Writings about moving on (7)
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PAGLAHO

Submitted by on November 2, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , , ,

Sadya nga bang nakapagtataka?
Na ang pag-ibig ay nangawala?
Ngunit ang katotohanan ay ganap na,
Pag-ibig sayo'y naglahong parang bula.

Tanungin man ako, di ko alam-
Hindi rin masasagot ng agham;
Hindi matatapos ang iyong agam-agam;
Sa akin nawa'y huwag kang masusuklam.

Oo nung tayo'y nagmamahalan,
Ang sumpa nati'y magpakaylanman.
Ngunit nangyari nga na kita'y iniwan,
Sa hindi ko din malaman na dahilan.

Tangi ko lamang hiling sa twina,
Ako'y maintindihan mo sinta;
Na kung sakali mang tayo'y magkita pa,
Pagkakaibigan nati'y di nasira.

(c) the poem was written by the author under a different name....

Moving on

Submitted by on October 23, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Poem: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , , , ,

Moving on

Moving on o mag move on
Madaling sabihin pero napakahirap gawin
Ito yung mga panahong madalas ikaw ay tuliro
At hindi mo alan kung ano ba ang dapat gawin

Yung feeling na hindi mo na kaya sa bigat
At sakit na nararamdamn ng iyong damdamin
Mga panahong ayaw mo nalang magising
Dahil alam mo pag gising mo wala kang magagawa
Oo wala, wala kang magagawa kundi ang sakit ay tiisin

Mga panahong bigla nalang tutulo ang iyong mga luha
Sa tuwing naaalala mo siya
Yung sobrang miss na miss mo na siya
Habang siya ayun masaya na sa iba

Yung tipong ang sarap mag wala!
Dahil alam mong wala kanang magagawa
Yung bigla mo nalang mararamdaman yung mga halik
at mga yakap nya

Mga panahong maaalala mo yung mga masasaya nyong pagsasama
Mga panahong pilit na pilit yung ngiti mo
Dahil deep inside basag na basag ka
Mga panahong maaalala mo na dati ikaw yung dahilan ng mga ngiti nya

Mga panahong gusto mo mapagisa
Pero ang totoo gusto mo lang ulit siyang makasama
Mga panahong hindi mo alam kung paano, saan at kailan ka mag uumpisa
Mag uumpisang alisin yung nararamdaman mo para sakanya

Di mo alam kung  paano ba siya maalis sa isip mo
Dahil nung mga nakaraang araw, buwan at taon siya na halos ang naging buhay mo
Yung bigla ka nalang mapapatanong sa sarili mo
Kung bakit kailangan pang umabot sa ganito

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Maulan. Matraffic sa EDSA

Submitted by on October 20, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , , ,

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
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Maulan na naman. Hindi ko na naman mapigilan na isipin ka. Ano kaya ang ginagawa mo ngayon? Sana hindi ka na-stuck sa traffic sa EDSA, hindi kagaya ko na dinaig pa ang traffic sa pagka-stuck sa iyo. Naaalala mo ba noong magkasama nating binabaybay ang kahabaan ng masaklap na EDSA na ‘yan? Bandang alas singko ng hapon noon, malakas ang ulan, nasa may parte tayo ng Guadalupe na medyo tumataas ang tubig kapag umuulan. Humahaba na ang pila ng mga sasakyan na sa palagay ko, katulad natin, napapakamot na ung ulo ng mga pasahero dahil sigurado, pare-pareho na naman tayong gagabihin sa daan. Hinawakan mo ang kamay ko at marahan kong isinandal ang ulo ko sa balikat mo.

Tapos hassle pa dahil yung auto na nasa unahan natin, nag-stop yung makina. Bumaba yung driver ng auto para itulak yung sasakyan nya dahil medyo tumataas na rin yung tubig. Hindi ko alam kung pasikat ka or talagang matulungin ka lang talaga, bumaba ka at tinulungan mong mag push si kuyang driver para maka move on yung kotse. Naka move on naman sya, hindi kagaya ko na hirap magpa-andar ng pag move on sa iyo. Sana kagaya mo, makahanap ako ng tang magpupush sa akin para maka-move on ako. Mahirap na, bumabaha pa naman at un...

Looking Back . . .

Submitted by on February 23, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , , , , ,

Looking Back . . .This evening while I was driving back to work, this song played in my selections and it brought me back to where I was 9 months ago. The time, where I had to let go of a man I thought I would end up with ..
And the song I mentioned in the first part is entitled BREAKEVEN and is from the band, The Script ... I swear the first 6 months after that break up, I played the song LITERALLY every day.. over and over until it sank to me to forgive, forget, move on and get a life ..

