aking mobile phone and seen missed calls and unread messages from Chi. Dinisable ko na ang sim card ko. I didn't want to hear
what she had to say for herself.

I sent Jamie a message. Now more than ever, I need the kind of distraction na siya lang ang makapagbibigay.

Two weeks after that, parang ang dami ng nabago sa buhay ko.

Chi and I finally get to talk and call it quits. Walang sumbatan. Walang ungkatan. She just hugged me, cried and said sorry countless of times.

My heart felt nothing - no anger, no sympathy, not even a hint of regret. Siguro nga ganon talaga. Hindi lang namin na-realize ng mas maaga, that love had already been lost and all that remains was familiarity.

Jamie...

My heart felt a little bit of twinge. After that first night that we had together, I can't find her anywhere. Hindi na siya nagre-reply s...

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