Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Erotic Couplings, Mature, Romance, One Night Stand | Tags: love, separation, Proposal
Rage! That's what I felt.
Sinong lalaki ang hindi manggagalaiti sa galit kapag nalaman mong iniiputan ka sa ulo?
Gusto kong suntukin si Chi habang natutulog. Ang dating mala-anghel niyang mukha ay napalitan ng imahe ng isang basurera - mabaho, nanlilimahid, nakakasuka!
I couldn't breathe and I felt suffocated. Iniwan ko siyang natutulog ng mga oras na 'yon. Hindi ko kakayanin ang komprontahin siya; I didn't trust myself not to physically hurt her.
After driving around for sometime, nag-check-in ako sa isang hotel sa Quezon City. Bunuksan ko ang aking mobile phone and seen missed calls and unread messages from Chi. Dinisable ko na ang sim card ko. I didn't want to hear
what she had to say for herself.
I sent Jamie a message. Now more than ever, I need the kind of distraction na siya lang ang makapagbibigay.
Two weeks after that, parang ang dami ng nabago sa buhay ko.
Chi and I finally get to talk and call it quits. Walang sumbatan. Walang ungkatan. She just hugged me, cried and said sorry countless of times.
My heart felt nothing - no anger, no sympathy, not even a hint of regret. Siguro nga ganon talaga. Hindi lang namin na-realize ng mas maaga, that love had already been lost and all that remains was familiarity.
My heart felt a little bit of twinge. After that first night that we had together, I can't find her anywhere. Hindi na siya nagre-reply s...