But that journey?? It was one of the most painful realization I went through .. And if not for the time and compassion of my friends, support of my family  - - I could say, I would still probably be caught in that moment ...

Know that everyone goes through a stage where their loved one hurts them.. A stage where your dreams, your hopes go down the drain as if they were nothing..

And if you are in this stage as I write this, know that it is a - - "stage" ..
You have to go through the pain, the denial part, the ifs, the buts, the why and how.
Take it ... Cry if you have to ... Shout if you have to .. Be bitter if you have to ...
Hate the world if you have to.


But do not stay in that stage for long ... You have to rise to the occasion .

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Fairytales

Submitted by on October 23, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , ,

Just like any normal girl, I grew up reading fairytales. Blame it on Disney, I even had the chance to watch these fairytales come to life on the big screen. I've watched every single one of them. But unlike most girls, deep down inside I knew that these are all make-believe. Alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi totoo ang happily ever after. Kinukwestyon ko kung meron nga ba talagang prince charming. In short, hindi ako naniniwala na masaya ang buhay.

Yes I didn't have an easy childhood. Coming from a broken family with me being an only child, maaga akong namulat sa katotohanan na hindi laging may happy ending. Na hindi lagi ang prinsesa at ang prinsipe ang nagkakatuluyan sa huli. What a fucked up childhood right? But the bitterness of life didn't stop me to dream. Hindi ko man aminin, deep down I am still hoping and praying that God will give me my own fairytale.

Then somebody came. Akala ko sya na yung prince charming ko. And just like the fairytales I came to know, I was swept off my feet. I gave him everything. To the point that nothing was left of me. It took me a while to realize that my happily ever after is not happening with him. In the end, self preservation saved me from this relationship. But even after this, I didn't stop to believe that my fairytale will soon come true.

After a couple of years, I met another guy. Maybe it's that part of me that always longs for a loving relationship that makes me vulnerable. Kahit na alam ko that this gu...

Not Worth One for Me

Submitted by on July 12, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Mature, Supernatural | Tags: , ,

Beep.. beep… (cp’s message tone)

Freddie: “Nasaan ka na ba?!?”

Ellaine: “Malapit na….”

Freddie: “Kanina pa yang malapit mo, isang oras na ako nag hihintay dito”

Ellaine: “Grabe ka naman isag oras eh una pa akong umalis sayo sa office ko”

Freddie: “Eh nasan ka na ba kasi?”

Ellaine: “Sa may traffic light na”

Freddie: “Putsha! Maglakad ka na kaya!!!”

Naging boyfriend ko si Freddie nasa 3rd year college na kami. Kilala siya, di lang sa school naming maging sa ibang eskwelahan. Player ng basketball ng aming university, dahil vasity siya half ng kaniyang tution ay free. Dahil nag bibigay karangalan sa eskwelahan namin, sikat siya dilang sa mga estudyanteng tulad ko, maging professor, school admin, at ulti mo vendor sa labas ng campus kinikilig sa kanyan.

Sino nga ba naman di kikiligin sa kagwapuhan niya, galing mag dala ng damit at maging sa paglalaro ng basketball. Kaso di ko maintindihan kung bakit kung minsan madali maubos ang pasensya nya sa labas ng court. Lalo na pagkami na lang dalawa ang magkasama. Ang dali nya mapikon sa mga biro ko, ang layo layo ng character niya sa pagiging MVP pag kami na lang magkasama.

Dati rati nakakasalubong ko lang naman sila sa field, sa hall way, sa gym, sa cateen kahit sa bookstore ng campus. Deadma lang ako sa kanila noon ganun din si Fredd...

CURE

Submitted by on June 1, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , ,

CUREHere, waiting for so long
watching, as the time pass by
And I am longing for Someone new
Someone to share my whole life through

Now, it's the right time to cure
Feeling the rush unto my head
And I wanted Someone true
Someone who will make may whole life new

Then you came, unexpectedly
With a smiling face, so unique
A face, so innocent
A touch, much different

Even if i'll wait forever
Even if it will take through never
It's just got to be you
The one who'll offer a love much true

( I just wanna share my contribution when I was part of little journalist from our school way back when i was in my senior year in high school as their artist/journalist... lakas makahawa ni sir BBKfss mag remenise lol - pilyangpasawaシ)...

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